Wow, it's really tragic.
Thinking about how all her efforts ended up being in vain, Shen Jingxian felt like her efforts were nothing but a joke.
How can one fight against the heavens?
She watched Wen Ranchen's hard work and how it paid off, and thought she could do the same, how laughable.
Thinking about Song Yan, who was originally her close friend, and that young man who said "wait for me to come back" against the light, Shen Jingxian was tired. She didn't want to struggle anymore; she just wanted to give up.
She peacefully closed her eyes, ready to accept her death.
But after keeping them closed for some time, the imagined scene of a blade falling and her head flying didn't appear. Instead, the pain in her neck grew stronger.
Shen Jingxian couldn't help but touch it with her hand. Well, it's wet.
Oh, so it turns out she had already been struck with a knife, and now they're just waiting for her to bleed out.
Bleeding out was fine, but she was a bit afraid of the pain.
