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Chapter 10 - Chapter 10 – Teaching a God to Yawn (Twice)

Aerialis could do urgency without running.

The Cohort moved along the Inner Lash in that Crown-issue half-jog that meant yes, this is an emergency, but we are the sort of people emergencies answer to. The Dome hunched ahead—black, patient, unblinking. The ring of anchors around it flickered a night-cadence despite the sulk of day, as if the field had decided schedules were for smaller cities.

"Pereth Vale will go for the east seam," Tessel said, breath not even pretending to be calm. "Her crew left three tuners on the North Spur—bought us ten minutes. She's precise, vain, and convinced the Dome respects her."

"I don't respect me," Kael said. "And I'm delightful."

"Focus," Serah murmured.

Jorn ghosted ahead with two chain-guards. Lysa's stride didn't lengthen, but the floor seemed to hurry to meet her steps. Maeron tucked his notebook away like a man holstering a sin.

The east seam lived behind a maintenance arch that didn't like visitors. The gate wore a sigil stating AUTHORIZED and, beneath it in chalk, a local amendment: YOU? NO. Someone had rubbed the chalk off. Someone else had written YES ME with a little grin at the end.

Inside, cool cathedral hush. The Dome's field was thicker here, the air a syllable away from saying no first. Kael's bells chimed behave and behave. He told them to mind their own mouths.

They found Pereth by the seam: a narrow woman in an oil-stained coat, hair twisted under a band, hands clean in the way that means they're always filthy in the right places. She stood half in the anchor ring, half in ambition, copper wand leveled at a plate she'd persuaded to listen to her and not the city.

Two assistants hunched over tool rolls and moral failures. Between them, a small case yawned open to show four thin wafers marked with a sigil that wasn't Guildwork or Crown or Church—just geometry that enjoyed itself.

Pereth didn't startle. She stared. Then she smiled the way knife-people smile when a problem fits the sheath.

"Good," she said. "I didn't want to do this without an audience."

"Then you'll love prison," Tessel said, and held out his hand. "Step away."

"No," she said, gentle. "Listen."

She touched the plate with her wand, and the ring of anchors took a breath together.

Not dramatic. Terrible never needs to shout. A hairline inversion crept along the seam—not opening, not even trying to open—just testing how much of yesterday's refusal-ring would bear being turned inside out.

Serah set her staff. Heat flowed into a web that traced the seam like a sewing lesson. Lysa planted her palm on the floor and made down remember itself with feeling. Jorn put a blade into the palm of one assistant and opinion into the other's throat. Both sat down like listening was the new standing.

Pereth never took her eyes off Kael. "You did something lovely last night," she said. "You taught the Dome's mouth to keep manners."

"I teach a lot of terrible ideas," Kael said. "The Dome is an avid student."

"You misunderstood your own lesson." She tilted her wand. Light checked in with copper. The anchor plate's hum slid a half note sideways. "You didn't teach refusal. You taught shape. Shapes can be moved."

Tessel actually growled. "She's sliding the refusal ring," he said. "She can't break it, but she can recenter it—put the polite 'no' behind the mouth and give the invite room to widen."

"Stop," Serah said, voice flat.

Pereth exhaled, annoyed. "I am stopping." She tapped the plate once. The slide halted a breath from rude. "This is demonstration, not damage. You have a choice: you cage him—" a tilt of her chin at Kael, "—and the city will find another voice and scream itself hoarse. Or you admit he's the only honest coupling this wreck has left and you let us tune for him."

"'Us?'" Lysa asked.

"Workers," Pereth said. "The ones who hang off rope and hold your obedience together while you take meetings about it."

"You soldered leeches into my lattice," Tessel said. "Honesty seems late to this party."

Pereth's smile thinned. "Kole paid for what he understands: leverage. I'm paying for what matters: the habit of not falling." She nodded at Kael. "Your idiot is a switch. He flips the city into listening. I can build a system that keeps it from worshiping."

