You & Me
Smart grabbed his phone and quickly opened the message:
✉️I'm here. Come downstairs.
Smart smiled lightly.
Finally… you waited long enough! he thought, pulling out his phone to call.
Jin answered the call immediately, and Smart spoke right away:
"Are you here?"
"If you miss me, I'm definitely here," Jin said calmly.
Let's provoke him a little, Smart thought.
"You're a liar!!!"
"If you don't believe me, then come out to the balcony," Jin's voice was heard.
Smart ran to the balcony, and the moment his eyes landed on Jin, he was both shocked and instantly overjoyed.
"Do you know you're crazy?"
"Yes, I am! I'm completely crazy about you! Now come down, or I'm coming up there myself!"
"Okay, okay, I'm coming," Smart said, hanging up immediately.
He quickly put on a comfortable outfit he usually wore at home.
He wore a pair of shorts and a short-sleeved shirt.
Even though it was autumn, it wasn't that cold.
He slipped on his sneakers, fixed his hair a little while waiting for the elevator.
A smile was bursting from inside him.
Jin was there… for him!
The elevator doors opened, and his steps rushed toward the person who had been on his mind all this time.
Jin had a cigarette in hand, leaning against the car, barely able to wait to see Smart.
Only a short time had passed since they had been together, yet it felt like he hadn't seen him for hours.
Finally, Smart appeared, walking toward him with a sweet smile.
Hmm… so tell me, how crazy are you about me?
I want to hear it!" Smart's voice sounded now very close.
Jin grabbed him by the hand, pulled him close, and pinned him against the car.
Smart's heart almost stopped.
"Jin, what are you doing?"
"Instead of explaining it with words, I'll show you with actions," he said, looking him in the eyes.
He leaned in, brushing his lips before kissing him slowly.
Their breathing became heavier when Jin started kissing him as if he were thirsty.
From time to time, he whispered,
"Smart… why do you have such delicious lips? I can't stop. I want to be on them all the time."
Jin's words affected Smart so deeply that he was overwhelmed with emotion.
"Jin, stop—we're in a public place. We can't behave like this!"
But Jin had no intention of stopping.
He melted against Smart's lips, unable to pull away.
Smart's hands tightened around Jin's neck,
while Jin's slid to Smart's waist, then slowly to his back.
The kisses grew even more intense and forceful, and Smart could barely endure the pain.
"Jin," Smart murmured, his voice muffled, "kiss me softly and lightly! My lips… they hurt!"
"Let them hurt! They're mine!
You have to endure this pain," Jin said, touching Smart's lips with his teeth and gently biting him.
Oh, Jin! Stop, please—I feel pain!"
"Okay, okay… I stopped! For now!"
"For now?" Smart opened his eyes. "What do you mean by that? Are you trying to hurt my lips?"
"I want to leave a mark, so that every time it hurts, you'll think of me," Jin said, looking at him with an uncontainable gaze.
"Hmm, I think you should take it easy… just a light touch until my lips heal," Smart teased, trying to provoke him.
"No way. Let your lips get used to the pain, and it'll be easier," Jin said, gently touching Smart's lips with his hands
Jin took a step back and glanced Smart over, from head to toe, taking in his outfit.
"Where are you going dressed like that? Want to get sick?"
He opened the car door, grabbed his jacket, and put it on Smart.
"No need, Jin. I'm not cold."
"Shut up—no arguments!"
Smart smiled softly.
Why is this person so attractive?
And now he's all mine!
If only he knew how long I've waited for this moment, Smart thought
.
Come with me," Jin said, taking his hand and interrupting all of Smart's thoughts.
Smart froze.
"In the car? Are we going somewhere?"
Jin opened the car door and helped Smart into the seat.
"Yes, we're going somewhere!"
"I have to go to work later! We can't go far," Smart said.
Jin smiled and pressed the gas pedal.
"Today, you've got the day off."
Smart looked at him again.
"Day off? What's the reason?"
Jin took his hand and spoke softly.
"The reason: you'll be spending the day with the owner."
Smart felt a little embarrassed.
"Shut up! What are you saying?" he said, lightly nudging Jin in the chest.
Jin grabbed his hand firmly, holding it against his chest.
"Let go of my hand now and watch the road.
It's more important to focus on the road than on me, right?" Smart continued teasing him.
