The next morning didn't start with the gentle, domestic perfume of sizzling bacon or the cloying sweetness of maple syrup.
Cedric was dragged from his dreams not by a kiss on the forehead, but by the opening riff of Nirvana's 'Smells Like Teen Spirit' blasting at reckless volume from the battered Bluetooth speaker in the living room. The bass thrummed through the floorboards, shaking the dust motes into a frenzy.
The door to his bedroom wasn't gently pushed open; it swung wide as Elena leaned in, banging her fist on the wood in time with the drums.
She looked nothing like the other moms at school pickup.
She was wearing a pair of black skinny jeans so ripped at the knees they were barely holding together, a faded, oversized vintage band tee with the sleeves rolled up to show off her toned arms, and a red flannel shirt tied carelessly around her waist. Her dark hair was pulled up into a messy, chaotic bun held together by sheer willpower and a single chopstick. She wore a leather choker and thick eyeliner that made her hazel eyes look fierce, even this early in the day.
She took a sip from a chipped mug that read 'I hate morning' and lowered her sunglasses—classic black Wayfarers—down her nose to peer at him.
"Yo, sleeping beauty." she called out, her voice raspy and teasing. "The sun is up, the waves are crashing and I'm about five seconds away from eating your share of the breakfast. Move it."
Cedric groaned, a muffled sound of protest from beneath his quilt. He burrowed deeper, trying to hide from the noise. "Five... more... minutes..."
Elena didn't coo. She didn't beg. She just shrugged, leaning back against the doorframe with effortless cool.
"Suit yourself." she said, her tone flat and unbothered. "I guess someone doesn't want to go to the beach today. Shame you're gonna miss it. I was gonna buy you that giant slushie, too. The blue raspberry one that turns your tongue black? Oh well. More for me then."
She turned on her heel, the rubber soles of her high top Converse squeaking against the floor.
The word "beach" hit him like a bolt of lightning.
The blankets exploded outward as Cedric shot upright, eyes wide and fully alert. His hair was a chaotic bird's nest sticking up in every possible direction.
"THE SLUSHIE? AND THE BEACH?!" Cedric shouted.
He scrambled out of bed, feet tangling in the sheets, nearly face-planting onto the rug. He was wearing his dinosaur-print pajamas inside out, but he didn't care. Panic and excitement warred on his face.
"I'm awake! I'm up! Don't drink it without me!" He shouted, tripping over a pile of Lego bricks as he scrambled toward the bathroom. "Wait! Where are my shades? The cool ones!"
Elena stopped in the hallway. She turned back, a slow, crooked smirk curling her lip—the kind of smirk that said she knew she'd won before the game even started. She twirled a pair of bright blue plastic sunglasses on her index finger.
"Looking for these, kid?" she teased. "You got three minutes. If you're not dressed, I'm leaving you with the neighbor's cat. And you know he hates you."
Breakfast was a chaotic, high-speed operation.
There were no neatly cut triangle toasts or fruit arrangements. The kitchen looked like a backstage catering table five minutes before showtime.
Elena stood leaning against the counter, devouring a piece of toast that was burnt to a crisp. She crunched into the blackened crust with grim determination, washing it down with black coffee that was strong enough to wake the dead.
On the table, however, sat a plate of scrambled eggs that were fluffy, golden, and cooked to absolute perfection, alongside two pieces of toast that were golden-brown and slathered in the good butter—the expensive, imported kind she never used for herself.
"Eat." she commanded, gesturing with her mug. "We've got a long drive. I need you fueled up so you don't pass out when we hit the water."
Cedric sat at the wobbly kitchen table, his legs swinging so hard they created a rhythmic thump-thump-thump against the chair legs. He attacked the eggs like he hadn't eaten in a week.
"Whoa, slow down, you vacuum cleaner." Elena muttered, though she moved closer.
She watched him eat, her face impassive, but her eyes—still hidden behind the Wayfarers—were scanning him. She noticed a smear of ketchup on his cheek.
Without a word, she reached out. Her thumb, rough from years of hard work, brushed the sauce away.
"You're a mess." she sighed, wiping her thumb on her jeans. "Absolute disaster. How are we related?"
"Because you're messy too!" Cedric chirped, pointing a fork at her. "You have coffee on your shirt!"
Elena looked down. Sure enough, a tiny brown drop stained her vintage tee.
"That's not a mess." she declared with mock dignity. "That's... texture. It's fashion. You wouldn't understand."
Cedric giggled, the sound echoing in the small kitchen. Elena watched him, feeling that familiar, terrifying squeeze in her chest. She looked at his plate—the good eggs, the good butter. Then she looked at her own empty hand, dusted with burnt crumbs.
