Mistakes happen in life
Nobody's ever perfect
That's alright
At least we all try our best
I didn't need you to be perfect
I accepted you for who you were
It didn't work out in the end
I see your reasoning
Behind your decisions
It's hard I know
I don't blame you for anything
It was my own delusions
And expectations
That destroyed me
Learnt it the hard way
To never expect anything from anyone
I miss you so badly
And wonder if you ever miss me
If you ever think of me
As much as I think of you
Wish to talk to you
But I have to resist the urge
So as not to cause
Any more damage
Than I already did
Still breathing
Still bruised
Still wanting to escape
To some place far away
Until I am alright again
Human relations are chemical reactions
We won't be the same
After a reaction
But we can change ourselves
Constantly for the better
Kill my old self
And find myself again
Kill your old self
And find yourself again
Let's cross paths again
As our fully healed new selves
Full of newly gained wisdom
As good old friends
Who can look back to this day
And laugh it off
Learnt it the hard way
That this world
We reside in is
Unkind to people
With soft hearts
Unkind to human
emotions and feelings
I didn't need you to be perfect
I liked seeing your raw
Unfiltered self
I wouldn't have judged you
For who you are
Your authenticity mattered to me
Consistency is all I asked for
I can't settle for less than the
Bare minimum, I'm sorry
I knew your pain and your reasoning
Yet I was selfish at times
It's my own fault
For being so delusional
As these delusions
Help me escape reality
I don't blame you for anything
Yes I am still bruised
And hurt but
I don't blame you for anything
Let's use this experience
To gain more wisdom
And kill our old selves
And be reborn as a
Better version of ourselves
Let's cross paths again
After we healed and
Look back to this day
While laughing it all off
Mistakes happen
And that's life
Let's not repeat old mistakes
And learn from them
My dearest online friend
May God keep you
Smiling and smiling
From your heart
Keep your heart safe
Keep your family safe
And happy forever
My dearest online friend
And past lover
Mistakes happen and that's life