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Chapter 50 - An Unfamiliar Fear

" I like blue, Harry. Let me have some blue at my funeral."

It had been six weeks since they had buried Jonas, and yet, the sting

of loss had not even begun to abate for Harry. He missed his friend,

his witty, self-deprecating humour, and simply his mere presence.

He twirled the stem of the single Veronica flower he had taken from

the service, blue of course, between his fingers as he released a

deep breath before placing it on the desk in his study.

Harry knew loss well, had carried it with him his entire life, but

Jonas's death resonated much differently with him.

His parent's murder had always been there, plaguing him often when

he slept and the days that followed after he'd dreamed it.

Still, he'd only ever truly dreamt it.

Jonas had died in front of his very eyes, and even now, after

everything, he had been powerless to stop it.

Perhaps he merely felt guilty or perhaps it was the realisation that,

despite his best efforts, he could not save everyone, not even the

select few he held in his heart.

It could be any of the others next. A daunting but undeniable

prospect.

Harry shook his head of the thought.

It would serve no purpose to dwell on something so maudlin.

Jonas's death had only been the beginning, after all.

Once more, having returned Jonas's body home, Harry had met the

Hag that was Jonas's mother, who, if truth be told, seemed rather

dismissive of the death of her son.

It turned out Jonas was one of almost a dozen children she had

birthed, and one she had such little care for, as she saw him as a

human. Her rather aloof reaction had angered Harry, but Lucinda

reminded him that it was not in a hag's nature to be so maternal.

Jonas had told him much the same over the years.

His mother had attended the funeral at the very least, but Harry had

avoided her throughout the service, not wanting to do something he

may later regret because of his grief.

She had stayed until he was buried, and then simply left without a

word to any.

Jonas's father, however, could not have reacted any differently.

The man was nothing short of devastated at the loss of the son he

had raised, and there had been no words Harry could offer to bring

him any comfort.

There was no doubt in his mind he blamed Harry for what had

happened, even if he did not say it in so many words.

No, it had been an awful few weeks, and losing and burying Jonas

had been only the beginning.

Oddly enough, Lord Greengrass and the rest of the family did not

seem to blame Harry for what had happened to Daphne.

The curse had done far too much damage to save her from her fate,

but Harry's efforts had given enough time for the Greengrass parents

to arrive at Hogsmeade via Hogwarts to be there for her in her final

moments.

According to Lord Greengrass, and those that had been there,

Daphne had died somewhat peacefully in the presence of her

parents.

It brought little relief to Harry to know that, as again, he was

reminded that he had been unable to prevent her death.

Hers had not hit him quite as hard as Jonas, but he mourned for her

still.

What they once had may have come and gone, but he still cared for

the girl and the effect her murder had on Pansy, who had been

beside herself since.

She too didn't blame Harry, and just like Lord Greengrass, had

turned her anger towards Draco Malfoy.

The thought of him sickened Harry to his very core, but he had not

gotten away with it, not even close, and Harry took some comfort

knowing that he would be suffering every day of his life in more ways

than one.

Not that he would live to truly experience the long-term misery Harry

had ensured he would endure, especially if Lord Greengrass were to

manage to find him.

Harry was pulled from his thoughts by a tentative knock at the door

and he straightened his robes before clearing his throat.

"Come in," he called.

It was Sirius that entered the room, offering him a cautious smile as

he did so.

Harry had not been in the most accommodating of moods with all

that had happened, but he was trying to move past it as Jonas would

want him to.

"How're you getting on?" Sirius asked as he took the seat on the

opposite side of the desk.

Harry could only shrug in response.

"I don't know," he answered honestly.

Sirius nodded his understanding.

"It doesn't ever really get easier," he sighed. "It will always hurt when

you think of them. You just get better at coping with the loss. I find

that thinking of the better times I shared with your parents helps. I

won't ever get over losing them, but I want to remember them for the

people I knew when they were at their happiest."

