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Chapter 5 - A deal with God

In every enchanting fairy tale, gods are often depicted as the supreme embodiments of strength and power, their presence exuding an aura of majestic might. Yet, the reality remains mysterious, for no mortal has ever genuinely laid eyes upon a deity and lived to tell the tale. Today, however, I find myself standing on the precipice of the extraordinary, ready to embark on an encounter unlike any other. Before me lies the shimmering silhouette of one of the seven gods, an ethereal being whose essence is spun from the threads of destiny. This divinity is the revered Goddess of Fate, Elena, a figure whispered about in legends, draped in a gown of celestial light, her eyes reflecting the stars that guide the paths of mortals.

Her realm unfolds as an ethereal landscape, shrouded in a captivating mist that swirls like delicate tendrils of smoke, casting a shimmering luminescence across the entire scene. The ground beneath me appears to float effortlessly, defying the very laws of nature, creating a surreal sensation of being suspended between realities. The air is thick with magic, filled with the subtle scent of jasmine and the whisper of unseen winds, heightening the dreamlike quality of this enchanting world.

Elena herself reclines gracefully on an opulent, elongated sofa that resembles a regal throne, its fabric shimmering like the twilight sky adorned with stars. The hues shift from deep indigo to soft lavender, creating an ethereal glow that envelops her in an otherworldly aura. She appears as both a commanding presence and a serene figure, poised with a tranquil authority that captivates those around her. The air is thick with a palpable energy, resonating with a sense of destiny and choice, subtly hinting that this gathering carries monumental significance, echoing the weight of the decisions to be made.

"Greetings, my beloved Zin, Zin Fortis." The Goddess smiles and directs her gaze towards me.

"You are—" I attempt to speak, but the tension surrounding me is overwhelming.

"Yes, I am the Goddess of Fate, Elena," she replies.

She stands as an exceptionally tall and strikingly beautiful woman, a vision that commands attention the moment she enters a room. Her long, raven-black hair cascades down her shoulders in sleek, glossy waves, reminiscent of a dark waterfall shimmering under delicate moonlight. Today, she chooses an elegant, form-fitting gown that hugs her curves in all the right places, shimmering discreetly beneath the soft, ambient lighting, as if woven from starlight itself.

Resting gracefully on an exquisite, elongated sofa upholstered in rich fabric, her posture radiates both an inviting warmth and a regal poise. The way she reclines, with one leg gracefully crossed over the other, hints at a confidence that is mesmerizing yet intimidating. As I observe her, a complex mix of emotions begins to brew inside me—a flutter of admiration interwoven with an unsettling disquiet. There's an undeniable magnetism in her presence that feels almost hypnotic, prompting me to question why this enchanting goddess seems to be casting her spell over me. The atmosphere around us is charged, electric, and I find myself ensnared in a dance of attraction and unease, caught between the allure of her beauty and the apprehension it instills.

"Could you maybe wear something less revealing? It's kind of hurting my eyes right now," I said. 

"What do you mean? This outfit is super comfy," she replied.

The individual attempts to rise and approach me, but due to the nature of her long, revealing dress, she loses her balance and falls at my feet. When she looks up, she notices my expression, which reflects disdain.

"Alright, I'll change my outfit." She said, a bit embarrassed.

In an instant, her outfit transformed completely, as if a magical spell had been cast. One moment, she was clad in a simple, casual ensemble, and the next, she dazzled in an elegant gown that shimmered under the light. I stood there, astonished, unable to grasp how such a remarkable change could occur so swiftly.

"This is the second time we've hung out like this, Zin," she said. 

"Second time?" I was puzzled. 

"Yeah, remember when those people from another world teleported you? You ended up at my place first. You were so bold you actually fell asleep on my lap," she said, acting all flustered. 

"I would never do something like that, you're totally making stuff up, Goddess," I replied, giving her a hopeless look. 

"I was asleep then, so you're the one who put me on your lap," I pointed out, trying to play the innocent one.

