EP.20 The Saintess Was a Virgin…
'Fuck, this is so embarrassing…'
I got caught by Yeon Dohee in the act of jerking off she saw everything, even me cumming.
I've jerked off countless times in my life, but of course, I'd never been caught by anyone before.
'No matter how pent-up I was, how did so much come out… The tissue ripped and… damn, this is embarrassing…'
I came more than ever before.
I expected a lot since I'd been holding back, but it was still a surprise.
Even though I wrapped myself thickly in tissue, it wasn't enough.
Dohee's sudden entrance,
and the stimulus of her no-bra silhouette, must have been overwhelming.
'Even when I died jerking off and got dragged before the goddess, it wasn't this bad…'
Even facing death, I managed to keep my composure after a few moments of panic and embarrassment.
But according to the status window, Dohee is a woman who's interested in me.
And now she'd caught me in my most private moment.
It felt like someone had exploited my most sensitive, vulnerable spot waves of guilt and shame washed over me.
As a lifelong virgin, love between a man and a woman was still something pure and idealistic to me.
Left alone…
I awkwardly pulled up my pants and sat at the edge of the bed.
And to my left, Yeon Dohee sat down.
After making her presence known, Dohee didn't say much.
She had some expression on her face when I was cumming,
but while I awkwardly cleaned up, she just sat on the bed and waited.
'She's not going back to her room, just sitting next to me… She must have something important to say… God, this is awkward… fuck, so embarrassing…'
You'd think she'd just leave after seeing something so crude, but she stayed.
She must have come for something really important.
Right now, Dohee seemed like she was waiting for something,
waiting for the awkwardness to subside a bit.
The scent of night-blooming flowers was thick in the air it was killing me…
"Hey, Taesik."
Finally, Dohee called my name in a low voice.
"…Yeah…"
I answered just as quietly.
I couldn't bring myself to look at her.
I felt pathetic, shabby
so I kept my head down, looking away from her.
"Don't you see me as a woman?"
Dohee suddenly said something unexpected.
"…Huh…?"
I couldn't understand what she meant, so I answered with a confused look.
"I mean, there's just the two of us in this bunker, but you're still watching porn and taking care of your needs alone."
"To be blunt, isn't this the kind of situation where you could just ask me to help you out?"
I was truly surprised.
I'd seen women's opinions on men jerking off on online communities before.
It was pure contempt treating men like horny monkeys.
They'd say, 'Just go meet a woman,' or 'It looks pathetic,' and that was the mainstream reaction.
Honestly, I thought Dohee might've felt the same seeing me just now.
She's always nice to me, so maybe she just didn't show it.
But instead of disgust, she felt disappointed…? What kind of reaction is this…?
"I'm keeping up with the outside situation online too. Exploitation of women is really starting in earnest."
"Taesik, even though you're in an overwhelmingly powerful position, you're still being considerate of me. As a woman, I'm really grateful for that."
Dohee was usually easygoing, sometimes playful.
But right now, she was serious.
"In this apocalypse, I'm really thankful for how consistent you've been…"
"But Taesik, do you really need to go so far as to handle your needs alone just to be considerate of me?"
She told me I was being too considerate.
"Like I said on the first day, it's a time when aggression is heightened, so I think you should be able to let those urges out."
Dohee repeated what she'd told me on the first day.
"Given the situation, if you asked me, I could help you with that… I mean, as comrades overcoming the apocalypse together, isn't it a matter of loyalty? A kind of responsibility?"
Loyalty… responsibility…?
"Responsibility…?"
I felt like I'd been hit over the head with a hammer.
Responsibility and loyalty those are heavy words.
It might sound forced, but in this apocalypse, they're not words you can ignore.
"That's right, responsibility. I'm definitely a member of our party, and as a saintess a support class I think I have a responsibility."
Yeah…
Dohee really is a responsible woman.
Watching her build the bunker for me, I thought she was truly professional and dedicated almost to the point of admiration.
Now that she's a saintess, she's been studying her new powers diligently.
I can feel her sense of responsibility…
"There are all kinds of support. Healing with my ability, managing the bunker, sometimes fighting zombies together that's all support."
"And I think managing your needs is support too. In other words… managing your mental state is also support."
Support for the mind!
"Support…? Support for managing the mind…?"
Dohee's argument was logical, and it drew my interest.
It was purely concern for the party really.
"Yeah, morale is important for a warrior before battle. If you have to fight while taking care of your needs alone, your morale will obviously suffer."
"You need to be more confident, more proper morale should be boosted that way."
Maybe she saw the interest in my eyes,
because Dohee looked at me with even more conviction.
"As a party member, responsibility and duty…"
I nodded slowly.
But my eyes weren't calm.
I was starting to feel responsibility and duty too.
