Who am I? Where am I?
What did I just do?
Kita stared blankly at the word 'Cold' written in the simulation, unsure what to do for a moment.
The only reason she chose such a drastic option was that she had acquired the memory from the last simulation, her affection for Toru was maxed out, and coupled with her revered Ryo-senpai getting a boyfriend.
Under the double blow, her mind wasn't entirely clear.
But now, she clutched her head—
"What did I do, you idiot! Stupid! Ikuyo!"
Kita tossed and turned several times on the bed.
But no matter how much she regretted it, Toru's affection for her had dropped to below the level of a friend.
"No, I have to enter the simulation world to salvage this tragedy."
Simulator.
Initiate full realism mode.
[Due to the simulation character's imbalanced mentality and pathological state.]
[For the player's health, full realism mode has been disabled.]
What does that mean?
You won't let me in, only let me watch?
[You may enter the simulation world during critical choices.]
[At other times.]
[We apologize, but you cannot intervene.]
Kita stared blankly at the simulation screen.
She shouldn't have messed around; now she had a problem.
[After the suicide incident, Toru privately discussed the matter with Ryo. Nobody knows exactly what they talked about.]
[For the subsequent year, Toru increased physical contact with you. You even exceptionally did things that only couples would do.]
[Hugs, kisses, sleeping together. Toru consistently maintained intimate proximity with you, no longer refusing any of your requests, satisfying everything you asked for.]
[You became increasingly reliant on him, and your heart yearned to become his possession.]
[At the same time, your possessiveness toward him grew stronger, gradually becoming pathological.]
[On one occasion, Toru stayed overnight at Ryo's house to meet her parents. You were so consumed by loneliness that you made hundreds of calls that night. It was only the next day, upon seeing him again, and after greedily inhaling his scent and kissing him for a long time, that you barely calmed down.]
Sick... yandere?
How terrifying.
[Toru had originally planned to use gentle interaction to weaken your possessiveness, but he never expected that your possessiveness would increase instead of decrease, turning into its current state.]
[He felt some guilt but couldn't find a way to "cure" you. Toru believed that your obsession with him, even considering suicide multiple times, was entirely his fault.]
[During this year, Ryo suggested more than once that her boyfriend should give up on you.]
[Toru didn't need to go to such lengths for you.]
[Even if you committed suicide, he would not bear any legal responsibility.]
Ryo-senpai.
The way you abandon me and let me die is so cool.
[In the spring of the second year, you successfully performed exceptionally well and were admitted to the first track of liberal arts at the University of Tokyo.]
[During your freshman year, you and Ryo argued over Toru more than once. Your respected Ryo-senpai had no recourse against you. She also held significant responsibility for your mental breakdown.]
[But she didn't understand why the originally optimistic and lively Kita would turn into someone who couldn't survive without Toru.]
Ah... why is that?
Kita's eyes were unfocused.
I'm looking for the reason too.
It's d-definitely not because I blindly chose an option, causing the sudden change in style!
Mhm.
Not my fault.
[You repeatedly asked Ryo if she was willing to share her man with you. You offered to be the mistress while she remained the official wife, two women serving one husband, but Ryo rejected you every time.]
[Toru's love is limited; distributing it between two people would inevitably lessen it.]
[She could completely monopolize her lover, so why should she share him with you?]
[Ryo is not stupid.]
Oh, dear.
The me in the simulation looks so pathetic.
She's already willing to be the mistress.
Kita had originally thought that among the girls she knew, only Gotoh Hitori would be willing to be a mistress.
After all, Gotoh-san doesn't look like the type who could get a boyfriend...
Ahem, that comment might be a little harsh.
I should reflect on that.
[In your second year of university, you began taking law-related courses.]
[In the same year, Toru began his research in medicine. He had a wide range of interests and published several papers in top academic journals. The name "genius" had long spread throughout the school.]
[Aside from his talent, the love triangle gossip involving Toru, you, and Ryo was equally enjoyed by everyone.]
[For these two years, Toru has been accommodating you, fearing that you might attempt suicide.]
[He is like a spouse whose weakness is held by his superior, forced to endure heartless advances, again and again, suffering immensely.]
Say more.
I'm getting excited.
[On one occasion, Ryo discovered you two kissing in the act.]
[Ryo looked at her boyfriend, then observed you, huddled in his arms, trembling as if you were a frightened, helpless little animal, and didn't know what to do.]
[Helplessly, she had no choice but to warn you, telling you to stop this behavior.]
[You submissively agreed on the surface, but privately, there was no improvement whatsoever.]
[You continued to use suicide as an excuse to threaten Toru, making him satisfy you.]
Wait.
Is the atmosphere getting a little strange?
[Toru Affection -10]
[Current: Extremely Cold]
There's going to be a problem.
Hurry and realize it, the other me in the simulation.
Favoritism is not an infinitely disposable resource; you'll be abandoned if this continues.
[Ijichi Nijika advised you, but you ignored her.]
[Gotoh Hitori gathered her courage, only to be insulted by you. You mocked her for being a coward, saying it served her right to always be the loser.]
[Bocchi-chan cried because of your insults, ran home weeping, and decided not to hang out with you anymore.]
[Your parents did not discover your abnormality. You were only pathological concerning matters related to Toru; when dealing with classmates and regular friends, you were completely normal.]
[So normal that it was somewhat abnormal.]
[Every day, you attended classes, finished school, went on dates with Toru, went shopping with friends, were lively and cheerful, and went to bed promptly at 11 PM, never carrying fatigue over to the next day.]
[In this manner, you spent an entire year.]
[In your third year of university, Toru successfully secured admission to a graduate program and became engaged to Ryo. Due to their academic commitments, they planned to hold the wedding two years later.]
[This completely panicked you. You once again used the excuse of suicide, hoping Toru would turn back for you.]
[But Toru didn't.]
[He started a demonically focused pursuit of medical research, spending all his time in the lab. After continuously publishing several papers, his long-term mental strain caused a sudden asthma attack, and he collapsed and was hospitalized.]
[Upon hearing this news, you were filled with endless regret on your way to the hospital.]
[You had continuously pressured Toru, making him obediently submit.]
[You never expected that it would lead to such a result.]