I woke up with swollen eyes and a headache that felt like it had settled into my bones. For a few seconds I didn't remember why my chest felt so heavy, then everything rushed back at once. My father at the Dean's office, his hurtful words and catherine's annoying voice.
I sat up slowly, hugging my knees, the room was too big when you were alone in it.
I stared at the door for a long time, wondering if he was angry or disappointed. Or worse… hurt. I had blamed him,thrown my pain at him like he was the enemy when he was the only one who had stood up for me.
I pressed my palms to my eyes, i was tired of being angry. Tired of crying and worst tired of losing people.
After a long shower I dressed up simply, it was Saturday so... no classes. By the time I stepped out, the house was already booming. I could hear voices downstairs, Normalcy that felt strange after yesterday.
