As days passes i didn't mind them and Continued do my work anyway,few days later when it's her second class, as the class comes to the end she closes the book then says the unmistakable name,the name I opened my tikclick account with,I was surprised and thrilled by what challenge she's going to bring now as I met her gaze.
Girls an advice from me,study well, don't be a free entertainer.
What the nonsense she is speaking,free entertainer? I grit my teeth and glance at my friend.
Everyone likes my dance videos although it's faceless and it's the tikclick era,she dare to call me it's fake and I'm getting swayed,I never expected to be viral but I am indeed.
The next day I can see my views went higher, could it be the guys from my school watching my videos, it's not entirely impossible but I was confident they won't find it meme material since my videos are full of praises.
As soon I enters the classroom the guy who was Sitting on the last bench watching my videos with a smirk and gossiping,as I continue walk he shut down his phone and when I walk past I saw from side glance that he pushed his elbow to the guy beside him with a smirk then together they laughs like WTH
I didn't mind them and continue to walk away.
I can feel eyes boring into me as I sat down and they giggles as I bent to remove some dust and sat down.At everything I do.. literally..or am i really that of bad..
Alicia asks with a smirk
"Why do you think they keep laughing whenever they sees you"
"I don't know..do you happen to know?"
She obviously knows judging by her face and smile but she denies.
As the class ends we went to canteen where I browse my Android phone while listening to my friends when I saw my views are increasing and there is lot of negative comments too,the views weren't at the peak before I attended the school, and I have a nagging feeling that this happened just after mrs. Larissa Mentioned my account name.Yeah,we found out she's married.
As I walk through to the hall, someone bump into me, it's that blonde who used to mock,is it coincidence or they did it intentionally đź’
"I'm sorry"
I couldn't say it's fine as I still have doubt but if I say anything they might further offend me which they might have planned as well,I am not ready for this nor I ever faced something like this before in my life to counter back at them.My eyes turned narrow with suspicion and this guy's usual smirk just disappeared a little.I didn't wanted to say it but it will feel like a challenge so i walks away as fast as I can after blurting out "alright"suppressing my irritation.
The classes went hazy,i am not feeling well currently,it feels like i will lose my balance,when the chemistry class were over i quickly packs my bag
"Uh,where are you going, there's still 2 classes left" Alicia spoke.
"I'm not feeling well,you guys can do and send me the notes online later, I'm leaving guys"
Earlier I had a fight with mom as she found out I was making tiktick videos so I left without completing my plate with anger,so it could be gastric,but I had ate a few at least,although it was few but i guess it was not enough.
As I was middle of the hall suddenly i felt more nauceaous and ran faster towards the washroom,I threw up but there was nothing except some bile juices mixed with saliva,washed my face,stares at the mirror,i looked like a vampire,pale face with dark circles,i seem to forget bringing my handkerchief from home because I had left with an instant impulse, since no one was here to watch me.. i pullout my uniform and wipes my face then adjust myself,i finally arrives the parking,put my bag on my cycle basket and unlocks,i started peddle faster.
The sky went from bright to darker shade by shade as i continue passing more distances from the school, however I'm halfway to my home and it started pouring,i continue to peddle faster but it started dripping heavily suddenly with bigger drops that felt like light pebbles falling on my head,i brought my cycle to rest with a sudden jerk and i remember I haven't brought my raincoat either thanks to my teenage mode,I run towards the shop faster after locking my cycle,i already having gastric and now I don't want to caught cold too.
I wipes the water droplets from my eyes that were blocking my views and realised I am at the entrance staircase door of a multishop building,i turns my back to the cafe & face towards the road,the rain doesn't seem like going to stop anytime soon,i had texted my mom that I am leaving school earlier and now again I texted that I am at a cafe since it's raining and i will reach after it stops.
although I don't wanted to talk but I know she'll be worried.
I got an instant reply,I opens and it was really as half expected.
"I knows you are going to make video there too,I hope you remember what I said earlier the morning- regarding a dedicated student's life,i hope you will rethink and have some piece of mind and you will review your notes there instead of doing anything nonsense."
I sent an angry emoji as I was burning with anger,for a second i forgot that i am sick until my oesophagus felt upset again,i sat down on the stairs after cleaning the already clean looking floor through my paper.
~whistle
Who is it,I turns and saw a man wearing a mask doing something with his cycle, looking at me,his striking blue eyes piercing my soul.
It's creepy..i should walk away..
I gets up and went up stairs..it is seem to be a club, it's even more creepier,a guy seems drunk and look at me with his devilish rare red eyes,he pass through the sea of people then without asking anything removes a stray lock of my hair, the girls are cheering..I dash away back to the stairs..i should peddle away in this rain..it would be best..
As soon i descend down the stairs,
"You are from st.theressa?first year?"
Shanaya:how is he so accurate, don't tell me he was already keeping an eye on me..
"No.. I'm not studying there.."
I quickly dashed away to my bicycle and he's coming this way too! My keychain keep slipping multiple times as I'm trying to unlock it faster to disappear into the lane as possible as faster,my hands are trembling because i hadn't ate properly,why it had to be today!May be today is my worst day ever..