"Strong pitch," Kael said. "Do you have a version without making me a utility?"

"You were born one," Pereth said, not unkind. "I'm offering dignity."

Jorn's blade point depressed a little further into the concrete by her assistant's knee in a commentary of steel. "Offer accepted," he said dryly, "in the form of bracelets."

Pereth glanced past them into the arch's gloom and the Lash beyond with all its neat little lives moving like careful breath. For a second, exhaustion exposed the nerve under her competence. She didn't want to break the city. She wanted to win the argument with the people who believed only their signatures counted as safety.

"Listen," she said again, softer. She set her wand against a second plate and whispered a cadence that was almost lullaby, almost math. The seam's hum altered. The refusal ring Kael had laid last night vibrated—his no, remembered—and sent back an echo. Not opening. Not widening. Just… requesting parameters.

Tessel's circlet burst into mean little stars. "She's asking the field to define polite," he snapped. "Don't you dare—"

"I define polite," Kael said, before his good sense got a vote.

Serah's fingers tightened on the staff. "Kael—"

"Bells, hands," Tessel warned, brandishing a cutout.

"I'm not going in," Kael said, voice light because it was heavy. He stepped to the seam until his breath cooled on the Dome's not-skin. The ring of no he'd laid last night thrummed at the edge of his bones like a harp string remembering a tune.

He let the Cloister rise in his hands. Anchor: the ring itself. Path: around-and-back, a looped road. Release: parameters.

"Polite is this," he told the Dome, quiet as a thief at confession. "Polite is no mouth wider than patience, no ask louder than work, no listen longer than breath. Polite is you staying a thought and me staying a joke."

It was absurd to talk to a field like that.

The Dome relished absurd. Its hum accepted the sentence like law the way a clever dog accepts a trick: yes, and I will perform it because I want treats later.

The seam settled. The refusal ring held and—worse—defined itself along the words he'd offered.

Tessel hissed between his teeth. "Damn you," he said—but not to Kael. "Damn it. It took the rule."

Pereth's eyes shone, not with tears; with vindication. "See?" she breathed. "This isn't worship. This is infrastructure. Give it a grammar and it stops chewing poetry."

"Grammar becomes scripture in the mouths of idiots," Maeron said, thrilled. "And then math goes to church."

Lysa's hand flattened. Gravity posed, patient, waiting for betrayal.

Serah exhaled very slowly. "Step back, Kael."

He did. The Dome didn't open. The seam's hum returned to a smooth paragraph. The anchors flickered their fast, tidy rhythm. The refusal ring stayed where it was, now with parentheses and footnotes and intent.

Pereth lowered her wand. The assistants wilted like bad arguments in daylight.

"All right," she said. "Now arrest me."

Jorn didn't need to be asked twice. He pulled her hands behind delicately and made iron fashionable. The assistants accepted rings and a bleak education.

Pereth didn't struggle. "When this breaks," she said, not to Tessel, not to Ossa who wasn't here, not even to Serah—to Kael, "—come find me. I'll be in a cell two floors below your Quiet Room practicing no."

Kael quirked a smile. "We'll form a club."

"We already did," she said.

Ossa didn't compliment; she redistributed resources. Pereth went to a clean cell with a field that would bite her if she tried to teach it tricks. The assistants went to dirtier ones. Tessel exhumed every wafer out of every plate within three spans of the Dome and made a saint of the tech who turned in three more from under his mattress.

"Conclave," Ossa said over cuff, because of course. "We tell the city a story where the Crown is competent. Bring me facts that look like mercy."

Kael had time for a cup of violent coffee and a Quiet Room breath before the bells asked for politics.

The chamber waited with expectation pre-loaded. Ossa took the center seat; Tessel's circlet sulked; Myrene radiated practiced restraint; Estan stood like pity with a haircut. Four Guild factors occupied a bench like a collective apology, and a dozen minor officials arranged their faces into the expression that means we've decided already.

