[MC's POV]
First time when I gained any conscious, I only felt slight ripples which woke me up from I don't know what? Was I unconscious, dead and reincarnated? Some of these words I don't even know, they just appeared in my brain with the meaning. This feeling of being in limbo, no breathing, no vision, only slight feeling that I am floating somewhere or someplace.
I was running my mental gymnastics, here's one more word 'gymnastics' just appeared in my brain and I even know the meaning, well I felt movement in this existential or Non existential place of mine. Then like the plane itself was pushing me out, I felt pressure, not the painful kind but leave it's time to get out kind. In this all black space, a tunnel of light came into my front as I felt it because for some reason, I can't even open my eyes yet.
The tunnel gradually widened and it felt like my entire body passed through it. After I came out of that Schrödinger's box, what the hell is Schrödinger….oh I see, what kind of memories I have and why are they not coming all at once. I tried moving my body because I didn't feel any movement in that schro-whatever place but voila I can feel my hand and legs moving, I should open my eyes maybe I can see and figure what kind of box I'm in now.
Before I opened my eyes, some sound caught in my ears and I felt a sharp pain in my ears and some sound inexplicably escaped my mouth and the sound felt like a child….a very small child to me. When I felt I can speak so I tried to produce some sound but all that came in my ears were bunch of people talking, which I can't figure out yet, and sound of a child. I panicked a bit I even forgot to open my eyes and started speaking different words in my mind but all I heard in response was incoherent speech of new born.
Then a memory resurfaced, am I kind or reincarnated? It doesn't feel like transmigration because that happens in someone else body or maybe it's a regression but that also didn't feel right. This new memories calmed my mind a bit so I focused on my eyes now, let's see what and where I am?.
As I opened my eyes, light assaulted and my hands reflexively reached to restrict the light from entering my eyes. Slowly as I adjusted to light and fully opened my eyes what came into view was small baby like hands and reality finally settled in my thoughts, so I really reincarnated or regressed I guess.
As my eyes moved from my hand, a face came into my view, golden hair with trimmed beard and a matured kind of face of man, was probably holding me in his hands. I looked into his eyes but his eyes felt like he was watching me with some expectation like I am some lamp and genie will come out of me, one more memory resurfaced, but suddenly all my back logs of memory re-downloaded in my brain and it felt like splitting headache and a painful cry escaped my vocal cords and I cried for first time after being re-born.
I cried for a minute or two but then fell asleep, I wake up after few minutes or hours, I didn't have any semblance of time for correct reference. The more important thing was I have much more detailed and clear memories now rather than jumbled memories or words which pop up whenever they want.
I went through my memories for few minutes, now I am awake and with my memories, I felt much more serene and peaceful. I didn't even open my eyes and just silently processed everything. After the getting reacquainted with my memories, I opened my eyes and ceiling came into my view first, then I moved my head around and saw that I was in some type of crib and it was beautifully designed with figures of birds and animals carved on four sides and surface look polished and also looks expensive, I silently felt happy that I at least reincarnated in a rich or royal type family.
After taking in the view, I moved my eyes towards ceiling again and focused on all my memories. I remember living in an city with parents and sibling but I don't remember them or any interaction with them. I lived pretty happy and bored life. I regularly read novels, manga and mahnwa and comics and watched sci-fi and action movies.
So if I leave the most important thing which is my identity, I pretty much remember everything, oh yes....I also don't remember how I died.
I just raised my little hand clenched to make a baby fist as best as I could and screamed in my mind because currently my vocal cords are that of a new-born, "whoever is handling this reincarnation business, you are doing a very bad job at it, you freaking left the most important thing which is my identity out of my memories, what should I call myself Daniel, Alex or Rambo, just who the hell am I?"
After resting my baby hands, I focused on my last memory before my impromptu reincarnation. The last thing I remember is just sitting and reading a novel then a bright light covered my face then next thing I remember is being in the Schrödinger's box, so maybe I died due to the light and brought here, am I protagonist, villain or just some extra.
Then like a Reflex, I screamed in my thoughts "System, hello System."
Nothing, no response, no ethereal screen manifestation. Then I said "Status" and waited but same as previous then I summoned all my knowledge of novels and mahnwa and said multiple words "Profile, Personal info, Player profile, Arise, Supreme System, Reincarnation system."
But after I getting no visual of familiar blue or any coloured screen or any tiny angel as a guide, my thoughts started spiralling but I stopped myself and thought 'maybe I will get system when triggered due to special circumstances or when I have my awakening, yeah I shouldn't thought negatively. It is also possible that I am in just a different modern world.
Yeah, I shouldn't form my opinion this early, first I need to know where am I, I have only seen that golden haired man who was watching me like examining something, they didn't suspect that I am a reincarnated soul, do they? I should be careful and play the part of a child'.
I suddenly felt grumbling in my stomach and thought 'this won't be difficult, I am already a baby.' So I embarrassingly started shouting mixed with crying to attract attention of anybody possible.