I felt cold and sad ,it was Christmas while every one was celebrating with their loved ones I was out here basking in the snow but I had no choice but to come out here I felt suffocated by just watching my family ,my dad was probably out there with his mistress and my mum she's probably with her lover they had never cared about us and I always still wonder why they haven't divorced I see no reason for them to be together I sighed heavily as I thought,I turned and headed towards the car I was going to make sure I get drunk tonight and forget all the unpleasant memories,
I headed towards the bar and soon I was there I got out I could see how lousy everyone was acting maybe this was what I needed to let myself go I thought ,I went inside and ordered the strongest drink they had from the bartender I could already feel the ogling eyes from my surroundings and honestly right know I couldn't care less I just wanted to drown in my sufferings ,I took shots after shots my head became all fuzzy and everything became blurry but I suddenly felt a sharp pain from my stomach I ignored it as I've always felt this way it would go away in a while I told myself I stopped drinking and waited for the pain to go away but after a while it suddenly intensified I could feel sweat breaking out on my forehead,I need to get to the hospital I told myself as I got up to leave, i immediately paid the bills and turned to leave
The alcohol kicked in I couldn't see where I was going and the pain I was feeling didn't make me feel any better I could only see a blurry outline of of the door I ran towards it ,as I ran towards the door I bumped into a wall I heard a groan so I looked up at the wall I bumped into he looked so handsome and sexy at the same time normally I would have taken time to admire him but right now I just wanted to go ,I apologized and intended to bypass him when I felt the pain worsen my consciousness started dwindling I tried opening my eyes as I knew I couldn't fall here so I grabbed his clothes and pleaded, please save me I said before I passed out .