Serah gave a brief of the seam. Tessel supplied equations in the tone of a man admitting a sin to a priest he didn't respect. Jorn added, "She was going to slide his 'no' behind the mouth," and tapped the table like he could move it back into place.

Myrene looked at Kael like a kiln assessing clay. "And the sunwell's word?"

"Still Last," Kael said cheerfully. "Still rude."

"Last can mean 'latest,'" Myrene said, hopeful in the way only a heretic of certainty can be. "It needn't mean 'final'."

"It means whichever hurts more," Estan murmured.

"Shush," Ossa told him. She considered Kael as if he were a lever and she was deciding whether to pry at the world today. "You told the Dome the meaning of polite," she said.

He spread his hands. The bells answered: sorry and not.

Ossa's mouth almost, almost smiled. "If I hear poetry leak out of my anchors, I will assign you to plate maintenance for a month."

"I like honest work," he said. "Hate heights."

"You live in Aerialis," she said. "Grow a spine."

The Guild factors petitioned for a moment to save face; Ossa let them pant out a paragraph. Tessel recommended codifying the yawn—his word—for the Dome: a Sovereign-approved refusal-ring, measured, repeatable, surveilled. Myrene insisted on a supervised sunwell visit weekly to see which god blinked first. Estan advocated fasting, which was on-brand and unhelpful.

"Fine," Ossa cut. "We codify Kael's yawn. Tessel owns the math. Serah owns the room. The Church gets to hum over the paperwork but not write it. The Choir gets a corridor where it can pout. The Guild loses a factor and keeps its rope. And—" she speared Kael with a look, "—our fuse learns how to be boring at scale."

Kael pressed his hand to his bell and bowed. "I'm warming up my yawn."

"Good," Ossa said. "Because you're about to use it."

A runner stumbled in without bothering to pretend breath was optional. "Marshal—the saints—service vent by the west seam—they're already there—"

Ossa didn't swear. She stood like profanity and walked, and the city obliged in getting out of her way.

The west seam had more sky.

The vent opened onto a ledge that kissed open air, chains like black rivers falling away, the Shatterfront a ventriloquist's mouth beneath. Twenty saints had gathered—riggers, techs, three mothers in rope burns and stubbornness, the boy with wet paint and the fright in his own bravery. No Pereth; rumor traveled, and their cleverist had been arrested.

The rigger with the tidy hands stood with palms lifted. "We ask polite," he said. "We don't force. We sing refusal as patience. We let the Dome hear we learned."

"Better," Serah allowed.

"Worse," Tessel muttered, because improvement is terrifying when you're in charge of models.

Kael stepped onto the ledge and made sure his bells spoke presence without challenge. The seam shimmered: not an opening; a listening. The anchors smiled their toothless flicker.

He didn't raise his hands. He didn't speak to the field. He looked at the people—their fingers, their breath, the way their shoulders carried falling like a memory they hadn't inherited yet.

"Today's miracle," he said, loud enough to interrupt expectation, "is breathing."

A murmur, mostly derisive, some relieved. He didn't stop.

"You want a mouth because mouths are dramatic," he said. "You want to touch god because that feels like work compared to taxes and plates and old men who steal your hours. But this—" he tapped the ring with one knuckle; the no rang like a polite glass, "—this is real. It's stupid and simple and unheroic. It's patient. It is yawning on purpose."

The boy with paint frowned. "That's not a miracle."

"It is," Kael said. "Ask any mother."

A rustle of rough laughter that had more truth than mockery. Serah's shoulder relaxed a millimeter. Lysa cocked her head as if gravity found that line heavy in a good way. Tessel glared, but his wand's readings were sweeter.

The saints put palms to stone. They didn't push. They hummed, badly, together. The Dome did not open. It agreed to not be offended.

Two bells rolled from the anchors—thin, local, artificial: the invites Maeron's borrowed Quiet Rooms had learned to mimic. The seam's no vibrated once, then steadied. The boy kept his hand down and looked apologetic about his own courage. Improvement.

Then a third bell rolled.