'Worth it. ' she thought. 'Every damn cent. '
"Okay, checklist." she announced, clapping her hands together. "Backpack?"
"Got it!" Cedric pointed to his battered blue bag, where the head of Mr. Floppy, a stuffed bear missing one eye, was protruding.
"Swim trunks?"
"On!"
"Sense of adventure?"
"Maximum!" Cedric yelled, throwing his hands up.
"That's what I like to hear." Elena grabbed her keys and her battered leather jacket, throwing it over her shoulder. "Let's blow this popsicle stand."
***
Their chariot awaited. It was not a sensible, family-friendly sedan. It was "The Beast."
The Beast was a Jeep Wrangler that looked like it had survived a demolition derby. The paint was a patchwork of faded red, primer gray, and rust. The soft top was patched with black duct tape. It smelled permanently of old oil, sea salt, and the vanilla air freshener Elena used to mask the other two smells.
It was loud, uncomfortable, and totally impractical. Elena loved it almost as much as she loved the kid.
She threw their duffel bag into the back seat and patted the scorching hot hood.
"Don't die on me today, you old piece of junk." she muttered affectionately to the car.
She opened the passenger door for Cedric. He scrambled up into his booster seat.
"Lock it in." she ordered.
She didn't take his word for it. She leaned in, the smell of her cheap coffee and that specific, indefinable "mom" scent enveloping him. She grabbed the strap and gave it two violent tugs.
Click. Click.
"Solid." she confirmed.
She walked around to the driver's side, hopping in and slamming the door. It didn't catch the first time. She slammed it again, harder, with a metallic screech. Bang.
Before she put the key in the ignition, she paused.
Her hand slid into the pocket of her ripped jeans. Her fingers brushed the cold, smooth metal of the Zippo lighter. She didn't pull it out. She just touched it. A grounding ritual.
'Keep us safe.' she thought, a silent plea to the universe she pretended not to care about. 'Just get us there and back.'
She turned the key.
The Beast groaned, shuddered violently like a waking dragon, and then roared to life with a guttural growl. The whole chassis vibrated.
"Music." Elena declared, hitting the dashboard with her palm to make the stereo light up. "We need noise. Good noise."
She plugged her phone into the auxiliary cable. The heavy, distortion-filled opening of a Soundgarden track filled the cabin.
"Road trip rules." she yelled over the engine. "Rule number one: No whining. Rule number two: If you see a dog, you have to point it out. Rule number three: We sing the chorus. Loud."
"Got it!" Cedric yelled back, already bobbing his head.
"Let's roll."
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The drive was a riot.
They rolled the windows down, letting the warm, humid city air whip their hair into tangles as they merged onto the highway. Elena drove with one hand draped casually over the top of the wheel, looking effortlessly cool, while inside her mind was running a constant, anxious tally.
'Gas money. Gate fee for the beach. Did I pay the electric bill? Is that rattling sound coming from the front axle new?'
But to Cedric, she was just the coolest person on earth.
"Game time!" Cedric yelled over the wind. "I spy... something... ugly!"
"Is it that guy in the sports car cutting everyone off?" Elena shouted back, glaring at a red convertible weaving through traffic. "Because his attitude is definitely ugly."
"No! It's that cloud!" Cedric pointed a sticky finger out the window. "It looks like a goblin!"
Elena lowered her sunglasses, glancing up at the sky. The city skyline was falling away, replaced by the rolling greens of the foothills.
"I see it." she nodded gravely. "Nasty looking guy. But look at the one behind him. That big white one? That's a giant boot about to kick him."
"A boot?" Cedric squinted. "No, Mom, that's a spaceship! See the wings?"
"Spaceship, boot, whatever. As long as it squashes the goblin." she laughed.
"Mom?"
"Yeah, boy?"
"When we get to the beach, can we bury you in the sand?"
"Excuse me?" She raised an eyebrow in the rearview mirror. "You planning a hit? Trying to get rid of me?"
"No!" Cedric giggled. "It's a disguise! So the seagulls don't steal your snacks!"
Elena threw her head back and laughed, a genuine, raspy sound that felt good in her throat. "Smart. You're a thinker. You have your father's..."
She stopped. The words caught in her throat like a shard of glass.
"My father's what?" Cedric asked, tilting his head.
Elena gripped the steering wheel tighter, her knuckles whitening. Her thumb brushed the pocket where the Zippo sat.
"His... weird brain." she finished quickly, her voice dropping an octave. "He came up with crazy schemes too. Now, look alive. We're hitting the mountain pass."
***
The drive had been perfect for an hour. But nature, as Elena often reminded Cedric, didn't care about their plans.
