Last night, I even had dreams about him. Eventhough the lovey dovey moments at the initial phase worked wonders in my life, the other half were consequential nightmares. He used to force himself on me. It was as if he was only attracted to my body.
I actually had the notion that percy might be coming alone. But he came along with Adithya's sister. She is just like my sister, innocent, easy to satisfy and easy to be used.
I wish I could shout the containment that Adithya had when he saw his flurry and lively little sister, which turned into an intimate glare from both sides, when an unwelcomed guest shot through the scene.
"You promised to be nice" his sister said to Adithya.
"Relax, I won't kill" percy chimed in holding Adithya's sister tight making her whimper.
I truly doubt it is real. The prince of hell also looked unconvinced at the sudden elevation of scenario. .
"What a coincidence, my ex-boyfriend, meeting my boyfriend..". I said from behind holding suddenly holding Adithya's hands . This time he didn't push me away .Percy's grip suddenly loosened whereas the grip from my native peer tightened. My heart beat suddenly aroused. Is this how it feels to be cared for?.
I looked at the man right beside who face tried hide a grin but it was immediately caught by my poke.
I wish things are not as real as they seem to be. I truly wish that someday there will be a genuine man who might come for me. Sadly he who does not criticize me in front of others and truly stands by me , the one who does not control me only exist in dreams. As thick as a needle it seems, selfless relationships are rather a rare combination. I can truly reflect the act that percy is putting on infront of Adithya. He is trying to make me jealous. I know he is not a good man.
I saw him holding her hands tight and walking through the shores smiling as if I never existed. I saw him doing everything he can to make her happy. He treats her like a queen. He gives her everything that should have been mine. Why did I get to be treated that way. Is it because I'm a little too clingy?. Is it because I don't have enough patience? Or is it because I'm the one who always chases first? .Tears welled up in my eyes without me ever realising. I gazed at the boy standing by my side who protected me by being the fake boyfriend, Adithya, who now looked relieved seeing that his dear sister is being treated well.
It truly breaks my heart and I somehow feel pathetic to lean on such a fraudulent relationship.He no longer wants me. I wish I had such a caring brother as Adithya.
"Can I lean on your shoulder?" I asked and he nodded his head. The sunset from the sky beamed brighter than ever.
"I'm sorry...it is time for us to part" I said realising that any further anecdote might make me a fool of myself.
"Don't you want to be with me?" He asked brimming flies through my heart's core. Offcourse he meant to be a fake one.
"No..I believe being you is the greatest treasure one can ever harbour" I answered and left for my room to pack my bags when a sudden knock on startled me.
"Percy?" I backed myself away, when a loud thud splashed across my face. My head was pushed towards the pillow, and tears strolled on it's own. I couldn't move. He turned me around.He started removing my blue pajamas.
"Please.. don't this... you are in a relationship" I tried to push him away but I couldn't.
"I don't care" and he plunged himself inside of me. I saw a black Buddhist bracelet and a phone in the hands of a black leather jacket through the room's window. Someone was taking a video of this.
"Help help" I cried.. looking straight at the phone, begging for the last breath of hope.I wanted to run but his hands were tightly gripped around my neck practically choking me. I was shattering and breaking inside.
"No one's coming" he said while doing what he was doing. I couldn't take myself to what was happening. I was struggling, I was whimpering beyond broken beyond repair.
"Enjoyed it..we should do it more often"
He said and walked away. Fear was gripping my heart. I decided to find shravya and end the vacation.
" We should do it more often" the thought spiked pain and terror inside of me. I needed some fresh air and I walked over to the beach, whimpering with pain all over my body, physically and mentally.
I saw him bearing the same black leather jacket that could have helped me. Tears fenced my soul with the air of disgust.
I was not on my own mental level.So he is really the prince of hell.
Aditya POV.
I was thinking about the girl who always makes my heart flutter whenever she is near me. I will have to confess to her. But not now. She is like an open book. Eventhough it has been just a few days, I seem to have fallen for her hardcore.
"Duude..can you wash this jacket for me?" I looked at the jacket which was covered in blood. His hands were bleeding.
"Why are you bleeding?, what happened?"
He explained details in summary to me and I decided to wash the jacket for him because it was the right thing to do. He said,If she were to know the truth, it would cause ruthless havoc between the twins. But what was it in the video that could cause such touble?!!.
I saw her standing far away. The girl who always makes my heart flutter.
End of chapter 17