Not local. Not small. Long, low, not here. It came like thunder under the skin and made the plates bite their tongues.

Kael felt the laugh arrive behind his eyes with the tenderness of a knife. The Dome tasted it. The seam flexed—not to open—just to see.

"Hands," Serah said, and Kael's cuffs clapped with a sound that meant anchor. He poured the Cloister's discipline into the refusal ring until no became boring again.

"Hold," Lysa breathed, and the ledge decided to be floor rather than metaphor.

Tessel slammed a cutout into an anchor and spat math. Maeron said a word from his book that wasn't in any language and meant later. Jorn put a palm in the center of the rigger's back and lent him a spine.

The third bell faded. The second didn't return. The first remembered manners and shut up. The seam dismissed its curiosity with an offended sigh.

Kael's heartbeat learned new tricks. He breathed. The city remembered how.

"Where was that," Serah asked, not expecting comfort.

"Not us," Tessel said, voice thin. "Not our Dome. A thin place outside our nets. A bell not in our book."

"The sunwell?" Myrene, appearing with the sanctified knack clergy have for being around when you don't want them, asked the air.

"No," Kael said, without knowing how he knew. He felt the laugh recede like a tide that had decided not to eat a village today. "Farther. Closer. Not ours."

Elyra stood on a pylon far off, a vertical punctuation mark. Light behaved strangely around her, as usual. She lifted a hand with two fingers raised, and if you wanted that to mean something you could invent it.

The saints backed away from the seam, chastened and delighted in equal measure. The boy tugged Kael's sleeve. "Was that him?" he whispered. "The laughing king."

Kael crouched so the kid wouldn't have to whisper up. The bells on his cuffs chimed here and tired.

"It was the part of the story that thinks it already knows the ending," he said. "We're teaching it to wait."

The boy looked like that was both satisfying and unfair. So: human.

Serah touched Kael's arm, brief and permission. "We codify the yawn today," she said. "Before the third bell finds a better door."

"Make it boring," he said.

"Loaded," she corrected, and he grinned because it was both.

By dusk, Aerialis had a new rule on the books and a new habit in the anchors. Tessel formalized the refusal ring—"Kael's Yawn," Maeron wrote in the margin, and Tessel pretended not to see—and stamped it with Crown indices. Serah taught three junior Sovereigns how to cast it without making the Dome feel complimented. Lysa annotated where not to stand if you wanted to live to regret choices. Jorn convinced two gate teams to forget a vent existed.

Pereth sang through her cell vent until a guard asked, politely, for a different key.

The saints met and went home and met again and went home faster. Kole sat in a holding chain and practiced losing money with grace. Myrene went to the sunwell and came back worried in a way you couldn't arrest. Estan wrote a letter to his superiors and burned it before the ink dried.

Night came down like a decision. The Veiled Sun surrendered to sulk. The Black Halo looked bored. Good.

On the way back from the last circuit, Kael and Serah stopped at the viewing platform where the Shatterfront made sermons to gravity. The wind had opinions and shared them.

"You did stupid," Serah said, tone a gentle accusation.

"I did specific," he said. "Oracle's orders."

She snorted. "Don't encourage her."

They stood shoulder to wind until the city's hum smoothed the edges off the day. Kael worked the little pewter grin in his pocket with his thumb until it stopped being a prayer and became a fidget.

"I'm going to have to go inside it," he said, conversational and awful. "Some day."

"Yes," Serah said, honest. "Not today."

He looked at her. "Hold me to that."

"I held you to it twice," she said. "Try me again."

He laughed, soft. The bells on his cuffs answered enough and enough for one day.

Far away, the third bell did not ring.

Closer, in the seam of sleep and field, the Dome yawned—polite, measured, bored—and chose not to open because someone had told it that was good manners.

Kael, defiant and small and unreasonably proud of boredom, bowed to a city he had not yet ruined.

"Tomorrow," he told the night.

The night, in a fit of taste, didn't clap. It just agreed.

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