I'm working on a Kofi and Discord. It's still rough, but I posted some images of what Tomy-chan could look like, if you want to check it out: ko-fi . com / malatronar18. I wanted to create a space for sharing images and ideas... I hope you all enjoy it
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The woman was masturbating with feverish duty, the fat cock started to tremble, and then came the cum, all completely in the woman's hands. She laughed, and the fat man thanked her. The scene ends with her hinting that she would lick his hand.
Flash!
All the lights in the house went out. The strange darkness enveloped us at the key moment of the scene's climax. Just when the final act of masking the porn with another twisted logic occurred, a loud sound of thunder boomed and the house lights failed.
"Shit!", Uncle Alfred's voice came in a quick combo before any other thought could arise in our minds.
"… The power went out…", Tomy-chan's slightly tense little voice made me let out a breath I didn't even know I was holding.
"Damn! It really went out… right at that part…", Alfred complained.
"… Well, we can continue the movie another time", I said calmly and hugged Tomy tightly.
I looked at the window and realized it had gotten dark and was raining heavily. It seemed to be a storm or a monsoon.
"… Another time?", Uncle repeated me. "Yes! Another time we'll finish watching. The movie hadn't even reached the middle yet. It would be terrible not to know how it concludes, right?"
I couldn't see his face clearly in the midst of this storm, but his voice indicated that he was immersed in his hidden desire and an absolutely corrosive frustration; his acidity when complaining about the weather was simply immense.
"… Yes, another time we'll watch it, it would be terrible not to know how it ends." For me, it would really be sad, I was completely fascinated by the idea of subliminality. "And you, Tomy-chan, do you want to watch it another time too?"
"… I think so… It was strange… it was different, it was a non-clichéd story, I've never seen anything like it. So it was interesting to watch." I noticed the intense confusion that her little voice brought to the surface. It seemed that the whole story was somehow scrambling her ideas… but I wasn't sure if it was that or just mere curiosity.
"True, it really was something different." I tried to agree with her to reinforce the idea of continuing to watch this porn with subliminal brainwash.
"Okay, then it's decided!", Uncle Alfred said in a more animated tone. "We'll continue watching the movie another time."
Silence dominated the room right after his words. The strange tension hanging in the air made it uncomfortable to stay there.
"So… shall we go to bed earlier, Tomy-chan?" There was so much I wanted to absorb and test. I needed to better understand the feedback she absorbed from the movie and possible points where I could guide her to something more… something more satisfactory.
"I think so…" Her uncertain little voice showed me that she was also still caught up in the bold ideas of the movie. Even if they weren't impure like my thoughts, they should still be interesting to hear.
I slid my hand from her stomach to her wide hip and then to her thick thighs, and then slowly went up to grasp her full breasts.
"Mi-kun~", Tomy-chan moaned my name softly for only me to hear.
I felt her relax in my arms and enjoy the veil of darkness, savoring my touch without worrying about Uncle, who was only a few meters away.
"Don't you want to… play something?", Uncle Alfred suggested this in a strange tone. "Crazy chess again maybe, or something else…"
"Play? But what could we play in a darkness like this?", I said, confused about what he wanted.
"You can use the cell phone lights to make it good…", he spoke slowly in a slightly strange tone. "We'll play something nice and then go to sleep afterwards… We don't have to let this problem cost us our night."
I squeezed Tomy's body against me, my cock still hard from the ideas that were popping up in my mind, the anticipation for more things… But I still needed to talk to my childhood friend to ensure that what we watched wasn't lost… It would be a shame to simply lose the opportunity to ease this tension a bit.
"What do you think, Tomy-chan?", I asked her lightly, but I wished not to stay here anymore, I needed to go to the room to talk.
"I don't know… it's still early, but I don't know if I want to play something now…" I felt her moving uncomfortably against my body.
The darkness, even if illuminated by cell phones, conveyed a vulnerability and, at the same time, a strange security. She didn't have to shrink from being seen, didn't have to feel discomfort about her body being looked at, but it also brought a forced closeness that left a bad taste in my mouth.
'It would be… unsatisfying if he tried anything…'
I understood that he wanted to use the proximity and the environment to mask something. The problem was… my tortuous desire depends on a clear and uninhibited view of things. I didn't have the desire to leave Tomy alone or in some condition away from my eyes, I didn't want her to receive touches or listen to 'sermons' where I couldn't watch.
'If we stay and something happens, I would really be angry. It wouldn't be interesting at all.'
In the case of a touch in the dark, where I couldn't savor the image, my desire wouldn't be satisfied, and all that would be left would be the act itself…
'Betrayal… it would taste like being deceived and diminished…'
I realized that if Tomy-chan had any contact away from me, even if it was the repetition of the acts we had already done, I wouldn't like it at all. On the contrary, I would be upset.
"I think it's better to end the day… tomorrow we'll do something else." I spoke firmly. I can't allow something outside of my control and desire to happen, as it would spoil the entire dynamic.
"Are you sure?", Uncle's voice became frustrated again. "Well, then… then let's go to sleep…" He got up.
The sound of the rain intensified, and flashes of lightning illuminated the environment from time to time. I noticed that his cock was exposed as he intensely held it.
'Shit, he really planned to do something daring!'
"Okay, Uncle, then we'll be going too…" I said as I started to get up and placed Tomy behind me.