I don't know why, but I was gradually being persuaded by Dohee's logic.
"That's right. What I'm about to do now "
Slide…
Maybe because she thought I'd accepted her reasoning, Dohee stood up and turned to face me.
"I'm supporting you as your supporter. Fulfilling my responsibility as a party member."
And then she knelt down in front of me.
'D-Dohee… she's kneeling in front of me…!!!'
Yeon Dohee is a truly amazing woman.
She's admirable, charismatic.
Honestly, I never really liked women who swore.
But when a beautiful, impressive woman like Dohee swore in a laid-back way, it was so sexy.
Meanwhile, I'm the guy who died jerking off.
Yet here's goddess-level Dohee, who's always had me wrapped around her finger, kneeling in front of me for support, emphasizing responsibility and duty.
"I should approach this with responsibility and duty too, right…? Isn't that right, Dohee…?"
Seeing her kneeling made my resolve even stronger.
"That's right. Just as I'm kneeling in front of you with responsibility and duty, you should cooperate with my actions with the same sense of responsibility and duty."
Dohee answered with a slight smile.
She can smile like that too she's so beautiful… haa…
"I mean, you already came once can you really go again right away, Taesik?"
"O-Of course, Dohee… I'm young, after all…"
I can go five times in a row.
"Wow…! Really!"
At that moment, Dohee looked down at my lower half with a hint of awe.
Swoooosh!!!
My dick got hard again.
I got hard while Dohee was kneeling in front of me.
It was an erection that instantly dispelled any doubts she might have had.
Because I was completely convinced by the words responsibility and duty, any vague anxiety I'd felt was gone.
I was ready to be supported by the berserker, big-breasted saintess.
This was an effort to overcome the apocalypse.
A struggle for survival.
My dick, as if to prove the history of that struggle, longed for Dohee's support.
"But, does a guy's dick really just get hard for no reason?"
She'd come in with a calm face, and just a moment ago her eyes were full of resolve.
But now, Dohee's expression was full of surprise and curiosity.
I'd never talked to Dohee about romance.
Judging by her reaction, she probably doesn't have much experience either.
"I mean, it got hard from watching porn earlier, but now I haven't even touched it."
She's so cute… That beautiful face, looking so innocently curious… haa…
"Even without porn… if I'm with a beautiful woman like you and the mood is right, it gets hard…"
So fucking embarrassing…
Normally I'd laugh off even cruder things, but now I'm just shy…
"Oh! So it's because of me? You're hard because of me?"
What's with that reaction…? Does she really not know…?
"I guess so…"
Her innocent reaction made me scratch my head without thinking.
"Still, it feels nice to be called pretty by you."
It was unexpected she must have heard that a million times in her life…
But the slight smile on her lips made it feel like she really meant it.
"Then… should I take my clothes off…?"
Slide…
I stood up, grabbing the waistband of my pants.
"No, stay still. I said I'd support you. I'll do everything. You just stay put."
Dohee firmly stopped my hand.
Click…
Then she grabbed my waistband herself,
Sliiiide!
Smoothly but quite boldly, she pulled them down.
Swoooosh!!!!!
My sweatpants and underwear came down in one go,
and my raging erection was presented right in front of Dohee's face.
Twitch… twitch…
My dick, now exposed in front of Dohee's beautiful face, was not just hard but twitching repeatedly.
'Ahh… damn… even just sitting here, it feels like my dick's going to explode…'
It was swollen bigger than ever before.
I'd never seen my "buddy" this engorged, not in all my countless happy times.
Real life really is different.
"Wow… wow… wow…!"
Dohee was frozen.
Her big eyes got even bigger and rounder as she stared at my dick.
Her whole body was frozen like ice,
the only thing moving was her plump, lovely lips,
and with those lips, she kept letting out raw, unfiltered exclamations.
"It's really… big… I mean, it's my first time seeing one in person, but I know the average size… yours is really big, Taesik…"
Dohee seemed really flustered.
We've talked about so many things, but I'd never seen her stammer like this.
She even brought her hand to her mouth.
Dohee is beautiful but tough,
often gave off a boyish vibe.
But now, she seemed truly feminine.
And hearing her say that, I could understand why I was nervous
it seemed like this was Dohee's first time with a man.
"Really…? Thanks… hahaha…!"
I was embarrassed, shy, and overwhelmed with a sense of guilt,
but at the same time, I felt incredible elation.
The only thing I could ever boast about was my body,
and now, to have it genuinely acknowledged by such a beautiful woman…
Damn… my second life is turning out pretty well…
"Then… I'll… I'll start…!?"
I never realized "I'll start" could sound so erotic!
My heart felt like it was going to explode.
Grip…!
Dohee's white hand, as red as a burning coal, gently but firmly wrapped around my erect dick.
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