Watching people pass by,
some in a hurry,
some looking painfully forlorn,
couple sauntering hand in hand,
Ethan,
it was magical.
Seeing everything around me move,
life fizzling everywhere;
Christmas was a beautiful thing.
And soon, it was going to be a
s p e c i a l thing.
Only Ethan,
I wasn't so sure when 5 turned to 6
and when the first snow
f
e
l
l.
I was all you wanted, right?