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Chapter 12 - Chapter Twelve: Jealousness

The change in the Yang estate did not arrive with a shout, but with the quiet, suffocating pressure of a closing door. The air, once heavy with the scent of illicit sandalwood and the humidity of the delta, now felt brittle, scrubbed clean by a sudden, terrifying propriety.

Lady Zhan was the architect of this new regime. She was a woman who moved through the world with the soft tread of a ghost, seeing everything while appearing to look at nothing. She had witnessed her husband's shoeless flight from the tenant's wing; she had noted the mud on his hem and the panic in his eyes. She did not weep. Tears were for the common; strategy was for the gentry.

Three nights later, as Yang Naiwu sat in his study feigning interest in a commentary on the analects, Lady Zhan entered. She carried a bowl of lotus seed soup—bitter to the tongue, cooling to the blood.

"My Lord," she said, placing the porcelain bowl on his desk. The sound was sharp in the stillness.

Yang looked up, guarded. "You are awake late."

"The heat makes sleep difficult," she replied, remaining standing. She smoothed the silk of her sleeve. "And the noise from the street. Rumors are like mosquitoes in summer; they hum even when you cannot see them."

Yang stiffened. "What rumors?"

"They say the Ge family is restless," she said, her voice conversational, devoid of malice. "They say Pinlian wishes to establish his own household before the wedding. It is said they find the estate... too crowded." She paused, letting the silence stretch until it became a physical weight. "It is wise, I think. A young couple should be alone. Living under another man's roof leads to confusion. It leads to shadows in the garden where there should be none."

She looked at him then. Her gaze was not the submissive look of a wife, but the appraising stare of an equal. "A man of your rank, My Lord, walks on a high wire. If he falls, he does not just break his own neck. He brings the house down with him. Is the view worth the fall?"

The message hit Yang Naiwu with the force of a physical blow. She knew.

He looked at the woman he had dismissed as furniture and saw the steel spine beneath the brocade. She was offering him a lifeline: end it now, and the face of the family remains intact. Refuse, and the ruin would be absolute.

"You are right, my wife," he said, his voice tight, the taste of ash in his mouth. "It is proper."

Lady Zhan smiled—a thin, triumphant curving of her lips. "Drink your soup, My Lord. Before it gets cold."

For Little Cabbage, the sudden silence from the main house was a form of violence.

The heat of the fourth month had settled over Cangqian, a wet, heavy blanket that trapped the smells of the canal within the walls. In the western wing, the air was stagnant. Ge Pinlian, now sleeping at home every night to guard his "property," was a constant, sullen presence. He watched her with the dull, shark-like eyes of a jailer.

But it was Yang Naiwu's absence that flayed her.

She waited. She watched. She saw him in the garden, walking with his wife, his head bowed in performance of domestic harmony. When their paths crossed by the well or the gate, he would nod—a stiff, formal gesture given to a stranger—and walk on. The warmth was gone. The "Rose Dew" gaze was replaced by the cold, hard stare of a landlord.

He has discarded me, she realized, the thought turning in her gut like a knife. The game became dangerous, so he folded his hand.

She was alone. Trapped between a husband who hated her and a lover who had erased her.

Despair turned to a feverish need for action. If he would not come to her, she would force him to see her. She would make him understand that she was not a toy to be put back in the box.

That night, while Pinlian snored the jagged sleep of the exhausted laborer and Third Girl drooled on her pillow, Little Cabbage lit a smoky oil lamp.

She was illiterate, yes. But she was not ignorant. During their stolen afternoons, amidst the caresses and the wine, Yang had taught her a few characters. Heart. Pain. Save. She had practiced them in the dust of the floor.

She found a sheet of paper meant for an embroidery pattern. She ground the ink, her hand trembling. She could not write a poem. She could not quote the classics. But she could pour her blood onto the page.

She drew as much as she wrote—a willow bending to the point of breaking, a pair of mandarin ducks separated by a river of black ink. And she scrawled the characters she knew, clumsy and raw, looking more like scars than writing.

Heart breaks. Wolf in the house. Save me.

It was a love letter, a suicide note, and a threat, folded into a small, sharp square and hidden in her sleeve.

The next day, the gods of chance rolled the dice.

Pinlian went to the shop. Third Girl was asleep in the sun. Little Cabbage dressed with frantic care, oiling her hair until it shone like a crow's wing. She walked to the main house.

She found the women—Lady Zhan and the formidable Lady Ye—in the central hall, preparing to leave for a temple fair. They greeted her with a kindness that felt like ice. Little Cabbage sensed the invisible wall they had erected; she was no longer the favored tenant, but a problem to be managed.

"Is the Master in?" she asked, her voice brittle.

"He is in his study," Lady Ye said, adjusting her hairpin. "He is drafting a petition. He must not be disturbed."

"I understand," Little Cabbage said. She bowed low.

But she did not leave.

She crept around the perimeter of the house, to the side garden where the bamboo grew thick and wild. The windows of the study were open to catch the breeze.

She saw him. Yang Naiwu sat at his desk, his back straight, his brush moving rhythmically over a scroll. He looked serene, untouchable—a man safe in his fortress.

A surge of reckless fury seized her. She slipped through the side door.

"My Lord," she whispered.

Yang Naiwu jumped. The brush skidded across the paper, ruining the calligraphy. He spun around, his face draining of color.

"Xiugu?" he hissed. "Are you mad? If my wife returns..."

"Let her come!" Little Cabbage cried, stepping into the room. The scent of him—ink and sandalwood—hit her, making her dizzy with longing. "You ignore me. You treat me like a dog you kicked into the street. Why? Have you forgotten?"

