Han Soorin thought landing the job of a lifetime—makeup artist for LUMEN, the hottest K-pop boy band in the world—would be her dream come true. Billboards, music shows, sold-out arenas… and her ultimate bias, Jung Haejin, standing just a breath away.

But reality? A nightmare wrapped in designer clothes.

Haejin, the flawless leader adored by millions, is nothing like the angelic idol Gleams worship. Offstage he’s cold, sharp-tongued, and impossible to please. The first words he throws at Soorin? A sneer at her “lack of manners” and a warning she won’t survive a week.

Yet every day backstage pulls her deeper into their chaotic world—glittering stages, vicious rumors, obsessive fans, and the suffocating pressure of perfection. She sees the cracks in Haejin’s mask, the loneliness behind the spotlight… and against her better judgment, her hatred begins to blur into something far more dangerous.

When a scandal threatens to destroy them both, Soorin must decide: walk away from the idol she swore to hate, or risk everything to stand by the man she never expected to possibly... love?


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★ Light Me Up (Sung by Lumen boyband)— Chapter  7


★ The Boy Behind The Dragon (Sung by HAEL) — Chapter 25


~English and Korean mix & full English version


★ Supernova Takeover (Sung by Lumen boyband)— Chapter  36


★ Wear Your Chaos Crown (Sung by Lumen boyband)— Chapter  56


★ Is The Fame Worth It? (Sung by KYN) — Chapter 122 


★ Space Between Dark And Dawn (Sung by JAY) — Chapter 235 


★ My Valentine Star(Written By HAEL, Sung by Lumen boyband)— Chapter  313


★ We're Too Loud To Die (Sung by Lumen boyband)— Chapter  481 (Available on March 21st, 2026)


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Songs Featured & Available For Download