20xx, 7:51pm
Currently writing stories to waste my time, even if my exam was just in a week. I didn't even know what I need to study. 'm studying abroad by using money from changeable loan(when you didn't pass certain pointers, you'll need to pay a certain amount).
Too much of that amount got wasted on top-ups in online games, and I even using it for fulling my hobbies of eating.
Well, maybe that's too much. I should keep it maybe a little, I'm not doing any streaming jobs, so why do I'm playing more than 3 online games? I've even spent more than a $1000 USD , that's much more than my allowance in 10 months, even if my student dormitory was free (currently still).
Do I want my parents to be sad by my selfish desires? Watching porns(including hentais), playing games, locking myself without interacting with anyone, even my own roommate. Should I even called myself a person. Even the rotting trunk outside my room giving benefits to nature. How about me? What do I do to change-
The door of the room opening with the shadow of my friend, Michael, entering the room. He even gave me a bottle of juice. Because I told my friends that I got sick caused by the climate change. His brown face(that I always made jokes of him being black, even if he isn't) got a smirk, watching me lazing on the bed.
" Jessica gave you this, ", he said while showing me his tired face from going outside. " Did she said anything?", and I mean about wishing for my health or anything. I didn't meant anything by that, it just that my mom always kept messaging her when I didn't tell my mom about my wellbeing or my studies abroad. I was just lazy . So lazy. I even wish that there was a technology that will keep me healthy all the time without me moving, giving free wifi, free foods, complete commodity with heater and A/C, and maid robots. Oh what a selfish person I am!!!