Even abandoning the so-called "chick effect," the young man's position was that of the true guide who brought the young girl into this beautiful world. Furthermore, because of his constant companionship, he became the rope that tied the world down, the nail that fixed the young girl, a gust of wind, in this world.
The light that flashed in those eyes was like the starry sky. The young girl didn't realize what that scene meant until she saw the stars. It was very romantic, and this romance was the same as the romance of seeking Elysium.
Perhaps this is why some people criticize me for not making Aili Xiya as divine.
This is also my fault.
My writing and everything else are lacking; I cannot perfectly portray Aili Xiya's flawlessness.
The world is cruel. From a realistic perspective, pursuing a perfect and flawless Elysium is simply a joke.
Nothing is eternal, and there is no absolute happiness.
But Aili Xiya is an absolutely romantic person, immersed in beauty, even more romantic than Eden.
Eden is the ultimate romantic artist, the pinnacle of humanity, while the young girl is the goddess of the stars and moon, willingly becoming humanity's companion.
This romance transcends humanity, yet embraces it.
Perhaps this is also why Eden is Aili Xiya's number one fan.
Romantics pursue the fairy who lives in romance itself, just as someone who likes sweets enjoys desserts.
However, the young girl does not completely abandon everything and truly become utterly abstract.
It's still the same sentiment: this romance transcends humanity, but also embraces it.
The young girl's approach to humanity is essentially a display of her imperfection. Regardless of what she was before, from this moment on, the flawless fairy is no longer perfect.
Since she has a human appearance, human qualities, breathes like a human, and lives like a human; sometimes joyful, sometimes sad, sometimes lost, sometimes invigorated; she will naturally also be caught up in human selfishness.
Imperfect like a human, with flaws like a human, longing for the love of others like a human, the flawless flower of humanity also contains complexity.
The emotions conveyed by that beating, fervent heart can absolutely not be wrong.
A prince and princess from a fairy tale, free from rules, political factors, or dark, profound, and cruel elements, are most suitable for the young girl.
Even though the final outcome is already indicated in the title, at least this simulation will not have a good ending.
A touch of tragedy is often more memorable.
All I can say is that I will try my best not to deliver too many sharp blows.
So that you won't feel too bad.
The kind that keeps you from sleeping well.
I feel that the biggest advantage of simulation is actually being able to write a truly good story without any constraints, without being hindered by various causes and effects, and without worrying about how to continue writing after starting.
It allows me to freely express some things I want to write, things that I subjectively feel would have a great effect once written.
If this book weren't a simulation, I would absolutely not dare to write about the conflict between Vil-V and Aili Xiya. If it appeared, I would never choose one without the other, forcing the other to become a 'loser' or something similar.
Even the slight painful moments that might appear later would be completely untouchable.
And you wouldn't get to see the popular plot.
The main world's perfect ending is destined to have nothing to write about. Am I supposed to continue creating love triangles and stirring up trouble like another great author?
While stirring up trouble is not bad, with more abstract plots for fun, too many identical love triangles aren't good either. It's better to intersperse them in the story, advancing a little after each simulation ends.
In terms of simulations, I will also try my best to write different ones, absolutely not following a formulaic process… otherwise, I wouldn't bother putting so much effort into psychological descriptions.
It's genuinely difficult and tiring to delve into a character's psychological changes and write them realistically.
In any case, I am very grateful to everyone who supports this book. Finally, let me shamelessly ask for subscriptions.
If you have any feelings about the plot of this book, or anything you want to say to me, please feel free to speak up. Being closed off can lead to working in isolation, and linguistic discussion is humanity's greatest ability, isn't it?
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55. The Peeping Tom: Aili Xiya Doesn't Want to See Beauty (Requesting first subscription)
Regarding the young girl's preferences and perversion.
The young man always maintained a very tolerant attitude.
Even the matter of missing clothes was designed within an acceptable framework; otherwise, if he had nothing to wear, he wouldn't have brought it up.
All this time, he had thought that he and the young girl had established a good relationship in private.
Certain things that were not good to speak of had already become a tacit habit.
However… looking at the young girl's terrified expression, her cute face showing no trace of lying, and her silver, starlike eyes completely pure, the young man's originally leisurely and always calm face finally began to crack.
"This is the first time you've come to take my clothes in a while."
"Then..."
"—Who was the one who stole all those clothes before?"
...Eh... eh?
Eh!
Perhaps because of extreme fear, Vil-V even gave up using her brain to think about this matter, merely offering the humblest apology out of a desire not to lose.
Until the young man's eyes revealed an undisguised, extreme astonishment.
If it wasn't Jiangcheng intentionally putting them away.
Then there was only one possibility for the clothes.
"How..."
"How could this be!"
Vil-V could no longer maintain that humble posture; her fear was swept away, replaced by a rage that almost ignited her heart.
—Even I haven't taken Jiangcheng's clothes.
—Even I haven't done this for a while.
