'Hi how are you doing?' the therapist said to you in a very high pitched voice, you widened your eyes in surprise, the face didn't match the voice, He was a huge man, a very dark man with intensely broad shoulders, he wore a two piece with yellow embroidery and long sleeves that hid his enormous muscles, his thick neck standing firm and his big chests rising at the pace of beating heart, you noticed that he didn't wear glasses and you thought this was strange for his profession
'ah! The classic reaction' he said, pulling you out of your thought stream
'oh! I was just taken back that's all, nothing to be ashamed of' you defended instantly
'oh, I am not ashamed, I have come to terms with my reality' he replied you softly and you realised how heavily wrong your previous statement was, you heaved and almost let out a scoff.
'you didn't answer my greeting earlier' he said smiling, you found this to be strange and you are reminded of your insolent cousin and the devilish Daniel once more, you looked around taking in the beauty of the office, it was quite astonishing, in the small space contained pictures of Aristotle, William Shakespeare and Socrates at the right side of the four walls, right behind you and in front of you at the left side of the wall stood a big portrait of your host, and you thought it was quite narcissistic, he had a big polished round table made of mahogany sitting between the white couch where he sat and the red couch where you sat, outside that office stood a well furnished receptionist space with over ten chairs and the niest human you have met in a while that was where Robert stayed, this was all good reception to raise the spirits up but still you felt the need to be sceptical .
'hi doctor Rashed' you finally answered
'you can call me Walter, no need for formalities here right?' he said still maintaining the smile from before, you didn't answer.
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'so tell me about this dream, you said you have been having' his smile still staid
'its all in the message I sent you isn't it?' you replied, lowering your gaze.
'about a woman in white chasing you and giving you count downs, is that it?' he said, following your lowered gaze making you uncomfortable even more, he still smiled.
'yes' you said simply, fondling with your phone.
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'okay lets see, do you have any past trauma?'
'yes'
'how bad is it?'
'very bad'
'did it involve you punishing yourself even when you know it wasn't your fault?'
'yes'
'did it make you cut ties with your friends at that time?'
You vision had become blurry and your eye balls had reddened, you quickly wiped the tears off
'its okay, its okay, let it out' he said, you gazed at him, his smile had dropped, you burst out into tears….
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When you arrived home, you noticed that one of your parent's cars had gone, you took a deep breath, they were off on business once again and somehow you weren't fazed by this, they had done this before, you secretly hoped that the tout was gone with them.
The house was silent as usual and the cluttering of the house keeper couldn't be heard, it was 3:00pm,it was usually her time for making dinner, you didn't care because you've had something to eat anyway, just when you were about to climb the stairs, the dead silent room was replaced with giggles coming from the kitchen, those hard giggles that were very recognisable, it was the house keeper…. You made a swift u turn and made for the kitchen, there it was the house keeper Margret geeeking as the tall boy, who you recognised to be your loathed step cousin fondled with her breasts, you widened your eyes and that was the only physical reaction you seemed to muster, your lips quivered with
anger and your breath became hot
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'what the hell are you even doing?!!!' you yelled, lips still shaking, Daniel immideatly pulled his fingers from Margret's bosom, smiling, you wished you had a hazardous object that could pull that smile off forever
'oh cuz, you are back' he said, Margret completely enveloped with the previous action, just caught wind of the situation, she adjusted her bra , her dress and then her apron.
'madam, you are back' she said, you sensed panicking in her voice and you were glad of that fact.
'what were you guys doing?' you said rather calmly, the traces of hotness was gone,
'please don't sack me, this is only what I have going right now, I promise not to do it again' Margret said with a teary eye.
'oh come on, surely she wont cast you out because you are getting action? I mean… its giving jealous hater energy' your cousin quickly said, smiling and giggling, you fumed, the hotness was returning,
'and what do you mean by that?, I see you are mad, I expect nothing less from an uncivilised and uncultured swine who for God knows what, ended up here ...I know this has something to do with your behaviour, fool!!' you heaved, your cousins smile was no more there, you smiled, it was a job well done, a specially packaged insult did the trick.
'you are a shitty human being, you know that?' he said in a low pitful tone that almost had you rethinking your words, Margret being silent and observant opened her mouth to muster something but then closed it again,
'you too' you said, refusing to back down, he walked past you and bolted off
'well, what was that about?' you asked rhetorically, but Margret said she didn't know anyways.
'you this girl, this is first warning don't you ever do such things again, if you feel like having sexual relations do it anywhere but this building, respect your work place' you said and quickly left without waiting for an answer, Margret is a year older than you and in your language shes quite the catch...as she appears to be a very attractive young lady, firm breasts , huge waist and all but discipline is needed and that's what you thought.