"I'm trying," Harry assured the man.

"I know," Sirius replied with a smile, "and it will take some time. You'll

get there."

Harry knew that he would and he appreciated the words of his

godfather.

"Thank you."

Sirius clapped him on the shoulder as he stood.

"Come on," he urged. "The Tornadoes are playing the Harpies and

you're going with me and the werewolves."

"I don't feel like it," Harry murmured.

"Well, you'd better get in the mood because you're bloody paying,

you rich little shit. I spent my allowance already."

Harry laughed for the first time in as long as he could remember as

Sirius pulled him to his feet.

"You don't have an allowance," he pointed out.

"Cassie has limited my spending after the incident in The Cauldron, "

Sirius grumbled.

"You mean after you and Remus set fire to the bar with

Firewhiskey?"

"You make it sound so dramatic."

"Mundungus Fletcher ended up naked from how badly his robes

were burnt," Harry reminded him. "As far as I'm concerned, you

should have to pay compensation to everyone who had to see that."

Sirius grimaced.

"I think seeing it for myself should have been enough of a

punishment," he muttered, grimacing at the memory.

"Are you talking about Dung again?" Remus questioned as they

entered the kitchen.

He was engrossed in a game of chess with Cain who appeared to be

losing quite badly.

Sirius nodded.

"I still wish one of you would obliviate that picture from my head.

Honestly, I've not been able to eat chipolatas since."

Remus smirked in response as Cain growled irritably.

"I'm done for in three moves," he groaned.

Remus smiled proudly.

"You are," he agreed.

The game finished a moment later, and a frustrated Cain reluctantly

offered his hand to the older werewolf.

"Well played."

Remus accepted the proffered limb and wrapped an arm around his

shoulder.

"You're getting much better," he praised. "You'd beat Sirius without

any problems."

"Like that's an achievement," Harry snorted.

Sirius shot him glare, but his expression brightened as he

remembered why they had gathered in the kitchen.

"Quidditch! Harry's taking us to the match."

Both Remus and Cain seemed surprised by the revelation, but

neither were opposed to the idea.

The two of them had spent a lot of time together recently, bonding

over their similarities and having formed quite the friendship for

themselves.

Harry was pleased they had one another.

Despite him and Sirius having always done what they can for their

friends, having one of their own kind around was good for both of

them.

"Nice," Cain declared. "I'm backing the Tornadoes in this one."

"No chance," Sirius declared. "Jones is too good a seeker to be

beaten."

"I bet Harry could beat her," Cain replied.

Harry shook his head at the thought.

It had been so long since he had flown, let alone chased a Snitch.

Perhaps he should invest some time into it?

He'd had no reason to since Viktor had left Durmstrang and gone on

to be the most sought-after player in the wizarding world.

He still wrote to Harry often, but with everything that had happened

for both of them over the past few years, they hadn't found the time

to meet up.

Both assured the other they would, and it was something Harry

looked forward to.

He quite missed the surly Bulgarian.

"Come on, Harry," Sirius urged as he put his coat on. "The match will

be starting soon."

Harry followed suit, adding a scarf to stave off the chill of the

stadium.

Things were not particularly great right now with how the world was,

but it would get better.

He would see to that; for Jonas, Daphne, and everyone else who

had suffered for the actions of Voldemort and those that followed

him.

"You have been avoiding me."

"I have," the Grey Lady returned, her gaze remaining firmly on the

horizon beyond Hogsmeade.

Albus had finally managed to locate the ghost at the top of the

Astronomy Tower, and he expected he'd only been able to do so

because she'd allowed it.

"Why?" he asked.

"Have you considered that I may not wish to discuss what it is you

want to know?" Helena replied. "The walls have ears, Headmaster. I

would have thought you had learned that by now. Am I no longer

allowed to wallow in my own shame?"

