Jeremy POV
"Jeremy,a little help here" my Best friend , Sofia grimaced seeing the assignment.
"What can you do without me in your life ,dumb ass"
"Mr know it all, just help and stop insulting my brain "
Sofia and I has known each other for forever, we are best friends,always together .
I once had a happy family just me ,dad, mum and Sofia
My dad would get jealous of Sofia ,he would always want some boys time with his son but Sofia was always there.
It would annoy the shit of him .
Mum would always tell him "your son is the most happiest with Sofia and he would get more annoyed
Then he would bicker with her all day long
This was my definition of happiness
But if was asked who I love most I will definitely choose Sofia,she was literally my everything
No that me choosing Sofia matter to him anymore
Because he left us
For his so called love
Yes that right he left to get remarried and I just couldn't forgive him,I will grovel and rage but it didn't really matter because I had Sofia and my biggest fear is her leaving me alone
While Sofia mother hated her for no reason and her dad a drug addict who hit her but we took care of that .
He is in the prison now
Both with Daddy issues
Didn't Matter that much
Even though I have never voiced it out ,I am glad that her mother hate her so she can be here with me for ever
All this years,she was my best friend but when I was 14 , I realize I am in love with her which I will never tell her,can't risk our friendship for a stupid crush ,I tell myself that everyday
But she is kind of dumb though
I tell her that everyday
"I will help with with assignment if you promise you don't wear my stuff again" I'm just bluffing , I love her wearing my stuff
"You know that is literally impossible, what will I wear"
"You got your own clothes " I said help her with the assignment already
As Sofia was about to reply me ,My mum came looking sad ,her eyes was a clear evidence that she cried a lot
"What is wrong ,Wendy " Sofia asked while I move closer to mum"is anything wrong mum?"
She was hyperventilating and I soothes her back while Sofia clean her tears
"Yo your fa father is dead , Jeremy "
Did I forget to mention she loves him with her everything ,she never moved on from the separation
I was shocked by the news ,yes I hate him but I still love him,I held back my tears and told her "why are crying for that bastard" Sofia gaze land on me ,I knew she understands that I was hurt and just trying to masked it
Mum slapped me across my face " he was your father and he is gone forever, don't you understand"
"Gone!!! He was always gone so it doesn't make a difference " I fired back
She look at me with contempt "just get out of my face "
I left her alone
As soon as I enter my room tears swelled in my eyes
Sofia knock on the door " please left me in Jeremy"
I opened the door and hugged her ,her warmth gave me the consolation
" Why did he have to die , he didn't even told me why he left me "
She didn't say anything she just hugged me tighter and patted my head ,that did it ,I couldn't control my tears again
" U would be okay" she whispered
" I am stupid ,I hurt mum again and again ,the person she love the most just died and I just put more salt to her wound" I said grasping on her clothes like it is my source of oxygen
" You were just hurt and being aggressive was your way of grieving and she doesn't hate you ,she is also grieving and right now you to be with her ,help her get through this okay ,now get up and go be with her "
I nodded my head , she really understand me a lot
I really love her a lot