Elena continues to play the role of the innocent bystander, her demeanor almost rehearsed. She avoids making eye contact, her gaze flitting nervously around the room as if searching for a way out of the conversation. Whenever the topic arises, she resorts to her magic spells, weaving enchanting distractions that momentarily pull my attention away from her. It's as if she knows that the weight of the subject matter is too heavy for her to bear and is determined to deflect it at all costs. Her clever tricks, while impressive, only deepen my suspicion, making me wonder what she is truly hiding.

"I know your silly tricks, you crazy Goddess," I said. 

"Okay, okay, what do you want, Zin?" she replied, sounding serious, totally different from before. 

"I want to figure out my true power," I said, surprised by her change in vibe.

"Honestly, I don't know a ton about your power, but you should probably stop abusing it," she said.

"Well, thanks, I guess," I said, trying to walk away. 

"Are you really just gonna bounce? We just met and you…" She struggled to find the right words to keep me from leaving. 

"Yeah, see ya," I said and walked out, not looking back.

As I step out, I catch a glimpse of her face, painted with disappointment, her brows slightly furrowed and lips pressed into a thin line. The weight of her gaze lingers as I walk away, the air between us charged with unspoken words. Moments later, I find myself back at the church, its stone façade looming above me, a silent witness to my internal conflicts. I scan the familiar surroundings, my heart quickening when I spot Sora. There she is, her silhouette framed against the soft glow of the stained glass windows, patiently waiting for me with an air of quiet resolve. The book in my hand has suddenly vanished, leaving me with a curious situation. Sora doesn't know what happened to me, but he thinks I'm looking sad because God doesn't answer my pray.

"Wanna go eat with me, it's getting late now." He said, Try to cheer me up.

I find myself standing still, gazing into the reflective surface of a window, watching my own expression—confused yet curious. As I look beyond my reflection, I spot him among a small congregation of people gathered in the church, their silhouettes blurred by the glass. This moment feels surreal, blurring the lines between waking life and the fragments of a dream that linger in my mind. I can't shake the unsettling feeling that I might be losing my grip on reality.

Suddenly, everything around me seemed to freeze, the noise of whispered conversations and the soft rustle of robes were silenced as if time itself had paused. It's then that Elena reappears, cutting through the stillness with an intensity that takes me by surprise. Rather than engaging in the light-hearted banter or discussing the mundane topics we often favored, she cuts straight to the chase, addressing the weighty matter that has been looming between us. Her determination is palpable, and I feel the gravity of her intentions pulling me deeper into this moment.

"Zin, I want us to make a deal," she requests, almost demanding.

"A deal?" I said, totally taken aback.

The tension in the air is palpable, wrapping around me like a suffocating blanket woven from unspoken words. In this charged atmosphere, it feels as though time has come to a standstill, the world around us fading into a hushed stillness, leaving just the two of us entwined in this electric moment. Her gaze pierces through the oppressive weight of silence, each glance feeling like an urgent call for an answer, as if my hesitation is a betrayal of our unspoken bond. A surging wave of nerves washes over me, turning my stomach into knots and setting my thoughts racing in frantic circles as I scramble to find the precise words that will break this charged stillness.

Her demeanor has undergone a striking transformation from the confident, composed persona she typically exhibits in her familiar surroundings. In this moment, her piercing gaze seems to penetrate deep into my very soul, radiating an intensity that feels almost suffocating, as if she's wielding her unwavering stare like a weapon, determined to crush my heart beneath its weight. The burden of her expectations hangs heavily in the air, pressing down on me like an invisible force. I can feel my breath growing increasingly rapid, each shallow inhale laden with tension and uncertainty, as I grapple with the tight knot in my stomach, desperately searching for the right words to respond to her unspoken demand.

"I know you can return to life, Zin," she said seriously.

I'm completely frozen, overwhelmed by the suffocating weight of the moment pressing down on me like a dense fog. It's as if she can sense the turmoil within, understanding that I feel ensnared in a web of uncertainty, unable to return to the life I once knew. Words cling to my throat, refusing to escape, as I wrestle with unspoken emotions that plunge deep into the abyss of my heart. The silence between us hangs heavy, charged with the unacknowledged layers of my struggle. Turmoil, yet somehow she understands. It's unnerving, yet oddly comforting, this unspoken connection with her—how she perceives the silence that envelops me and the invisible barriers I can't seem to break down.

