"If this transmigration is indeed temporary, then I must watch my steps."
'I mean just imagine if I developed a relationship with a person here, made a happy family and then suddenly I go back to where I came from and the original owner of this body returned then he will deny to know or love the person I love because we are not the same person. It will be very heartbreaking and betraying for the people I would grow close with.'
I massaged my forehead feeling the headache coming from a mile away.
"Well since I am awake I should at look around a bit. I will most likely be here for a while so I should at least know what is where."
I looked around the room going from the huge closet of clothes, shoes, broaches, ties and many other things and many books about different topics but mainly plants.
"This guy has some taste."
I placed the book back to it's shelf and walked to the drawers and cupboard beside it.
I opened the cupboard to find a violin case and many more things. I also knew how to play the violin, my hands were itching and screaming at me to play the violin but I decided to do that later because I am pretty sure no one would like to hear the sound of someone playing the violin in the middle of the night.
Under the violin was a diary. "It must belong to this child."
"We are currently kind of the same person for people so it should be alright if I read it, right?" I said as I picked up the diary and headed towards my bed.
'Will it be disrespectful? I mean it is disrespectful to read others diary without permission but....I am in a very tough situation right now and I don't think that even if this child does return we will ever meet each other. So it is most likely okay to read it.'
As I opened the first page I came across a name written in very beautiful handwriting, and the shocking part was that it looked identical to English.
The words were automatically translated in my head.
The letters read Eliezer Yvaine.
This child's name was Eliezer, got it.
I walked towards my bed and as I turned the page I came across a diary entry.
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18th of January 152 in the lunisolar calendar,
I can't handle it anymore. Should I just end my life? Will the situation turn out just like it is now? Will brother help me to end my suffering? He will right? He is my brother afterall, it's his job to help me as an older brother...
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THWACK
I closed the diary, placed it on the nightstand by the bed, closed my eyes and thought, 'This child was f--cking suicidal? What the h-ll was going on in his life? And a lunisolar calendar? Am I just in the past? But I don't think the ancient times would have this much progress...' I looked around the room.
I placed the diary back from where I picked it and layed down on the bed. I closed my eyes pulling the blankets over my head hoping I would wake up back in my home, in my bed.
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'My past life was pretty good. Even tho my parents died in a car accident when I was young, it was no problem because I had my sister. If I remember correctly then, I was around 26 yrs old when I died. I used to be a toxicologist and a professor. Being a toxicologist wasn't my dream but poisonous things were, I just thought they were really cool. Being a toxicologist was just a way for me to legally get access to poisonous plants and animals. People may think that my fantasies are quite weird but I don't mind that at all because I also think that my fantasies are quite weird to be honest. But but but toxins are very cool like-------.
Maybe I should stop before I start the talk otherwise it would take the whole day or many days. My name used to be Park Yeon Woo. I don't know why my parents names me that but, I liked it cause it's my name after all. My past life was nothing special just what other people experience-'
Before I could finish my thoughts, the usual darkness you see when you have your eyes closed disappeared. It was then replaced by a bright void. I was sitting on water... literally water.
'How the f--k am I sitting on water?'
I looked around for anything and checked myself. I was in my new body.
Just as I thought this was all worthless, memories came flooding into my mind. It was not like before.
Before it was just a small part of memory that I would regain after a certain incident, but what I was experiencing now was a life of someone, of Eliezer.
As the memories settled down into my mind there was only one thing that I was able to process.
'F--k, it's those transmigration into novels again.'