"I have forgotten nothing," Yang said, his voice low and urgent, his eyes darting to the door. "But it must end. It is too dangerous. Pinlian knows. My wife knows. We are standing on a trapdoor."

"Then let us fall!" she pleaded. She reached into her sleeve and pulled out the folded paper. "Read this. It tells you everything. It tells you I am ready. I will leave him. I will be your concubine. I will be your slave. Just don't leave me in the dark."

She thrust the letter at him.

Yang Naiwu looked at the paper. He saw the clumsy characters, the desperate, childish drawings. He felt a pang of pity, but it was instantly drowned by the cold waters of self-preservation. This paper was not a love letter; it was evidence.

"I cannot take this," he said, backing away.

"Take it!" she insisted, her voice rising.

At that moment, a voice rang out from the courtyard—harsh, loud, and getting closer.

"Little Cabbage! Little Cabbage! Where are you?"

It was Third Girl.

Terror seized them both. If the idiot girl found her here, locked in a room with the Master, the pretense would be over.

Panic overtook reason. Little Cabbage threw the letter onto Yang Naiwu's desk.

"Read it," she hissed, tears spilling over. "And answer me."

She turned and fled, slipping out the side door and vanishing into the bamboo just as Third Girl lumbered into the garden, clapping her hands at a butterfly.

Yang Naiwu stood alone in the center of his study, his heart hammering against his ribs.

He looked at the letter on his desk. It sat there, innocuous and white, a bomb waiting to detonate. If Pinlian found it, he would have proof. If Magistrate Liu found it, he would have a confession.

He reached for it, intending to burn it in the brazier.

But just then, the heavy oak door creaked open.

Lady Zhan entered. She had forgotten her fan. She stopped, seeing her husband standing over his desk, his hand hovering over a scrap of paper, his face flushed.

"My Lord," she said, her eyes scanning the room. "I thought I heard voices."

Yang Naiwu snatched up a book of poetry and threw it over the letter, hiding it.

"Just reading aloud," he said, his voice cracking slightly. "Testing the rhythm of a Tang verse."

Lady Zhan looked at him. She looked at the book, which lay crookedly on the desk. She looked at the empty air of the room, which still held the faint, sweet scent of Little Cabbage's hair oil.

She said nothing. She simply picked up her fan from the side table.

"Do not work too hard," she said softly. "The mind can play tricks in the heat."

She left, closing the door with a decisive click.

Yang Naiwu waited until her footsteps faded. He lifted the book. He grabbed the letter. He went to the brazier.

But the coals were cold.

He cursed. He heard the servants moving in the hall. He couldn't risk lighting a fire now; the smell of smoke would draw attention.

He shoved the letter into the top drawer of his desk and turned the key. I will burn it later, he told himself. Tonight. When the house sleeps.

It was the mistake that would end his life.

That evening, a messenger arrived from the Yamen. A legal dispute in the city required the immediate attention of the famous scholar. Yang Naiwu left in a hurry, his mind on the case, the key to the desk sitting forgotten in a bowl on the shelf.

V. The Thief in the Night

The house slept. But the shadows were awake.

Liu Zihan slipped over the garden wall. He was a creature of the night, a former servant dismissed for theft, who nursed his grudge against the Yang family like a starving dog nursing a bone. He knew the layout of the house. He knew the habits of the master.

He was looking for silver, for jade, for anything small enough to pawn.

He picked the lock of the study window and slid inside. He rifled through the cabinets. He found the key in the bowl.

He opened the desk drawer. There was no silver. Only papers.

Disappointed, he was about to close it when he saw the folded square. It didn't look like a legal document. It looked... personal.

He unfolded it. He saw the weeping willow. He saw the crude characters. Heart. Wolf. Save.

Liu Zihan was not a scholar, but he knew the language of illicit affairs. He knew who had written this. And he knew who it was for.

A slow, yellow grin spread across his face. He didn't need jade. He had found something worth far more. He pocketed the letter and slipped back into the night, carrying the death warrants of two people in his tunic.

Back in the Western Wing, Little Cabbage waited.

She sat by the cold stove, her hands clasped in her lap. She waited for a signal. A light in the window. A servant with a message. Anything that meant he had read her letter and chosen her.

But the main house remained dark.

The gate creaked. Pinlian returned from the shop, stumbling with fatigue, his face grey with dust.

"Is the water boiled?" he barked, throwing his tunic on the bench. "My back is breaking."

Little Cabbage looked at him. She looked at the man who stood between her and the light.

She went to the shelf. Next to the jar of tea leaves sat a small paper packet. It was the "sedative" Yang Naiwu had given her weeks ago. To help him sleep, he had said. To give you peace.

He has abandoned me, she thought. The world has abandoned me.

She took a pinch of the powder. It was white, odorless, innocent.

She hesitated. Her hand hovered over the teapot.

Then she remembered the cold look in Yang Naiwu's eyes. She remembered the sound of the lock clicking in his study. She remembered the years of the "Dwarf" touching her, claiming her, owning her.

She was alone. If she wanted to be free, she would have to carve that freedom out herself.

She dropped the powder into the cup.

"Here," she said, her voice soft, unrecognizable. "Drink. It will help you rest."

Pinlian took the cup. He looked at her, surprised by the sudden gentleness. He saw the beauty that had tormented him, and for a moment, he felt lucky.

"You are a good wife," he said.

He lifted the cup. He drank.

To see the horror that follows, read the next chapter.

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