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Chapter 6 - Chapter 6 – The Cracks Others Can See

The clock had barely touched seven when Lian Yue stepped out of the bathroom, drying her hands on a towel. The house felt too quiet, too large for the two people living in it like shadows.

She heard the faint hum of the elevator — Shen Tinglan returning home. Like always, punctual yet distant, his presence filling the air with silence instead of warmth.

He entered, removed his coat with practiced movements, loosened his cufflinks. No eye contact. He glanced at her only once — not at her eyes, but at her hair. A flick, a pause, a tightness in his jaw so brief anyone else would miss it. Then nothing. He walked toward his study.

The quiet returned. Heavy. Familiar now.

Her phone vibrated on the counter.

Mother Shen.

Yue inhaled slowly before answering. "Auntie."

"Yue dear," the older woman's voice was warm but carried something else today — curiosity? worry? "I haven't seen you both in so long. Why don't you and Tinglan come over for dinner tomorrow?"

Yue blinked. But she knew — mothers feel things before they are spoken.

"We'd love to," she replied softly, voice steady despite the hollow in her chest.

"You sound tired," Mother Shen murmured.

"I'm alright."

A pause — the kind where love sits, confused but concerned.

"Come tomorrow," she insisted gently. "I'll make your favorite dishes."

"Thank you," Yue whispered.

When she hung up, she looked toward Tinglan's closed study door. Once, she would've walked in, leaned against his desk, teased him about working too much. Now, the door felt like a boundary she no longer dared to cross.

She typed a message instead:

Dinner at your parents' house tomorrow. 7 PM.

A ping came seconds later.

Okay.

No question.No curiosity.No warmth.

Just a word. Four letters colder than silence.

The Next Evening

The Shen residence glowed warmly under soft garden lights. Ivy climbed the pillars, lanterns flickered, and jasmine scented the night air. It should have felt welcoming.

To Yue, it felt distant — like a memory she stood outside of.

Tinglan drove. The ride was quiet, static filling the space between them like invisible frost. She watched the city lights blur past; he stared straight ahead, one hand on the wheel, expression unreadable.

Not angry.Not cold.Just… absent.

When they arrived, Mother Shen greeted them with open arms and a bright smile. Shen Tinglan pressed a polite kiss to her forehead. Yue accepted a warm hug.

"You've both lost weight," Mother Shen teased, pretending lightheartedness, eyes searching their faces as if reading a language only parents understand.

Father Shen joined them with a laugh. "Work isn't slavery, Tinglan. At least bring her out more, hm?"

Yue smiled politely; Tinglan simply nodded.

Inside, the dining table was set beautifully — homemade dishes, warm soup, little touches made with love. Yue had once felt so touched by these efforts — once, she had dreamed of belonging here like a daughter truly grown into the family.

Now, she felt like a guest.

They sat. Chopsticks lifted. Conversation began.

Mother Shen filled plates lovingly. "Yue, eat more. You've gotten thinner."

Tinglan's fingers paused for a fraction of a second.

"Thank you," Yue murmured.

Father Shen chuckled. "Tinglan, do you plan to tire the both of you out with work forever?"

A light comment. A simple joke.

Tinglan answered calmly, "We're managing."

Not affectionate.Not reassuring.Just neutral.

Yue lowered her eyes. He didn't defend her. He didn't comfort. He didn't look at her.

Mother Shen's brows pinched almost invisibly.

She tried again, gentler this time. "Yue, dear, I noticed you cut your hair."

Tinglan's chopsticks stilled — so subtle only someone who knew him from childhood would see it. A micro-second of something unspoken. Memory? Possessiveness? Loss?

He did not look up.He did not comment.He did not ask.

Yue's fingers brushed the short strands. "Yes. It felt… time."

Time to change.Time to breathe.Time to break silently.

Mother Shen smiled softly. "It looks lovely. But… a big change."

"Change was needed."

Silence sharpened around that word.

Needed.

Tinglan lifted his tea calmly, but his grip tightened once.

She said "needed."As if this life no longer fit.As if something hurt enough to push her away.

Father Shen's eyes narrowed as he watched them both.

"You two seem very quiet lately."

"Tiring days," Yue murmured.

Tinglan didn't respond.

Mother Shen's concern deepened. "Yue, if anything troubles you—"

"Auntie," she whispered, "life is simply… moving."

Moving didn't always mean forward.Sometimes it meant drifting.Sometimes, breaking.

Tinglan rose to refill his bowl without a word.

He used to glance at her plate out of habit — now, his eyes didn't even shift her way.

Yue rested her chopsticks quietly.

"I'm done," she murmured.

His hand paused mid-air for a barely-there second — not enough to count as concern, but just enough to betray an instinct he refused to acknowledge.

He continued serving himself, expression unchanged.

She didn't match his pace anymore, and he didn't ask why.

Mother Shen placed her hand over Yue's gently. "You're family. You don't need to smile through everything."

Upstairs, Father Shen spoke to Tinglan quietly. "Son, what's happening?"

"Nothing."

"Nothing doesn't feel like this."

Silence.

His father's voice turned weary. "Talk to her before silence becomes habit."

Tinglan said nothing. His throat tight. His fingers curled once at his side.

The Drive Home

The car rolled through quiet streets, lights tracing tired paths across the glass. Yue watched the world blur; Tinglan drove with mechanical steadiness.

After a long moment, Yue spoke — soft, weary:

"They're worried."

"They don't need to be."

"You didn't deny anything."

"You didn't either."

Her breath stilled. Their entire marriage lately — four lines, quiet wounds.

"Not every silence means surrender," she whispered.

His grip tightened on the wheel.

He still didn't answer.

Night

Back home, they retreated to separate rooms. Yue sat on her bed, staring at pale moonlight spilling across the floor. Tinglan stood at his door, hand resting on the knob, still, unmoving.

He didn't go to her.He didn't call her.

But he stood there — breathing like someone trying not to unravel.

Distance was real.Not dramatic.Just painfully quiet.

His parents saw what he refused to admit.

Something precious was slipping.A love he never confessedwas learning to leave without noise

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