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Our Eternal Sin

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In her first life, Jane was an ordinary girl who found herself transmigrated into the body of Elzay Arkwin—the shallow best friend of the notorious villainess, Ariadne Varon. Together, they mocked and tormented the gentle heroine, until both died miserably at the hands of the empire’s cold and perfect Crown Prince. But when Jane dies, she wakes up once again as Elzay—this time as a nine-year-old. Haunted by the memories of her first death and disgusted by her past actions, she vows to change everything. She decides to protect the young villainess instead of using her. The two girls form a genuine bond, learning, laughing, and dreaming of a future free from the empire’s cruelty. In this world, five great families command elemental powers: Fire, Water, Earth, Air, and Plant. But Elzay—an outsider from another world—awakens something different: the power to summon a magical gun that feeds on mana. A power that shouldn’t exist. At sixteen, Elzay crosses paths once more with the Crown Prince—the man who once killed her. This time, she avoids him at all costs. But her defiance sparks his curiosity. She’s not like the others who crave his favor; she seems immune to his charm. He calls it curiosity. But slowly, it becomes obsession. Years later, under the disguise of a fallen noble named Jacob, the Crown Prince infiltrates Elzay’s quiet life to test her sincerity. What begins as a cruel game becomes something he cannot control. Elzay’s quiet strength, her indifference, and the shadows in her eyes begin to haunt him. For the first time, he feels the agony of love — and the fear of losing it. When his disguise breaks and Elzay discovers who he truly is, she is horrified. To her, he isn’t a man—he’s the monster who ended her first life. But he cannot let her go. His love turns into poison. Her fear turns into numb acceptance. He destroys everything she has — her family, her friends, her freedom — until she is caged in a dungeon beneath his palace. Yet fate plays its cruelest trick: through an ancient mirror, the Crown Prince witnesses the countless lives where Elzay dies—always by his hands. Driven mad by guilt and love, he swears to crown her as his queen. But by then, it’s too late. Elzay’s heart has already died. When rebellion rises against his rule, and the empire collapses around him, he drags his broken body to her side one last time — in a blood-stained garden where they first met. There, Elzay takes his hand… and ends both their lives with a poisoned dagger. > “You took everything from me,” she whispers. “Then take me too,” he replies. Their final kiss is one of blood and peace — two souls bound by love, hatred, and the scarlet chains of the crown.
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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1 — The Girl Who Should’ve Died

The sound of crackling fire filled the small wooden house. The faint scent of herbs and warm broth drifted through the air.

When Elzay opened her eyes, her vision blurred before settling on a rough wooden ceiling — so ordinary, so human, that her heart stopped for a second.

"...Elzay?!" a familiar voice gasped.

She turned her head weakly and saw a man in his late thirties rush to her side, his hands trembling as he touched her forehead. His eyes — tired but full of love — were brimming with tears.

"Thank the stars… you're awake," he whispered, voice cracking. "You've been out for three days. We thought—"

"Father?" her lips quivered.

He froze. The word hit him like sunlight after a storm.

"Yes, it's me," he said, brushing a strand of red hair from her face. "You fainted near the river. Your brother found you and carried you home."

Her brother?

Elzay's eyes darted to the other side of the room where a boy — barely sixteen — leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed but his eyes soft with worry.

"You scared us, dummy," he muttered. "Next time, don't wander off alone."

Elzay's breath caught. In her first life, both her father and brother had been executed — framed for treason by the very man she'd once called her prince.

But here they were. Alive. Breathing.

Her heart clenched so tightly she could barely speak.

"I… I'm sorry," she whispered, tears spilling down her cheeks before she could stop them.

Her father frowned, confused. "What's wrong? Does something hurt?"

"No… it's just—" her voice broke, "I missed you both."

They exchanged puzzled looks, but her father simply smiled, pulling her into a gentle embrace. His calloused hands, warm from years of working the forge, wrapped around her like a shield.

For the first time in what felt like lifetimes, Elzay allowed herself to cry — quietly, desperately — against her father's chest.

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That night, when the house had gone quiet and her father's snores filled the room, Elzay sat by the window and stared at the moonlight filtering through the curtains.

The world outside was calm. Ordinary.

And yet her heart raced like thunder.

The last thing she remembered was her death — the Crown Prince's sword piercing through her chest, the taste of blood on her lips, and the echo of his voice:

> "You should've never been born, Elzay."

Now she was back. Younger. Weaker. Powerless.

Her reflection in the glass showed a pale girl with long crimson hair and eyes glowing faintly like rubies, trembling in the quiet dark.

"What is this…" she whispered. "A second chance?"

She looked around the room — the cracked walls, the tiny lamp flickering beside her bed, her brother's soft snoring in the next room.

Everything was so normal.

So painfully human.

She wasn't in a noble's mansion or an academy of power. She was back home — a commoner's daughter in a world where people like her never had a voice.

But this time, she wouldn't waste her life following others into ruin.

She clenched her fists.

"I won't let history repeat itself."

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The next morning, the small house buzzed with noise. Her father was already at the forge, hammering metal with rhythmic precision, and her brother was carrying baskets of coal to the back.

When she stepped outside, the smell of earth and smoke greeted her like an old friend.

"Feeling better?" her brother asked without looking up.

"Yeah," Elzay said softly. "Thanks to you."

He shrugged. "You're still weird, though. Crying when you woke up."

Elzay smiled faintly. "Maybe I had a bad dream."

He looked up and snorted. "Well, you're awake now. So stop dreaming and help out before Dad yells."

She laughed — genuinely. For a brief moment, it almost felt like peace.

But deep in her chest, under the warmth of that ordinary morning, a faint light pulsed again — the same one she'd felt the night before.

When no one was looking, she raised her palm.

A shimmer of energy appeared, forming a faint silver circle etched with unknown symbols. Inside it, the outline of a gun flickered for a second before vanishing into mist.

Her heart pounded.

So it wasn't a dream.

Whatever power had brought her back, it had left something inside her — something not of this world.

Elzay stared at her trembling hand. "What… am I supposed to do with this?"

The wind blew softly, carrying the scent of ash and lilies.

And somewhere, far away in the imperial capital, a young prince with red hair and golden eyes stood before a burning target, his hand still trembling from the fire magic he could barely control.

Both of them were alive again.

And fate had already begun to turn.