"You are free to do as you wish," Albus assured her. "Were time not

of the essence, I would not press you, but as you can see, we have

not been afforded such luxury," he added, showing the ghost his

blackened hand.

"Who is to replace you?" Helena questioned, unsurprised by the

cursed appendage.

"Minerva will take my place, I expect," Albus explained. "She may not

be pleased, but she will do what is right by the school."

"She was a bright student," Helena lamented. "She will serve

Hogwarts well, as you have. My mother would have approved of

you."

Albus offered the young woman a smile.

"Such words makes my time here all the more worthwhile."

Helena hummed in response.

"You want her diadem," she said simply.

"Not to possess it."

"No. You're not like him. "

"Tom Riddle."

Helena's nostrils flared at the mention of the boy.

"He promised to return it to me. Instead, he perverted it with his foul

magic. My mother would be even more ashamed of me that I helped

him."

"Your mother was a wise woman," Albus replied gently. "You are not

the only one to have fallen for his charm. He always was

exceptionally gifted with words."

"He was," Helena agreed quietly.

A momentary silence fell between them before she turned to look at

him.

"He brought it here as he said he would, but he did not return it to

me," she explained. "He has hidden it in my mother's room, an insult

to her and me for being so foolish."

"Your mother's room?"

Helena grinned proudly.

"So many have happened across it over the past centuries, very few

figuring out how to access the room. Tom knows, and a few others

before him made use of it."

"Where can I find it?"

"You already did, Headmaster. Several years ago before you were

appointed to your position."

"The chamber pots," Albus mused aloud.

"The room provides what is needed by design. It is a magnificent

piece of magic. Something I could never have done. I never was as

clever or as gifted as my mother. She never said as much, but I

know she was disappointed in me as a daughter."

Albus shook his head.

"I do not believe that is true," he comforted. "Rowena Ravenclaw

was perhaps the most spectacular witch to have been born in the

last thousand years. I expect her final regret was the rift that had

formed between the two of you."

"It is mine," Helena murmured to herself. "Come, I will show you the

room."

Albus offered the ghost a grateful bow and followed as she led him

down the stairs onto the seventh floor of the castle where it was

much warmer.

"I always was rather fond of this tapestry," he commented as he

observed Barnabas the Barmy teaching a group of trolls to dance. "It

has been here for as long as I can remember."

"It was Salazar that placed it there," Helena explained. "It was a gift

to him from a family he assisted who was being haunted by a rather

mischievous poltergeist. He hated the tapestry and put it here so no

one would have to see it. He released the poltergeist on the castle

when he fell out with Godric and decided to leave."

"Peeves?"

Helena nodded.

"So many before you have tried to rid the castle of him, but they

failed. Salazar made sure that only he could do it. I think it was a

final stand against Godric. Peeves certainly did his best to irritate

him at every possible moment."

Dumbledore chuckled amusedly.

"There it is," Helena sighed, pointing to the wall opposite the

tapestry.

Albus frowned and the ghost rolled her eyes at him.

"Just walk back and forth past the wall and think of the room you

need. It will come if you do it right."

Albus nodded his understanding and began doing so.

' I need the room that Tom Riddle hid the Diadem in.'

After passing the wall for the third time, a large, ornate door

appeared in the wall.

"I wish you luck in your search, Headmaster," Helena bid before

vanishing through the tapestry.

Pushing open the door, Albus deflated as he realised the

monumentality of the task ahead.

"Oh dear," he murmured when he stepped into the room.

This could indeed take some time.

Nonetheless, he drew his wand and began making his way through

the piles of broken furniture and other discarded items, some of

which certainly piqued his curiosity.

He ignored them for the time being.

Before the night was out, he was determined to locate another of

Tom's Horcruxes, bringing them one step closer to seeing him

defeated once and for all.

The Dark Lord's fury had been palpable when he had learned of

what Lucius's foolish spawn had done in Hogsmeade. Draco had

neither sought permission nor approval of his planned venture and

his efforts had lost one of Voldemort's most valuable assets.

