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Chapter 4 - Six days to live

The Space He Wouldn't Notice**

The dawn was pale when I woke.

Soft light spilled through the open window, carrying the scent of salt and sea. Lucas still slept beside me, his breathing steady calm, like the ocean itself.

For a moment, I just watched him.

He looked peaceful, unguarded, the way people do when they've carried someone else's pain for too long. And I realized… he had always watched over me, even from afar.

But reality has sharp edges.

And mine came rushing back the second I remembered Ethan.

My husband.

My home.

The life I was still pretending to hold together.

Quietly, I slid out of bed, careful not to wake Lucas. I gathered my things my dress, my sandals, the folded report still tucked inside my bag and paused at the doorway.

"Lucas," I whispered, almost hoping he wouldn't hear.

But his eyes opened anyway, soft and tired.

"Running away again?" he asked.

"I'm just… going home," I said. "He'll notice if I'm gone."

He smiled sadly. "Will he?"

The question hit harder than I wanted it to.

"I don't know," I whispered. "But I have to give him the chance to."

He nodded, sitting up. "Elara… whatever happens, don't regret feeling alive. Even if it was just for a night."

I turned away before the tears could fall. "Goodbye, Lucas."

The drive back felt endless. The city looked colder in the morning light, its rhythm too fast for someone who counted days instead of years.

When I reached the house, the front door was still locked from the inside. No sign of him. The bed was exactly as I'd left it untouched, as though no one had noticed I'd been gone all night.

He hadn't noticed.

The ache inside me grew until it became something else a kind of quiet acceptance. Maybe I'd expected too much from a man who'd already left me in all the ways that mattered.

I sat on the edge of the bed, opened the report again, and ran my fingers across the date.

Six days left.

Six days to decide whether I wanted to spend what was left waiting for him…

Or living for myself.

The phone buzzed. A message from Ethan.

> "Going away for the weekend. Business retreat. Don't wait up."

I stared at the words, then deleted the message without replying.

And for the first time, I didn't feel anger just a strange kind of freedom.

I walked to the mirror, studying my reflection. My eyes looked clearer, sharper. The woman looking back at me wasn't the same one who'd been waiting at the breakfast table yesterday.

She'd already begun to let go.

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