As The Beast began to climb the winding roads that cut through the coastal mountains—a shortcut Elena took to save gas—the atmosphere shifted.
The bright, blinding blue sky began to curdle. Thick, bruised clouds rolled over the peaks, swallowing the sun. The air temperature plummeted, sucking the warmth out of the open cabin.
Plip.
A fat drop of rain hit the windshield. Then another.
"Oh, seriously?" Elena muttered, the smile sliding off her face. She reached for the vape pen she kept in the cupholder—an old habit she couldn't quite kick—only to remember it was empty. She tossed it back in frustration.
"Buzzkill."
"Mom? Is the sky mad?" Cedric asked, his voice small.
"No." Elena said, rolling up her window and leaning across to roll up his. "The sky is just being dramatic. Typical."
The rain didn't just fall; it attacked. Within seconds, the heavens opened up. A deluge of water hammered against the canvas roof of the Jeep, deafeningly loud.
Elena turned the wipers to max speed.
Swish-thwack. Swish-thwack.
They struggled to clear the glass.
The road, which had been a scenic route minutes ago, was now a black ribbon of danger. Water pooled in the dips, creating slick, invisible traps.
"Mom..." Cedric whimpered. The fun was gone. The noise was too loud, the car was shaking too much.
"Hey." Elena's voice cut through the noise. It wasn't the playful 'road trip buddy' voice anymore. It was low and serious. It was the voice she used when she argued with landlords or stared down debt collectors.
"Chill out, kid. Eyes forward."
She sat up straighter, leaning over the wheel, her Wayfarers now perched on top of her messy bun. Her hazel eyes were narrowed, scanning every inch of the asphalt.
"We're fine." she lied. "The Beast loves the mud. She was born for this. Just a little water."
She wasn't fine. Her palms were sweating against the leather of the steering wheel. The tires were bald—she hadn't had the money to replace them last month. She could feel the heavy vehicle losing traction on the sharp turns, the rear end wanting to slide out.
'Just get us to the other side.' she prayed to the Zippo in her pocket. 'Just get us through the pass.'
They approached a blind curve. It was sharp, wrapping around the cliff face like a snake.
Elena slowed down, downshifting carefully. She was doing everything right.
But the universe didn't care.
Two bright lights pierced the gray wall of rain.
A delivery truck, coming from the opposite direction, was moving way too fast. The driver hit the brakes as he saw the curve.
It was a mistake.
The truck's trailer hydroplaned. It swung out wide, drifting across the double yellow line like a pendulum of death. It was coming sideways, right into their lane.
Time didn't stop. It stretched. It became agonizingly, crystal clear.
Elena saw the grille of the truck. She saw the terrified eyes of the other driver. She saw the slick black asphalt.
She calculated the trajectory in a millisecond.
If she braked, they went under the trailer.
If she swerved left, head-on collision.
If she swerved right... the cliff wall.
"MOTHERF—!"
Elena screamed. It wasn't a scream of terror. It was a roar of defiance. A rejection of the unfairness of it all.
Her instincts—honed by years of street smarts, near-misses, and fighting for survival—took over.
She didn't freeze. She acted.
She slammed the wheel hard to the right, aiming for the rock face, but she did something else. She yanked the handbrake.
She forced the Jeep into a spin.
It wasn't a panic move. It was a choice. She whipped the car around, exposing the driver's side—her side—to the oncoming impact, shielding the back passenger seat with the entire body of the vehicle.
"HEAD DOWN!" she bellowed, a command that shattered the air.
Cedric obeyed instantly, curling into a ball.
The truck clipped the rear of the Jeep, sending it spinning uncontrollably into the rock wall.
The sound was the end of the world. Metal shrieking like a dying animal. Glass exploding. The crunch of the frame buckling.
Then, silence.
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Drip. Drip. Hiss.
The smell hit him first. It wasn't the salty smell of the ocean.
It was gasoline. Sharp, chemical, and burning the inside of his nose.
Cedric opened his eyes. The world was sideways. He was hanging in his seatbelt, the strap digging painfully into his chest. The dinosaur toothbrush he had insisted on bringing was floating in a puddle of dirty water on the ceiling—no, wait, the floor.
"Mom?" he whispered. His voice was tiny, swallowed by the sound of the rain pounding on the wreckage.
"Mom?" louder this time.
He twisted his head.
The front of the Jeep was gone. Crushed like a soda can.
Elena was slumped forward over the steering wheel. The windshield was shattered, and rain was mixing with the blood that poured freely from a gash on her forehead. Her dark hair was matted and wet, the chopstick gone.
"MOM!" Cedric screamed, thrashing against his restraints.
At the sound of his voice, Elena's body jerked.
She let out a wet, rattling cough. Slowly, agonizingly, she lifted her head.
