Yesterday, Leonard hadn't gone back to the dorm. It was the first time he had confessed to someone, and he had been brutally rejected.
He didn't want to admit that his sudden, impulsive kiss had been disgusting, but maybe Joshua hated him for it.
Afterwards, he could only think about how utterly stupid he was. He'd always told himself he didn't like Joshua, yet he'd gone and done the very thing he despised most!
He wanted nothing more than to go back in time and punch himself in the face.
He had thought it would be unbearably hard to face Joshua again, but now that he was looking at him, it wasn't nearly as difficult as he'd imagined.
Although Joshua treated his confession as if it had never happened, it did make Leonard feel frustrated and oddly hollow, at least Joshua wasn't avoiding him.
Still… the more he thought about it, the worse it felt. Didn't that only prove Joshua didn't have even the slightest feeling for him?
So damn annoying!