"They're both important," Jin replied, his gaze fixed straight ahead, unwavering
Smart watched him without turning his head, lost in thought.
How long I had wished for this moment… to see him completely lose himself because of me.
But now…
What happens next?
Where will all of this lead?
I wanted so badly to make this person mine,
yet I can feel myself slipping into emotions far deeper than simple attraction.
I know there's a strong chance I'll get hurt.
But is it really worth the risk?
Damn… this is so hard.
It was almost early morning, and the sun hadn't risen yet.
Jin drove toward a hill, a place where the entire city unfolded like a breathtaking panorama.
"We're here," Jin said as he stepped out of the car.
"Come on, get out and stand next to me."
Jin leaned back against the car.
Smart walked closer and rested his back against Jin's chest.
Jin wrapped his arms around Smart's waist,
then gently rested his head on Smart's shoulder, holding him close in the quiet stillness of dawn.
Smart, stay close!" Jin whispered, his voice calm but firm. "It's cold."
"Cold?" Smart murmured softly.
"With the way you're holding me, how could I be?"
"I've never felt warmer than I do right now."
"Then let me warm you a little more," Jin said, pulling him even closer against his chest.
"Jin, you're not planning to steal my breath, are you?" Smart asked with a smile.
Jin smiled softly, still unable to believe how wonderful Smart was—sometimes shy, a little timid, yet so warm, gentle, and effortlessly lovable.
After a few moments,the first rays of morning appeared before them, spilling a light so breathtaking it felt unreal.
Smart leaned back against Jin even more, drawing in a deep breath.
"I've always loved sunsets because I get to see them more often," he murmured,
"but from now on, I think I'll love sunrises too—just because of this moment."
"Even if I can't watch them often," Smart continued quietly,
"I'll carry this moment with you in my mind every single morning."
Jin smiled, leaning close to brush a gentle kiss against Smart's neck.
From this moment on, this place is ours.
Our place.
"I'll bring you here whenever you want," he whispered.
"Just ask… and I'll always be here for you."
Smart turned to face him, locking eyes for a few quiet seconds before pressing a soft kiss to Jin's cheek.
In that moment, a thought raced through his mind:
I just want to forget everything else and let myself fall freely for this gorgeous face before me.
Can I really let myself do this?
Jin looked at him and understood that something was troubling him
"Endless thoughts?" he asked softly.
"Don't worry. I promise you, everything will be fine.
This is just the beginning, and of course, it's normal to feel a little scared.
But I think we should let ourselves be free.
Let's experience our feelings fully."
"Hmmm… okay," Smart murmured, letting Jin's words sink in as he gently stroked Jin's hair.
"Let our feelings decide for us."
His whole heart was melting, and Jin couldn't quite understand what this feeling was.
What's happening to me? he thought, staring toward the sunrise.
Why is my heart sending signals I've never felt before?
I just can't figure them out…
Uhh, maybe it's just a fleeting desire…
Let's just enjoy this moment for now.
Smart is finally in my arms!
What I've longed for… I've finally achieved.
Smart, tell me… why did you go to that place last night?"
Smart hadn't expected Jin to ask such a question.
Hmm… if I remember correctly, that was before we kissed, right?
"I don't think I owe you an explanation," he said with a teasing smile, enjoying the provocation.
Jin tightened his hold around Smart's waist.
"Do you want to be punished too?" he asked, a mischievous glint in his eyes.
Why? Who else is being punished? Leo?"
"Hmm… yes," Jin said, smiling with a hint of irony. "I think he won't escape Ren's hands.
I even hope he got punished in the harshest way possible."
"I don't think Ren was very strict this time," Smart replied, his eyes fixed on the breathtaking view of the city.
"I told him it was me who planned everything, so he won't punish Leo…
Maybe just a little, but only a little.
As much as he cares for Leo, I'm sure he'll be tolerant."
"Well then, today, it's you who has to be punished," Jin said.
"No!" Smart said, pointing a finger at his lips.
"As I told you before… everything happened before this moment!
You have no right to question me or punish me!"
Jin grabbed him, turned Smart to face him, holding him by the nose and pulling him closer.
"We'll see about that later!
Today, I'm tolerating you.
I'll make last night disappear from your memory!"