Lucius may have fallen from grace in recent months, but he had

been useful once, and the Dark Lord had hoped he would prove

himself such again.

Now, that would not happen.

Draco had been punished most severely for his transgression, and

according to Bella, still did even further than anticipated.

The thought brought a smirk to his lips.

Despite Potter having been the one to administer it, the fool's

continued suffering brought him much joy.

With Lucius dead, Lord Voldemort had opted to leave Malfoy Manor

in favour of his ancestral home in Little Hangelton.

The continued bleating and sobbing of Narcissa had grated on him

quickly, and he would endure the muggle dwelling to be away from it.

Still, he'd needed to consider the loss carefully before proceeding

with his plans.

Rodolphus and Lucius had been respected amongst his ranks, and

the loss of both meant his inner circle was dwindling.

Adding Potter's efforts that led to him killing Nott, those the Dark

Lord trusted numbered only few.

Voldemort shook his head irritably.

He could have done without so many important losses, and yet,

Potter's own gathering had not escaped unscathed.

Perhaps the only thing Draco had achieved was his small part in the

death of Potter's part-hag friend, though it was no consolation when

measured to his own losses.

No, the trade was not one Voldemort would have made if given the

choice.

"What is it, Bella?" he huffed as the woman entered the room.

Merely by chance, it was the very same he had put an end to his

muggle line, and even now, he could vividly remember the bodies of

his father and grandparents sprawled lifeless on the floor between

him and his most devout follower.

"Draco seems to have taken a turn for the worse, my lord," Bella

replied with a bow, falling to her knees. "I couldn't care less if he was

to perish after what he did, but Narcissa… He is all she has left."

The Dark Lord narrowed his eyes.

Draco had proven himself a bigger fool when he had chosen his

father's life over his mother's.

Did he truly expect Potter to be honourable enough to accept his

choice?

Voldemort grudgingly respected the ruthlessness his foe had

demonstrated.

It was exactly what he would have done, even if it was an odd notion

to admire Potter for anything.

He frowned at the thought before shifting his attention back to the

kneeling Bellatrix.

"Draco deserves nothing less than what he is experiencing."

Bellatrix nodded as she stood.

"You are right, my lord," she replied before turning and heading

towards the door.

Voldemort released a deep breath.

He was tired of the badgering and interruptions, and he could not

deny he was curious as to what Potter had done to Draco.

The memories he had reviewed several times had shown nothing

evident.

Potter had only touched Draco with the tip of his wand as he'd

released him, and only a few days later, he had become rather ill.

Ever since, he'd slowly deteriorated, and was constantly being fed a

concoction of Dreamless Sleep and Pain-relief potions, both of which

were highly addictive.

"Very well," he sighed as he swept across the room. "I will see the

boy."

It was not out of sympathy that he did so, but only to sate the

curiosity he felt.

Bellatrix offered him a grateful nod and the two of them vanished

from the Riddle home, arriving at Malfoy Manor only a moment later.

The home remained full to capacity with his followers, many of whom

having been publicly outed by Wormtail during his trial.

It was quite the blow to the movement.

The Dark Lord no longer had eyes and ears within the Ministry,

which meant that he was blind to what his enemy was planning.

With Cassiopeia Black as Minister, that was all but a disaster.

"He is just in here, my lord," Bellatrix whispered after she had led

him into the family wing of the manor.

As expected, Narcissa was seated next to the bed, the bags under

her eyes speaking volumes of how little she had slept recently. They

were bloodshot too from the tears she had spilled for the son that

volunteered her life to save his own.

The mere sight of Draco sickened the Dark Lord.

Lucius had a proclivity towards cowardice, but his offspring was the

very, unwavering definition of the word.

"Thank you for coming, my lord," Narcissa whispered as she stood.

My lord?

The woman had never deigned to join his ranks nor accept his mark.

