Chapter 2 - chapter 2 loving the invisible

Daydream meets reality, Why does it Hurt so much to love someone who doesn't know about you existent ,it hurt but you still continue and more for think about them the more it hurts inside and the more you stop loving people in the real world.maybe that's why they say" if you know too much about love ,you stop loving people because you don't want to hurt your self the way you hurt your heart in your illusion".and sometimes I wonder is it better to be single and feel lonely and hurt every night just thinking about my love life or being in a relationship that one day I will cry because of betrayal,death or others things .I don't know why do I feel lonely and not safe when I'm not in a relationship but when I'm in a relationship I feel like I'm not in the right place.sometimes I don't know why do I keep loving someone that always hurt me but never learn a lesson from,they keep hurting my heart but I can't let go I don't know why,maybe that's how love is .then people start asking you are you single by choice ? Sometime I don't know what to say maybe I chose to be this way because I learned that loving someone ,one day you will feel pain because not everything last forever in this world but I can happen if you meet the right person at the the right time .