(Rigel)
I watch her leave with those bloody brothers from my room's window. Every instinct screams to carry her away and crush her to my chest, not letting any other male touch even a single hair on her head.
Has she been intimate with him? Will I feel her emotions when she does?
Now that will be a new kind of torture. The one I certainly don't wish to endure.
Amaia is supposed to be my light and yet she is mated to Alnitak and she deeply cares for him. She doesn't speak clearly and yet I understand her predicament. The love she holds, the way she glances and glows when he is with her.
Amaia cares deeply and she loves selflessly. Without caring about her health she had let me feed on her.
I loathe myself for that, and sometimes I think that Alnitak is better for her than I am.
He is right when he says he won't hurt her. That's something I can't promise even if I want to.