He was not her lord but had been a tolerated presence at best. Now

that it suited her, it appeared she was willing to subjugate herself to a

degree, at least.

What choice did she have?

Draco was one of the most wanted people in the country after his

antics, and he could not simply be taken to St Mungo's to be

examined.

The Dark Lord said nothing as his gaze shifted to the unconscious

form.

Draco was deathly pale, and perspiring profusely, trembling like a

terrified child.

"What are his symptoms?"

"When he last woke, he was coughing and vomiting up blood,"

Narcissa choked. "He struggles for breath, and he cannot stand

unaided. He is weak, my lord."

Voldemort hummed as he stepped forward and peered closely at the

young man.

It certainly seemed as though Draco was on his deathbed. He even

had the faint aroma of it permeating around him.

Whatever Potter had done was most unpleasant, and the last of the

Malfoy line deserved no less, as far as he was concerned.

Nevertheless, if the boy was to die, he would never hear the end of it

from Bellatrix, and the Dark Lord found himself torn between

tolerating the fool's presence longer, or the unending complaining of

Bellatrix.

Neither was preferable, but he could quite easily silence Draco.

Bella was not so easily subdued.

Releasing a deep breath, he placed the tip of his against the

blonde's temple and allowed his magic to work its way into his

system, frowning as he met a powerful resistance.

The magic he encountered was cold, colder than anything he had

felt before and he had spent many hours among the Dementors over

the years.

No, this was something else entirely, something decidedly much

more dangerous, and yet, there was almost a familiarity about it.

"This is old magic," he murmured in surprised, questioning where

Potter would have gained such knowledge and ability. "It cannot be

undone so easily, if at all."

"There is nothing you can do?" Narcissa pressed.

The Dark Lord had not heard her. He was distracted by the thought

of where he had encountered this magic before, and his eyes

widened in realisation as he stumbled forward.

For the second time in only a matter of weeks, a sudden bout of

fatigue and breathlessness washed over him, and he struggled to

stay upright, leaning heavily on the bed to prevent himself from

keeling over.

"My lord?" Bellatrix questioned worriedly.

Voldemort waved her off as he attempted to steady his breathing; a

difficult feat as the unfamiliar feeling of panic had set in.

The magic Draco appeared to be plagued with was something the

Dark Lord had indeed encountered, though he had paid no heed to it

at the time.

"I'm fine," he assured Bellatrix as the worst of his sudden ailment

past. "There is something I must look into that may reveal just what

has happened to Draco."

With that, he swept from the room and vanished from Malfoy Manor,

returning to Little Hangelton where he made his way towards what

remained of his magical lineage.

The Gaunt shack was as dilapidated as ever and was only being

held up by his own efforts from years gone by.

It had been here he had first experienced the cold magic, but in his

euphoria of having killed his muggle relatives and ignorance of such

magic during his youth, he had all but forgotten about it, until now.

The sense of dread that had filled him at the realisation only became

heavier as he sensed the presence of another having been here

recently; a most unwelcome one at that.

"Dumbledore," the Dark Lord muttered.

Voldemort truly was beginning to worry now.

Taking a calming breath and reminding himself of just how many

Horcruxes he had created, he navigated his way through the

defences he'd placed here with a hiss and, without preamble, tore

the loose floorboard away.

It was gone.

The Gaunt family ring had been taken.

Swallowing deeply and fighting to retain what was left of his

composure, the Dark Lord realised that he needed to check on the

others, and with that in mind, he destroyed the shack with a wave of

his wand before vanishing from Little Hangelton once more.

"So, that's that then," Harry murmured as the ashes of what

remained of the diadem blew across the floor of Dumbledore's office.

"It all seems rather anti-climactic."

The headmaster nodded his agreement.

"It does, but I do wonder if Tom can feel when one of the Horcruxes

is destroyed."

"He knows," Harry said confidently. "He may be unaware of what has

happened, but he can feel something. I can. It's an internal

disturbance followed by a sense of foreboding."