"What do you want from me?" I asked, a bit rushed. 

"I told you already, I want us to make a deal," she replied, sounding serious again.

A profound silence envelops us, the air heavy with a tension that seems to hang like a thick fog. We lock eyes, and in that electric moment, it feels as though time itself has frozen, suspended in an intimate tableau. Confusion mingles with a strange awareness as I grapple with the sensation coursing through me; my body feels cumbersome and leaden, as if a mysterious weight is pressing down on my very essence, making each breath a laborious effort.

The atmosphere hung thick in the air, a palpable tension that wrapped around us like a heavy fog, infusing the space with an unsettling mix of fear and unease. It was the kind of stillness where even the faintest sounds—like the rustle of leaves outside or the distant call of an owl—seemed to amplify our shared nervousness. Each heartbeat reverberated in my chest, echoing the anxiety that coursed between us.

In that pregnant silence, I felt a distinct shift within myself, as if a dormant energy was awakening. Drawing upon this inexplicable force, my brown eyes shimmer with a strange, otherworldly light, casting a soft glow in the dimness. A grin began to spread across my face—a smile that felt both unearthly and mischievous, hinting at secrets beyond our comprehension. With my voice breaking the silence, I spoke, infusing the air with words that seemed to dance around us.

"Alright, what's the deal, Elena?" I asked, dropping the formalities, my tone pretty cocky.

She blinks in astonishment as my mood changes suddenly, the tension in the air thickening around us like a dense fog. Sensing the unexpected shift, she takes a slow, deep breath, her chest rising as she fights to steady herself. With a delicate grace, she smooths the lines of her expression, a subtle mask of calm overtaking the surprise that had briefly lit her features. After a moment, she gathers her thoughts, her eyes searching mine for understanding as the silence stretches between us.

"You know your power messes with the balance not just here, but in every universe out there. So here's the deal: I'll seal part of your power for now, and you can get it back when you fully wake it up." She said seriously.

"So what do I get out of this deal?" I asked, sounding a bit cocky.

"Hmm, you're gonna get stronger with my power," she said.

"Alright, but what if I decide to back out of the deal halfway through?" I asked with a grin that felt a bit too unnatural.

Elena starts to sense an unsettling tension that wraps around her each time I smile, a creeping dread intertwining with her thoughts, causing her to question whether I truly embody the benign presence she once took for granted. She has always struck me as fiercely resolute, someone who would never easily relinquish control in a negotiation. Yet now, a flicker of uncertainty dances in her eyes, casting shadows on the confidence she typically radiates. For a moment, time seems to slow, and I can almost hear the unspoken questions swirling between us, thickening the air with unvoiced fears.

"Alright, I'll go ahead and do this," she said.

I'm feeling a sense of confusion about her intentions, as she stands there quietly, lost in thought. In her hand, she holds a pair of glasses—non-prescription, their simple design suggesting they might be more of an accessory than a necessity. The way she fiddles with them, absentmindedly adjusting the frames, adds to the air of mystery around her. It's as if these glasses serve as a barrier between her and the world, leaving me to wonder what thoughts and emotions she keeps hidden behind her silence.

"Wear it if you agree with the deal. These glasses are unbreakable, but you can smash them if you want to back out," she said. 

"Is this like a contract or something?" I asked as I took the glasses from her. 

"Sort of," she replied. 

"Alright, I'll wear it," I said, though I was a bit unsure about it. 

"I've got one more question," I added. 

"Go for it," she said, clearly curious. 

"How do I meet other Gods?" I asked. 

"Hahaha, you can't! If you wanna, you have to wait for other Gods to accept you," she laughed and answered. 

"Hmm, got it," I said.

After I pose my question to her, I carefully slide on the glasses, a wave of strange anticipation coursing through me. She locks her gaze onto mine, her expression heavy with an overwhelming sense of sacrifice, as if she is relinquishing a fragment of her very soul. In that profound moment, the world around us begins to dissolve, blurring into a nebulous haze of colors and sounds. I watch, heart racing, as she gradually fades before me, taking with her the familiar memories and certainties of my past, leaving only a haunting emptiness in her wake.