How could that unknown person dare to commit such a lewd and perverted act, how could they dare to take the young man's clothes right in front of her? Only the most despicable of women, the lowest of the low, would do such a shameless thing!
Full speed ahead!
—I must catch that vile and shameless thief... [This misunderstanding was resolved in a way that, in some sense, you might not wish to see.]
[In some sense, this isn't bad.]
[At least you don't have to comfort or persuade the young girl.]
[However, this matter ultimately remained unresolved.]
[Because you couldn't find the true culprit behind it all, not even a single clue.]
[Even with Vil-V's talent, creating a special machine that could perfectly track targets, she couldn't find a trace of the mastermind.]
[All of this could only be attributed to you accidentally losing your clothes, and losing them quite often.]
[To evade that machine's pursuit, the person stealing your clothes would have to be a superhuman, possessing a speed several times faster than conventional sound.]
[It's absurd; how could a powerful superhuman steal someone else's clothes, and not even a beautiful young girl's, but yours, a male's?]
[You, an ordinary person, without any outstanding talent or special qualities, what part of you is worth being noticed by others?]
[Even if someone liked Aili Xiya and wanted to find her scent through you, you would have already been separated from that young girl for a long time.]
[Even now, you can't get through to Aili Xiya's phone. The young girl seems to be deliberately avoiding, deliberately distancing herself from this former older brother.]
[Presumably, the young girl has embarked on her own unique journey again. Without you, the drag, she can better and more perfectly search for her Elysium, her eternal paradise for one.]
[If someone wanted to find Aili Xiya's scent on you, that person's information would be too out of date.]
[Forget it...]
[Let it pass.]
[Because of this incident, you could only first make an agreement with Vil-V, ensuring that the young girl could come to your Room and sweep through it every three days.]
[What kind of situation is this...]
[It's just like two perverts.]
[There's no other way.]
[The young girl's personality is so self-deprecating, self-loathing. Even with your companionship, she always fears that you will disappear like a bubble.]
[The severity of this psychological illness has reached a point where simple gentleness cannot help.]
[Because excessive gentleness would be like the sun, causing the young girl, who has never left home, to feel fear, even to avoid and distance herself.]
[Even though the young girl can no longer lose you, this fear has only reduced the avoidance and distancing, becoming mere fear.]
[You can't bear, and absolutely cannot stand by and watch the young girl who saved you fall into the abyss like this, only to wander in fear, constantly wandering, where even tenderness burns like fire, and because she has seen the light, she can no longer endure loneliness and darkness, chasing fire like a Moth.]
[The ultimate fate of a Moth Chasing Fire can only be to fall into the flames and be burned to ashes, and you absolutely cannot accept such a thing existing.]
[For now, use time and gentleness to make the young girl realize that you will not suddenly disappear like a bubble.]
[Even if saying so is somewhat insulting to you.]
[All of this is already the reward for the young girl's courage.]
[Since that day, her love for you allowed the young girl, knowing the abyss before her, to jump without hesitation, willing to abandon everything she had.]
[All the love now, all the beauty now, is already a destined reward, and even you are the reward the young girl deserves to have.]
[In some sense, this objectifies you, but isn't the young girl's love also that reward for you?]
[Any salvation is always mutual, bidirectional.]
[You are still willing to use that one sentence to evaluate it.]
[Or rather, that one sentence has become the epitome of all your relationship with the young girl.]
[I see you.]
[I see your life.]
[Its okay.]
[The answer to love is the desire to be seen. It is this shared wound that allows us to see each other.]
[As time passed, you did not mention the matter you already knew, but instead slowly passed the peaceful time.]
[During this period, you also worked hard to improve yourself. Since your direct intelligence could never surpass the young girl's super-standard magnitude, you simply chose to develop comprehensively, improving your physical fitness and combat effectiveness through some exclusive methods for training warriors from Moth Chasing Fire.]
[Mobius, although she speaks quite directly, seems to lack emotional intelligence, and has an extremely poor reputation in the outside world, being called the Demon Scientist, anything she produces is inevitably a masterpiece, and the success rate is also very high.]
[You asked her to help plan your training methods, and in just a few months, you saw significant improvement.]
[Your body, which was already extremely healthy during your journey, even reached a professional level. In combat, it was difficult for even soldiers to defeat you.]
[Without using many weapons and underhanded tactics.]
[Unlike the Demon Scientist in the outside world, she only uses those absolutely heinous death row inmates and people who voluntarily accept experiments, not the kind of madman who randomly abducts someone on the street to use as a test subject as rumored.]
[In fact, her character can be said to be unimaginably good. For some dangerous things, she would even ensure a very high success rate before using them on herself.]
[Making herself the last human experiment subject.]
[This is an absolutely extravagant thing.]
[No intelligent person would do it.]
[To have one of the world's top Scholars, at least in biology, where there is no second, not even a lower-tier researcher, serve as a test subject.]