Dumbledore hummed as he tugged thoughtfully at his beard.

"It is quite concerning," he mused aloud. "Should he come to know of

what is causing it, he will guard the last one carefully."

"Are you any closer to figuring out what it could be?" Harry asked.

"I have an idea, but not one I am certain of," Dumbledore sighed.

"Severus mentioned the rather spectacular control over his snake

that Tom has. It is particularly obedient. Could you perhaps shed

some light on the nature of such a relationship?"

Harry frowned as he pondered the friendship he had shared with

Hector when he had been a boy and shook his head.

"Snakes are quite stubborn, and they certainly don't follow orders

given to them if they do not wish to carry them out. If he has

complete control of his, it cannot be ruled out. He's arrogant enough

to have used a live vessel but I would not bet my life on it. Anyway, it

doesn't matter. Even if one of his Horcruxes remained, he will be

powerless to make use of it when he is dead. I hope he does

discover what has happened. It will urge him to hide it well enough

that no one will come across it by chance."

Dumbledore conceded the point with a nod.

"Besides, even if they did, they wouldn't likely know what to do with

it. Only a special breed of moron who knew what it was would

attempt to release the soul piece of someone vile enough to create a

Horcrux." Harry pointed out. "Our focus should be on Tom and his

followers now. Enough of those have been destroyed," he added,

nodding to the sprinkling of ash that remained.

"You are right, Harry," Dumbledore replied with a bow, chuckling as

Fawkes and the thunderbird appeared in the room and began

chasing one another around the office. "I might say, they seem to

have taken to each other rather well considering they are usually

quite independent creatures."

"They have."

Harry was not going to mention that the commonality between them

was him. Both had worked together to save his life and seemed to

have forged a bond of sorts between them.

"Have you given her a name?" Albus asked curiously.

Harry shook his head.

"It doesn't feel right to," he said thoughtfully. "Maybe she already has

one, but our bond is not strong enough that I have learned it yet. Did

you name Fawkes?"

"No, I learned his name from Fawkes himself after we had spent

close to ten years getting to know one another," Dumbledore

explained. "Even now, our bond grows stronger. It will be one of the

few regrets I shall carry when I am no longer here," he added sadly.

"How long would you say you have left?"

"Perhaps five or six months I expect," Dumbledore sighed. "I would

ask something of you, Harry, if it isn't such an imposition. Fawkes will

live on after I am gone. I ask that you, if he consents, of course, keep

an eye on him. I do not know what he will do, but knowing he has

another there will bring me some much-needed peace. He is fond of

you, and your own companion already."

Harry nodded immediately.

"Fawkes will always be welcome with us."

Dumbledore chuckled as the two birds trilled and continued their

game of aerial tag, much to the amusement of the two men.

"There is something that I have been meaning to ask you," Harry

said tentatively, breaking the silence a moment later.

"I am, as ever, at your disposal, Harry," Dumbledore returned.

Harry deflated as he removed the Gaunt ring and placed it on the

desk between them.

"I was wondering what it was like when you used it?"

The headmaster leaned forward as he eyed the ring and pondered

the question carefully.

"For me, it was the closure that I needed," he answered. "What came

to me was not the sister I remembered, but an essence of her that I

recognised. The stone does not bring back the dead as I expect

Ignotus Peverell intended, but something of them can be

summoned."

Harry nodded his understanding.

"Your parents?"

"I've thought about it," Harry admitted, "but the more I do, the more I

realise that I didn't know them. I have an idea of the kind of people

they were from what others have told me, and I am content with the

impression I have. I do not wish to risk summoning them only to

realise that I have been fed an idealistic perception of who they

were."

"That is a very mature line of thinking, Harry," Dumbledore praised.

"People do tend to idealise those that they lose prematurely."

"So, you do not think it is a good idea?"

