I'm having second thoughts about this story...
I went in, thinking I have a solid idea of what I want to write, but when I started writing, I discovered that I was, slowly but surely, veering off from the vision I had for the story.
Looking at this now, I'm greatly dissatisfied, and my depression sure isn't helping.
I'm putting this on-pause for now. I need some distance.
Maybe I'll pick it up next year, delete it, and/or start another story.
I'm really sorry to dissapoint you. I know you're expecting good things from me and I want to live up to that too. I don't want to do this either but I just can't go on like this.
And thank you for giving it a chance, anyway. I truly, and whole-heartedly appreciate it. Please wait for me, I'll pick myself up, eventually. Hopefully by then, you guys are still waiting for me.
Hateful_Fellow