"Thanks for the invite, Sora," I said. 

"Well, it's way better to grab a meal with someone than to eat alone, right?" he said, scratching his head. 

"Totally, I feel you," I replied.

As the food arrives at our table, the enticing aromas envelop us, and we dig in eagerly, savoring each bite. With every mouthful, our connection deepens, and we share more about our thoughts and feelings in this chaotic world. He listens intently, his eyes reflecting a genuine interest, free from the weight of the responsibility I've been shouldered with—the daunting task of defeating the demon king.

Meanwhile, Alice remains oblivious to my absence. She sits at her table, laden with an array of vibrant dishes, waiting patiently for me to join her. The spread before her is a feast of color and flavor, yet she doesn't notice that I am dining with someone else, lost in our conversation. Somewhere in the realm of the Goddess, the consequences of our choices unfold, adding another layer of complexity to our intertwined fates.

"Dealing with a guy like him is not easy; he's like a demon," Elena said.

After the meal, I return home, the weight of the evening lingering in the air. As I step inside, I find Alice sitting at the table, her expression a mix of anger and sadness that tugs at my heartstrings. Despite the turmoil flickering across her face, exhaustion has claimed her, and she eventually succumbs to sleep, her head resting on the table amidst the remnants of dinner.

I pause for a moment, taking a deep breath to gather my swirling thoughts, each one heavy with significance. The room is quiet, save for the distant sounds of life outside, and I feel a wave of gratitude wash over me. Rising slowly, I retrieve a soft, plush blanket from the nearby chair, its fabric a warm embrace waiting to be wrapped around her. Alongside it, I pick up a fluffy cushion, its cover adorned with cheerful patterns, and gently place it beside her.

With tender care, I drape the blanket over her shoulders, hoping to offer a measure of warmth and comfort against the evening chill. As I do so, the enticing aromas of the meal she had lovingly prepared swirl around me, lingering in the air like a sweet memory—rich herbs, roasted vegetables, and savory spices. My stomach grumbles, but a flicker of doubt crosses my mind; her cooking skills have never been the greatest. Yet, as I take a few bites of the meticulously crafted dish, I'm pleasantly surprised—the flavors dance on my palate, bold and harmonious, a testament to her efforts.

In this moment, I realize just how much she's invested in honing her skills, all to create a meal that brings joy to both of us. A warmth spreads through me, not just from the blanket enveloping her but also from the knowledge of her commitment. Each bite reminds me of her dedication and love, and I can't help but smile, feeling a deep sense of happiness swell within me.

As I finally crawl into bed, a wave of unease washes over me, settling like a heavy blanket across my chest. I lie there, the dim glow of the moonlight filtering through the curtains, casting shadows that dance mockingly on the ceiling. My mind wrestles with the implications of my burgeoning power and the mysterious intentions of the Goddess. It has become painfully clear that she seeks to seal away a part of my abilities, despite her feigned ignorance regarding their true extent. A nagging suspicion grips me, a gnawing sense that she has been weaving a web of deception all along, concealing secrets that could alter the very fabric of my reality. The weight of this realization presses down on me, leaving me restless and unsettled as I contemplate the darkness that lies just beyond my reach.

"God damn it, that goddess!" I said, feeling annoyed.

As I settle into bed, I take a slow, deep breath, the cool night air filling my lungs and helping to calm the whirlwind of thoughts swirling in my mind. The worries of the day gradually dissolve like mist in the morning sun, replaced by the gentle, rhythmic sound of my breath, a quiet melody that lulls me into peace. I close my eyes and sink into the embrace of my soft, warm blanket, feeling its weight wrap around me like a protective cocoon. The soothing hum of the night surrounds me, a chorus of distant crickets and the occasional rustle of leaves outside my window. I hold onto the hope that with the dawn will come a fresh start, and I visualize the challenges I might face tomorrow, imagining them shrinking in size and becoming more manageable. In this serene moment, I allow myself to fully embrace tranquility, trusting that sleep will weave its restorative magic, replenishing my strength and clarity for the adventures that lie ahead.

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