"I think that is your decision alone to make," Dumbledore replied,

"but I find that sometimes, ignorance truly can be blissful. That is not

to say that I believe you would be disappointed in them, they truly

were exceptional…"

"But neither of us knew one another," Harry cut in. "They were gone

when I was a baby, and I do not need the same closure you did. I

accepted what happened to them long ago."

"Then I believe you have answered your own question," Dumbledore

replied gently. "You live, Harry, and I would not see you fail to do so

by clinging to a past you cannot change. We must look to the future,

or we become obsessed with what has happened instead of the

many wonderful things we have to look forward to. It took me almost

a century to learn that."

Harry nodded thoughtfully.

"Thank you," he offered as he stood.

"No, thank you, Harry," Dumbledore returned with a smile. "For

bringing me a semblance of peace," he added, nodding towards the

frolicking birds.

Harry chuckled as he shook his head.

"I expect she will want to stay a little longer," he mused aloud. "If she

becomes too much trouble, you will find that warm milk will settle her

down."

"I shall bear that in mind," Dumbledore replied, his eyes twinkling

merrily as he observed the creatures.

"Goodnight, Headmaster."

"And to you, Harry."

Placing the ring back on his finger, Harry took his leave of the office

via the floo network, feeling unburdened of the question he had been

turning over in his mind.

There would always be the urge to summon James and Lily Potter,

but now, it would be easier to ignore knowing that doing so would

likely do him little good.

He had grown without them, and though he would always think of

them with the fondest of thoughts, that was all that they would

remain.

They deserved to rest peacefully, and perhaps when Harry's life

reached its end, he would see them once more.

The Dark Lord screamed in a mixture of fury and anguish as he

threw the locket into the lake containing the inferi, burning the

mocking note left to him by Regulus Black that explained what had

happened.

His Horcrux was gone!

It would not be so disastrous if he could account for any of the

others, but with Malfoy Manor already being turned upside down and

Bellatrix nursing the severe wounds she had been left with for her

own foolishness, Lord Voldemort held out little hope.

He took a calming breath as he took stock.

The ring, locket, and cup were undoubtedly gone, and the diary was

currently missing.

Narcissa fearfully assured him that she would check all of the hidden

rooms in the house for it, but the Dark Lord had already concluded

that it was gone.

Having walked through every corridor and entering every room in the

house, he had felt nothing of himself anywhere.

Had the diary been present, he would have, and his only hope for it

to be recovered relied on Narcissa finding it in the Malfoy vault at

Gringotts.

No, Lucius would not have hidden it there, not when his home was a

veritable Aladdin's Cave of dark objects that had never been

discovered throughout any of the Ministry raids.

That left only the diadem and the piece he had gifted for Nagini to

guard; the only one he could be certain was intact.

In only a matter of hours, his world had come crashing down around

him, and for the first time in as long as he could remember, he truly

felt himself enveloped in fear.

It was unacceptable.

Every ounce of pain and suffering he had endured to create his

Horcruxes had seemingly been for nothing, and in truth, the Dark

Lord doubted he could make another.

The last of his creations had been a struggle to complete and had

left him weakened for several weeks after.

With the current state of the war, he could not take such a risk.

What he needed, more than anything, was to secure what Horcruxes

he had yet learned the fate of.

Nagini would have to be kept safe, but the diadem presented quite

the problem.

With it being within Hogwarts, it would be the most difficult to access,

but there appeared to be little choice in the matter.

The Dark Lord needed to know if it remained where he had left it,

however, there was none he trusted enough to do so on his behalf.

Severus would be the obvious choice, but the man would likely know

exactly what it was he held, if and when he retrieved it.

His knowledge of the Dark Arts was close to his own, and Voldemort

could not discount the prospect that Severus was indeed an

unreliable asset.

It was why he had kept him at a distance since his return.

He had spent too many years around Dumbledore to be trusted

entirely, and certainly not with something so vital.

No, the Dark Lord would have to find a way to check on it himself.