The absence of a clear and unobstructed view transformed this scene, which would have excited me before, into a slightly terrifying scene. Without being able to see Tomy-chan's reactions to the act… it seemed much more ominous.
'Maybe we should leave…'
Seeing the scene from this new angle made me less brave and a desire to run home. Even suffering without the air conditioning, it would be less 'suffocating'.
"Good night, Mikio, Tomomi…", he said goodbye and slowly went to his own room. The flashes illuminated the environment from time to time, giving off a slightly… terrifying air. I really was a scared cat, and without the impulse of my desires, everything became much heavier.
"Good night, Uncle…", I said, holding my breath with my body slightly uncomfortable.
I was happy that he left and sighed with relief, it wasn't a horror scenario, it was my real self reacting, or something like that. The problem is that the idea came into my mind, and the desire to leave started to gain more strength.
"Good night… Uncle…", I heard Tomy's little voice and the almost inaudible sound of 'Uncle' coming out of her mouth… I felt my tortuous desire animating me again, giving me courage and boldness… The discomfort caused by the difficulty of seeing the scenario began to be replaced by the excitement of seeing the 'progress'.
I held Tomy's little hand. "Let's go to our room too…" I felt that she wasn't tense like me, probably only I had this impression without the filter of my desire.
'Am I getting paranoid…?'
"Tomy… do you see anything strange now?" I couldn't help but ask, I wanted to know if it was paranoia or not.
"Strange…?", she briefly paused to think. "I didn't feel anything different… It was the same… the same as the last few times…" Her little voice was calm, and that relieved me.
'So it was just me…'
Then, a sudden and brutal realization hit me hard. Could this strange and oppressive atmosphere be the scenario she always feels?
A slight discomfort with the idea of this terrifying scenario being the 'normal' for her… I hope not.
"Tomy-chan… are you afraid… of how things are?", I spoke tremulously. I didn't want this discomfort I felt to be the normal for her.
"Afraid…? Afraid of what?", she said curiously.
"Of anything… don't you feel afraid… afraid to be here at Uncle Alfred's house?" I tried to speak calmly, but the idea of her being trapped in a 'horror' scenario because of me made me feel real pain in my chest.
"Afraid of Uncle's house…?" She squeezed my hand, and I heard a slight laugh from her. "Is Mi-kun afraid of the dark?"
Her little laugh and the humorous air of her voice relieved me, she seemed calm.
"Of the dark…? No!", I took a deep breath, feeling my tremor pass. "Well… maybe…?"
"Haha, Mi-kun is so cute!" She hugged me tight. "You don't need to be afraid, I'm here!"
I felt a calming warmth and started to leave that place of fear. "So you're not afraid of anything…?"
"Hehe, there's nothing scary here!~", she says, still amused by my way. "Mi-kun doesn't need to be afraid, everything is calm as it always was!~"
Tomy-chan started trying to calm me down as if I were a scared child. I felt extreme comfort from her not being afraid, maybe I'm just like this due to the absence of the 'desire' filter and seeing… seeing that things beyond my control and vision could happen.
I hugged Tomy tightly and squeezed her big ass. "I'm not afraid anymore, but Tomy-chan has to protect me~", I said in our erotic tone.
"Mi-kun~ Not fair!", she complained softly while letting out a brief moan at my squeeze on her ass. "Mi-kun~"
"Tomy-chan, whenever you feel something bad, tell me, okay?", I said more seriously as I kissed her forehead. "Never hide your fears and discomforts from me, okay?"
I needed to make this clear. Even if my desire threw me into a world of depravities, I wouldn't hurt her, I would never trap her in a world of 'terror'. I just… wanted to see her feel bodily pleasure while my desire was satisfied.
"Okay~", she hugged me tighter, and I felt her soft lips against mine. "Mi-kun can also tell me everything!~" She pulls away a little. "And I'm not afraid of anything, kay?~" Tomy speaks so gently that I can't help but hug her tighter.
"Tomy-chan is always so special~" I returned to the erotic tone. "Tomy, did you really like watching the movie? Wasn't it weird?"
"Hehe~", she laughed foolishly. "The movie… it was different, I don't know if I liked it, but… it was cool to see something outside the cliché, you know?"
"I understand… but is that all?", I said, more immersed in my desires.
"Hmm… I think it was interesting to see things from a different angle!", she said more cheerfully. "… I'm still not sure, but it was cool, even if strange and exaggerated…"
"Exaggerated…?", I became interested in her view and couldn't stop.
"Yeah… like… when the camera focused on her intimate parts…", I noticed her trying to look into my eyes. "… I know it wasn't supposed to be bad… but it gave a strange feeling when looking…"
Of course it did, it was porn with a dissonant narrative.
"It's just that movies always want to convey so much information… anime is more direct." she finishes and waits for my opinion.
"I felt that too, it was interesting." I couldn't elaborate much, I was just thinking about the possibilities the movie had opened up.
I remembered the scenes from the movie, the touches that gave a feeling of déjà vu, Tomy's red face when seeing something that seemed similar to what Uncle did to her earlier… the next step Uncle seemed to suggest was touching her asshole and the subsequent masturbation in it… But these were such intense and bold things that I doubt Tomy-chan would accept them without persuasion coming from me.
'I would need to think of a way to make her do it without me having to ask or encourage…'
I preferred to see her within the dissonant discomfort than following a script made by me.
"And that the touches can be lighter…" Tomy-chan's speech made me freeze.