Smart looked him straight in the eyes and didn't say a single word.
But his mind began to speak endlessly
You can erase it only from your memory…
But from mine? No… you can't.
Do you know why?
Because I'll go back to that place again… even if I have to lie to you..
"From today on," Jin continued,
"I don't want you going anywhere without letting me know."
Smart opened his eyes in surprise.
What is he saying?! Do I have to ask for permission for everything?! Forget it!
He took a deep breath and asked gently,
"Why? Do I really have to?"
Jin looked at him, locking eyes.
If I say so, then yes… you do.
"Are you serious, Jin?
This is too much, isn't it?"
Jin grabbed his hand and led him to a grassy spot, where they both sat down.
Jin settled onto the soft grass, legs slightly apart.
Smart sat between them, leaning his back against Jin's chest.
Jin wrapped his arms around Smart's neck, and they stayed like that—quiet, close, and comfortable.
After a few moments, Jin finally spoke.
From now on, you're my boyfriend—and you better start acting like it!"
Smart heard those words, and a faint blush crossed his face.
"Am I your boyfriend already?" he asked softly.
Jin placed both hands on his face, gently turning Smart's head just enough to meet his eyes.
"Don't you want to be?"
Smart looked into his eyes and kissed him straight on the lips.
"Jin, I want you to belong only to me."
Jin kissed him back on the lips.
"That depends on your behavior," he teased.
Smart noticed Jin teasing him and turned his back, saying
There is someone in this world who admires my behavior… hehe."
The moment Jin heard the words "someone else", his eyes darkened.
He grabbed Smart with force, pinned him down, and straddled him.
"Who is this 'someone'?"
Smart saw his eyes darken and felt his breathing change.
"I don't want to hear that word again!
You belong to me," Jin continued in an agitated voice.
"Then I'll ask you one more time," Smart said firmly.
"Jin, will you belong only to me?
Will you be mine alone?"
Jin leaned close to Smart's lips and spoke softly, exhaling a warm, heavy breath onto his face.
"I've been yours alone for quite some time…"
Smart's eyes widened.
"Quite some time? How long?"
Jin hadn't expected Smart to be so deliberate and calculating, but he reacted immediately.
"From the very first moment I saw you," Jin replied.
Smart continued, curious and slightly teasing,
"What was the very first moment you saw me?"
Jin was slightly surprised by the question, but he didn't give it too much importance. He chose his words carefully as he replied,
"The moment you appeared in my office."
Smart stayed silent for a moment.
Are you lying to me in this moment? he thought, his hands tightly holding Jin's
Smart, today we're spending the whole day together," Jin said.
"Hmm… I don't know," Smart replied.
Jin raised his voice slightly, more authoritative this time.
"I'm not asking. I said you will be with me today!"
Smart smiled lightly.
"Are you always this commanding?"
"That depends on your behavior," Jin replied
Again, because of my behavior?
Then, Lord Jin, how do you think my behavior is? Does it meet your standards? Or does it need to be corrected?"
Jin was amazed by Smart's every move.
He couldn't fully read him, yet he found himself fixated on everything Smart did.
In that moment, Jin gently cupped Smart's cheeks from behind and lifted his face upward. Smart's head tilted back, and his eyes met Jin's —
So far, it's going really well. There's nothing to change.
"Okay, let's stay together today, but tonight I'll have to go home since I need to take Zoi somewhere."
Jin looked at him with a suspicious gaze.
"You think I don't know where you'll go after tonight?
But soon, it'll all be over.
You'll forget that damn place
Don't look at me like that," Smart interrupted his thoughts. "You know I have a sister too, and I need to take care of her."
Jin had no choice but to accept it.
Even if it might be a lie, there was nothing he could do at that moment.
It was the first day of their relationship, and he couldn't show his full strength.
"Okay, then, I'll make an exception today," Jin said.
Smart turned his whole body toward Jin and hugged him.
"Sorry!" he thought.
Even though today I'm not lying to you, I will in the days to come.
We both know we're lying to each other!!
I just hope our feelings will prevail and drown out every lie.
Jin was filled with warmth from that hug.
"Forgive me for every lie I've told, and for every lie I will tell…
The obsession I have to have you only for myself is stronger than any lie.
I will do everything to keep you, just for me," Jin thought, holding him even tighter.
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