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Chapter 4 - Chapter 4 — A Love That Feels Like Home

The morning after the festival arrived too quietly.

Monteluce, usually awakened by the clatter of delivery carts and the calls of vendors, seemed unusually hushed — as if the town itself sensed the shift in the air. Ethan stood at the windows of his small rented apartment, staring out at the olive trees stretching toward the horizon. He had barely slept. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw Sofia walking away from him beneath the lantern lights, her shoulders trembling, her fingers slipping from his grasp.

He replayed the moment over and over — the breathless dance, the closeness, the raw honesty in her voice when she whispered she might leave.

He had known her only for weeks, not long enough for most people to call it anything real. And yet somehow, in a way logic couldn't explain, Sofia Romano had become the center of his thoughts, the quiet hope he hadn't realized he carried.

He wanted to talk to her.

He needed to talk to her.

But he didn't know if she wanted the same.

He hadn't been someone's reason to stay in a long, long time.

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Across town, Sofia sat at the end of her father's vineyard, the same place she always went when she needed clarity. The sun had just begun to rise fully, filtering through the rows of vines with soft golden beams. The dew sparkled on the leaves, tiny diamonds clinging to nature.

She pulled her knees to her chest, hugging them tightly.

Her pulse had not slowed since the night before. No matter how many steadying breaths she took, Ethan's touch, his words, his gaze — they lingered inside her like a melody she couldn't forget.

The dance had been too much and not enough all at once.

She could still feel the warmth of his hand at her waist, the tremble in his breath when their foreheads touched, the way his voice grew tender when he said he wanted to help her find what she truly wanted.

She had never felt seen like that.

Not by anyone.

Not like that.

But then the acceptance letter — reality — had forced itself back between them, like a door slamming shut.

Her dreams.

Her family.

Her guilt.

And now Ethan, with a presence strong enough to pull her in any direction he looked.

She closed her eyes, fingers brushing the folded letter inside her pocket.

A dream that could take her far away.

A man who made her feel something she didn't know she needed.

A life that suddenly felt too narrow and too vast at the same time.

"What do I do?" she whispered to the vines, knowing they had no answers.

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Later that morning, as Ethan walked through Monteluce, people greeted him with their usual warmth. He tried to return their smiles, but his mind remained tangled with thoughts of Sofia.

Then, near the bakery, he saw her.

Sofia stood alone, her hair tucked behind her ears, her hands clasped in front of her as if she were gathering courage. When she saw Ethan approaching, her eyes softened — hesitant but undeniably drawn to him.

"Ethan," she whispered.

His heart stuttered. "Sofia."

For a moment, neither spoke. The world around them seemed to shrink, leaving just the two of them in a quiet space filled with unspoken words and too many emotions.

"I'm sorry about last night," she said, her voice fragile. "I panicked."

"You don't need to apologize," Ethan replied. "You're allowed to want things. Even if those things take you far away."

She looked at him, her gaze filled with an aching honesty. "I don't know what I want, Ethan. That's the problem."

He stepped closer, carefully, respectfully — close enough to feel her breath, but far enough to give her space.

"Then let me be honest with you," he said softly. "I like you, Sofia. More than I should, maybe. More than I planned to."

Her breath caught.

"When I came to Italy, I didn't expect anything," he continued. "I didn't expect this town to feel like home. I didn't expect to care about someone again. Not like this."

He paused. "But I do."

Her eyes glistened. "Ethan…"

"You don't have to choose anything right now," he whispered. "I just want you to know what you mean to me."

Sofia closed her eyes, torn. "You make it so hard."

"Why?"

"Because I'm already afraid to leave," she said, her voice cracking. "And I'm even more afraid to stay."

Ethan swallowed hard. "I'm not asking you to stay for me."

"But you're becoming one of the reasons I might."

The confession thudded into his chest like a heartbeat.

She stepped closer, close enough that he could see the small flecks of sunlight in her brown eyes. "I don't want to lose myself in someone else's life," she murmured. "But I don't want to lose you either."

"You won't lose yourself with me," Ethan said, his voice trembling. "I don't want to hold you back. I just want to be part of your world… however much you let me."

Sofia's breath ebbed out slowly, as if she had been holding it for too long. Behind her eyes, he saw a storm — hope, fear, longing, and confusion all swirling together.

Then, without warning, she reached for his hand.

Her fingers slipped through his, delicate but deliberate.

Ethan froze, feeling her warmth wrap around him like a quiet miracle.

Sofia looked up at him, her voice barely a whisper.

"Walk with me?"

He nodded, unable to speak.

They wandered through backstreets and stone alleys, talking about everything and nothing — their childhoods, their favorite books, the places they dreamed of visiting. At one point, Sofia told him stories about her mother, about the recipes she left behind and the way she used to braid Sofia's hair on Sunday mornings.

Ethan listened with a softness he didn't know he possessed.

And for a while — a beautiful, fleeting while — all the complications disappeared.

When they reached the vineyard's edge, Sofia led him to a small clearing hidden between the vines. From there, the view of Monteluce stretched wide and breathtaking — a blanket of green hills, terracotta rooftops, and endless sky.

"This is where I come when I feel lost," she said.

"Does it help?"

"It used to."

"And now?" Ethan asked gently.

She looked at him with eyes filled with a truth she could no longer hide. "Now it's you who helps."

Ethan's chest tightened.

Sofia stepped even closer — so close her breath warmed his skin. "Ethan… I don't know what this is between us. But it feels like something I don't want to let go of yet."

He cupped her cheek lightly, his thumb brushing her skin like a promise. "Then don't."

Her eyes fluttered shut.

Slowly — cautiously — he leaned in. Their lips brushed first, soft as a whisper, unsure and trembling. Then Sofia tilted her face upward just enough to meet him fully.

The kiss deepened — tender, hesitant, but filled with something undeniable. His hand slid to the back of her neck; hers rested against his chest, feeling the steady, shaken rhythm of his heartbeat.

It wasn't a passionate, desperate kiss.

It was gentle.

Healing.

Like finding a place to rest after wandering too long.

When they pulled away, breathless and stunned, Sofia looked at him with a trembling smile.

"Ethan," she whispered, "you feel like home."

He rested his forehead against hers, closing his eyes. "And you feel like the thing I thought I'd lost forever."

But as the wind whispered through the vines, as the sky warmed with the afternoon sun, there was a quiet ache beneath their joy — a reminder that something beautiful can still be fragile.

The world was changing for both of them.

And neither knew how long this peace would last.

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