I didn't care anymore. To provoke Lu Shiyan, I forcibly grabbed Lu Yanchen's hand and placed it on my waist.
Lu Yanchen's large palm pressed against me. Although I was wearing a sweater, he remained rigid and motionless, afraid to overstep the bounds.
Lu Shiyan's expression was grim, but I felt quite pleased.
I remembered how Su Ning'an would constantly snuggle into his arms, sometimes hugging his neck, sometimes embracing his waist, sometimes almost kissing him right in front of me.
I just said to him to be more careful, and Lu Shiyan frowned and stared at me, his eyes cold. "You're filthy, and you think everyone else is filthy. An'an is my sister. What are you thinking? Apologize to An'an."
If he could be so sweet with his unrelated sister, why couldn't I be affectionate with my husband?
I felt incredibly happy. The negative effects of the cold shoulder I'd endured weren't just a day or two. For years, I've been like a walking corpse, especially after losing my child. I suffered a mental breakdown.
I even considered that if I hadn't been killed accidentally, even if I had successfully exposed Lu Shiyan and Su Ning'an's affair, my family wouldn't have stood by me.
They would have made excuses for Su Ning'an and blamed everything on me, and I would have ended up being deserted by everyone.
Just because they gave me that body, they could claim the moral high ground and use it to bind me and morally blackmail me.
I will be trapped in this pain for the rest of my life.
Su Wan's death has completely severed my ties with my family.
From now on, I will no longer feel any burden of revenge.
Su Wan has already paid what I owe them.
All I have to do now is to retaliate with all my might! This is far better than a single stabbing.
The pain of a single stab lasts only a few minutes, but I will make them suffer day and night!
I rubbed Lu Yanchen's neck obediently, my voice soft and tender, "Brother Yanchen..."
That little, coquettish sound was perfectly audible to Lu Shiyan.
Lu Yanchen wore a medium-high-collar cashmere sweater, the velvety texture tinging his skin with a faint pink.
His voice was hoarse and nervous, "Hmm."
"Brother Yanchen, let's go. I can't wait to have a little home of our own with you."
I got off his lap and resumed pushing the wheelchair, not once looking at Lu Shiyan again.
"By the way, Brother Yanchen, do you prefer a boy or a girl? How about we have two, one to look like you and one to look like me?"
As soon as I said this, Lu Shiyan suddenly looked up at me.
Because I'd said the same thing to him before!
Word for word. Lu Shiyan stared at me in disbelief, then followed me. "Uncle, I'm more familiar with real estate than you are. It's snowing heavily today, and I don't have much to do. I'll help you choose."
Lu Yanchen glanced at him. "Whatever you say."
I honestly don't quite understand Lu Yanchen's feelings for Lu Shiyan.
As for their close relationship, I haven't seen them interact much over the years.
In a sense, they're competitors, but Lu Yanchen left the country long ago and worked hard there.
It's clear that he's sending the message that he doesn't care about the Lu family. He'll take what he wants, and he has no intention of competing with Lu Shiyan.
He recently returned to China and has begun shifting his assets back home, even threatening to take over the Lu family.
I don't know if it's my imagination, but Lu Yanchen doesn't have the same defensive attitude towards Lu Shiyan that Lu Shiyan does towards him.
He doesn't even intend to hurt Lu Shiyan; he seems to be somewhat indulgent.
Su Ning'an also clamored to go along. Lu Shiyan was a little impatient with her, "What are you going to do?"
Once I died, Su Ning'an no longer had any concerns. She only wanted to marry Lu Shi'an legitimately.
But Lu Shi'an refused to accept and deliberately avoided her.
One wanted to be exposed, the other wanted to escape.
But we were already in this game, so Lu Shi'an couldn't jump ship midway.
Su Ning'an wouldn't allow it, and neither would I.
Once we entered the Colosseum, it was a fight to the death!
But Su Ning'an had miscalculated one thing. My rebirth was the biggest change, and my face was his biggest trump card.
She was a little anxious, so she exposed herself and tried to use the child to pressure Lu Shi'an.
She had greatly underestimated Lu Shi'an, a hypocritical and selfish man.
What he loved most wasn't me or Su Ning'an, but himself.
People spend their entire lives pursuing the unattainable.
For example, when he was with me, he wanted novelty and freedom, and Su Ning'an's appearance satisfied his desires. After I passed away, he acted out his affectionate act again, and I became the white moonlight he longed for, the one he longed for.
How could a living person compete with a dead person?
The last impression I left on him was one of regret and guilt.
Now, with the appearance of another woman so similar to me, it only served to stir up his inherent bad nature.
With the emergence of substitute literature, his complex emotions towards Su Wan would gradually shift to me, and then an idea would arise.
Let me replace Su Wan!
Su Ning'an was probably afraid of this happening, which was why she was so anxious to force Lu Shiyan.
She forgot that when a man starts to get impatient with you, it's the beginning of failure.
All I had to do was stand in the stands and dominate the situation.
Eventually, they followed. Lu Yanchen and I sat in the front of the business car, while the other two sat in the back row.
It was tough on Lu Yanchen, being used as a tool every day, his face flushed over and over again. But I firmly believe that I can grow thicker-skinned. I'll just have to wait until he gets used to it.
Thinking of this, I pulled out a box of grapes and asked Lu Yanchen with a smile, "Brother Yanchen, do you like grapes?"
Lu Yanchen glanced at me indifferently, his eyes clearly wary. He'd seen through my tricks and knew what I was up to.
Thankfully, he didn't embarrass me and was completely cooperative: "Not bad."
"I like them too, Brother Yanchen. Let me peel them for you."
Sure enough, my fox tail was exposed.
Lu Yanchen coughed lightly: "I don't want to eat them right now."
Want to escape? No way.
I've welded the car door shut; no one can get out!
I knew Lu Shiyan was staring at me intently, so I gave him a sweet smile. "I want them, dear brother. Can you peel them for me?"
Lu Yanchen must have been thinking, I miscalculated.
It would be rude for him to refuse again, but having him peel them was much better than me feeding them to him.
If he thought that, he was being naive. I've discovered that when it comes to matters of love and sex, Lu Yanchen is like a blank slate, a blank canvas I'd love to paint with some color.
"Hmm."
He obediently peeled a grape. "All right."
"I want my brother to feed me."
Lu Yanchen hadn't expected my shamelessness. He was considerate enough to not hit me in the face even after all this.
He twisted the grape and handed it to me, a bit of the skin still visible where my fingers had touched it.
When he handed it to me, I opened my rosy little mouth and took the grape in one gulp. With a gentle sip, I sucked the flesh into my mouth, brushing my wet tongue against his fingertips.
This time, I did it on purpose.
Because Lu Shiyan was watching clearly.
The moment I licked it, Lu Yanchen's whole body stiffened, and he even forgot to pull back.
I took advantage of the situation and sucked again.
To anyone else, this scene must have looked incredibly ambiguous.
"Brother Yanchen, so sweet~"