He would need to ponder the matter, and in the meantime, hope that

Narcissa Malfoy located the diary he had foolishly entrusted to her

now deceased husband.

Narrowing his eyes at the basin that had once housed the locket, he

destroyed it with a flick of his wand before vanishing from the cave,

still unable to shake the sense of dread, despite his best efforts to

reassure himself of his own immortality.

Grief was an unfamiliar concept to Lucinda.

She had never lost anyone before, nor had she witnessed any she

had grown with mourn for the death of another.

To vampires, death was something that was seldom even

considered. Being immortal meant that the very notion was so far

from their regular thought process that it simply did not exist unless

someone fell afoul of the law from their own doing.

Draikon was a strong enough leader to ensure that did not happen,

and the last time one of the clan had met such a fate had been

decades, perhaps centuries ago.

Nonetheless, having now seen what grief was like for herself, she

somewhat understood it.

Jonas was gone, and he would not be coming back.

Although the sentiment did not quite register the same with her as it

did the others, Lucinda certainly felt something at his loss.

Worse for her, however, was how it had affected Harry.

There had been no laughter or smiles from him since, and she knew

that he had slept little.

Lucinda had not seen him shed a tear, but she could see the pain in

his eyes every time he met her gaze, and she found she did not care

for it.

There was nothing she would not have done to rid him of it.

The past weeks had been dreadful to see him endure.

Lucinda had been there for him as best she could, often the two of

them not saying a word as she simply held him. In truth, she did not

know what to say, but she quickly figured out that her being there

was maybe all he needed in that moment.

When she wasn't with Harry, she continued serving as Cassiopeia's

personal guard.

The woman had been beside herself with fury at what had occurred

in Hogsmeade and had promised that whatever action was

necessary would be taken to ensure that it would not be repeated.

That very evening, The Daily Prophet had released every name

provided to the Ministry by Wormtail, and overnight, many of the

purebloods and the others that were named had gone to ground.

Still, the aurors had been conducting raids and rounding those up

they could find.

One by one, Voldemort's support was falling, but Lucinda knew it

was not enough.

Those that were being captured were little more than the dregs of a

very deep barrel, but progress was indeed progress, no matter how

small.

She was pulled from her thoughts by a knock at the door, and as she

opened it, she was taken aback by the sight of Harry, his look of

abject sadness having faded since she had left him this morning.

He even offered her something resembling a smile, an expression

she had not seen for several weeks now.

"Are you okay?" she asked tentatively.

Harry nodded.

"I'm getting there. I will be."

Lucinda nodded, a warmth that had been absent for so long

spreading through her chest as Harry opened his arms.

She fell into his embrace without hesitation and he laughed as she

picked him up with ease.

"It's unbecoming for someone of my station to be manhandled like

this," Harry sighed.

Lucinda raised an eyebrow at him.

"Out there you might be Lord Black, Lord Potter, or whatever other

title they want to give you," she snorted. "In here they don't mean

anything. You're still the same annoying little shit I met on my first

day at Durmstrang."

"Annoying little shit?"

Lucinda grinned as she nodded.

"But I would not change a thing about you," she murmured fondly as

she placed him back on the floor and kissed him on the cheek,

frowning as she caught sight of an owl perched on the other side of

her window.

"Well, I doubt that it is for me," she said, nodding towards the

creature.

Harry scowled as he allowed the bird entry and relieved it of the note

he carried.

Whatever the letter contained surprised him, and he nodded

thoughtfully before placing it in his pocket.

"That is interesting he mused aloud, but it can wait until the

morning."

"What can?" Lucinda probed.

"It doesn't matter," Harry said dismissively, grinning before scooping

her up in his arms.

Lucinda narrowed her eyes at him, but her curiosity all but vanished

as he pressed his lips against hers. Nothing else mattered more in

this moment than the feeling of having him back again.

Everything else could indeed wait until the morning.

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