Her sunglasses were gone. Her face was a mask of blood. But her eyes... those fierce, hazel eyes were open.
She blinked, trying to focus. She looked down at her legs. She couldn't see them. The engine block had been pushed back into the cabin. She couldn't feel anything below her waist.
She knew.
She had seen enough accidents, enough violence in her life to know what internal bleeding felt like. The clock wasn't ticking; it had stopped.
"Dammit..." she wheezed, blood bubbling at the corner of her lips. She spit it out onto the dashboard. Even dying, she looked annoyed rather than scared.
"Is... is everyone... okay?" A voice shouted from outside.
A moment after, the door was wrenched open with a horrible screech of twisted metal.
"It's okay, buddy, I've got you," the man grunted, his hands shaking as he fumbled with the seatbelt buckle. After seconds of struggling, it finally clicked open.
He pulled Cedric out into the cold rain. The sudden movement sent a jolt of agonizing pain through Cedric's head, making him cry out.
"No! Get her!" Cedric kicked at the man's hands. "Get my Mom!"
"Kid, I have to get you out." the man stammered, his hands shaking.
"THE TANK!" Another voice shouted from the road. "THE GAS TANK IS RUPTURED!"
"It's leaking fast! We have to move! NOW!"
A whoosh of sound.
"No! Get my Mom! MOM!" Cedric thrashed wildly, kicking and hitting the stranger holding him. He didn't care about the fuel tank. He didn't care about anything but her.
Elena saw the raw terror in the rescuer's eyes. She smelled the gasoline. She knew. There wasn't enough time.
Elena summoned every ounce of rage, every ounce of grit, every ounce of the "Woman" she had built herself into.
"HEY!"
The sound was guttural, wet, but terrifyingly loud.
The man froze, looking at her.
Elena locked eyes with him. She didn't look like a victim. She looked like a predator caught in a trap, dangerous until the very last breath.
"Get. Him. Out."
She didn't beg. She didn't cry. She enunciated every word with lethal precision.
"You take my son," she snarled, blood dripping from her chin "and you run. If you let him burn, I will haunt you until you rot. DO IT!"
The man flinched as if she had slapped him. The terror in her voice snapped him out of his panic. Looking from her trapped form to the spreading pool of gasoline. Then he nodded and whispered "I'm sorry." before turning away.
He unclicked the buckle. He grabbed Cedric, hauling the boy out of the seat like a sack of flour.
"NO! LET ME GO! MOM!" Cedric shrieked, clawing at the man's jacket, kicking the air. "MOM!!!!"
The man didn't stop. He dragged Cedric out into the rain, slipping in the mud, scrambling away from the wreckage.
Elena watched them go.
The pain was fading now, replaced by a cold, creeping numbness. The fire was getting brighter, licking at the dashboard, curling around the steering wheel.
She turned her head, just an inch, to watch her son being carried away. He was reaching back for her, his little hand opening and closing, grasping at the rain.
She wanted to cry. She wanted to scream that it wasn't fair. She wanted to teach him how to drive. She wanted to see him graduate. She wanted to yell at him for bringing a girl home. She was scared.
But she wouldn't do that to him. She wouldn't let his last memory of her be fear.
She forced her broken body to obey one last command.
She lifted her left hand—the one not crushed against the door.
She looked right at Cedric through the shattered back window.
She smirked. It was a crooked, bloody, beautiful smirk. The smirk of someone who had cheated the house and won the pot, even if they lost the game.
She raised two fingers. A V-sign.
Then, she closed her hand into a fist and thumped it once, gently, against her chest. Over her heart.
"Mom love you, boy." she whispered.
She reached into her pocket with numb fingers. She found the Zippo. She wrapped her hand around it, squeezing it one last time. The metal was warm.
'Wonder what that motherf*ucker is doing.' she thought, closing her eyes.
'If you're already dead, I will find you and make you die a second time. If you're alive, I will find you and haunt you until the day you die. '
Then, the world turned blinding white.
KABOOM!!!!!!!
A thunderous explosion shook the very ground beneath them. A massive wave of searing heat washed over Cedric's face, stealing his breath.
He stopped screaming. The sound died in his throat.
He stared.
The fire roared, consuming the metal, the leather, the Nirvana cassette tapes, the burnt toast crumbs, and the woman who had been his entire universe.
The bright, angry orange fire reflected in his wide, unblinking eyes, burning away the image of his mother's last smile. It consumed everything.
His world didn't fade to black. It burned to ash. And in the center of the inferno, the image of that defiant V-sign was branded onto his soul forever.
The horror was too much. Darkness finally rushed in to save him, pulling him down into a merciful, silent black.