"..."
It was subtle. Subtly oppressive.
I knew it had started when Shino asked to borrow a shower after our date and returned to my room wearing a camisole and choker—a rather fetishistic ensemble. She sat silently at the edge of the bed beside me, her gaze wandering. She was probably nervous about the change in our relationship.
How did I know? Because I felt the same way. Nervous. More nervous than ever before. So anxious I couldn't even remember what we usually talked about. What kind of conversation should lovers have? Two people, a boy and a girl, on the same bed, yet an unbroken silence stretched between us.
"Um, Gouji-kun..."
"Oh. What is it?"
I don't know how long that lasted, but Shino was the one who broke the silence.
"It's a little late to ask, but... are you really okay with your girlfriend being so... indecent? Should I be trying to be... purer?"
Her question was hesitant, as if she was testing my reaction. She glanced at me sideways, tilting her head slightly, as if afraid to meet my gaze directly.
Coming from Shino, who usually cracks crude, unrefined jokes, this question felt uncharacteristic, as did her demeanor.
That's why I knew she was genuinely troubled.
So, I had to answer seriously.
"I'm the guy who wrote erotic novels using Shino as my model, remember? Let me tell you, I'm far filthier, more depraved, and more lewd than Shino. Sorry, but I don't think I can change that. So... maybe it's okay. Maybe Shino should just stay Shino."
"...Heh heh..."
To be honest, it was a little embarrassing to say it out loud. But Shino chuckled softly, as if satisfied, leaned closer, and draped herself over me, plopping her head onto my shoulder.
"Thanks, you pervert."
"...No problem."
Her smile made my heart flutter again. Her usual assertiveness had faded, replaced by a quiet, gentle, and tender demeanor. Shino was always cute, but this was different—a vulnerability that stirred a protective instinct in me.
As I stared at her, her gaze drifted downward. Following its path, the corners of my mouth curled into a smirk, transforming my expression into its usual grin.
Her gaze had landed on my lower body, specifically on that part.
"We were having such a serious, heartfelt conversation, and you were this hard the whole time? Not that I'm complaining, but... heh heh... you might be even more depraved than I am."
"...How disgraceful."
"There's no need to apologize. If it were any less, I wouldn't be able to satisfy my desires."
I want to see more of Shino's erotic form, hear more of her lewd words, and do more lewd things with her. Shino wants to be seen, wants to be heard, and wants to be fucked.
It's a match of sexual fetishes, something Shino mentioned early on. But now I realize it's also a match of our intense sexual desires.
"Heh heh, since you're here... Let me see your cock... the proof of how aroused you are by me... the thing that stole my virginity and trained my pussy..."
With that, Shino slipped off the bed, got down on her knees, and crawled between my legs.
Through my pants, her fingers gently traced the peak of my tent. The glans, so sensitive, felt the slight pain of the fabric rubbing against it, but beneath that was a slow, seeping pleasure.
"I haven't showered yet. Is that okay?"
"Oh, absolutely. I can't wait to enjoy the rich, masculine scent that's been stewing in your pants all day."
Hearing words most decent people would never utter, blood surged even more fiercely from my heart to my lower body.
Shino licked her lips with a small, quick flick of her tongue, leaned closer to the tent, and reached for the zipper.
"Well then, here we go..."
The zipper slid down, and the erection that had been restrained by my pants sprang out with such force that it struck Shino's nose, which she had deliberately positioned close to the tent. She let out a deliberately exaggerated shriek. Shino wasn't the type to misjudge distances; this was almost certainly deliberate, aimed.
"Mmm... Just walking around all day, and now this... The smell is stronger than usual, it's almost overwhelming... Heh heh heh, is it just sweat?"
I don't know what my cock smells like, and I don't want to find out, but Shino's half-dazed, feverish murmurs are irresistible. Her warm breath brushes against the shaft, each word intensifying my arousal. My cock has become a separate creature, sharing only sensations beyond my control, and Shino's slender fingers reach out to gently stroke it. One hand presses down at the base while the other begins kneading my sensitive scrotum.
"Ugh, ah, Shino, wait a minute..."
"Heh-heh, no can do. I have to relieve your day's fatigue. Massage is crucial."
I'm not sure if Shino is feeling particularly devoted today, or if she's just in the mood to torment me, the opposite of her usual behavior. She ignores my words and doesn't stop her hands. In fact, the hand on my shaft strokes so softly, the pressure is barely perceptible, the pads of her fingers gliding over me.
"Then... shall we do it our way? Have sex. A rotten act performed without pretense, just for the sake of feeling good."
Her smile sent shivers down my spine.
Yes, all our previous sex had been justified by the pretense of gathering material, which then led to intimacy.
But the act we're about to commit requires no such facade.
After all, Shino and I are lovers, and lovers don't need a reason to make love.
"But before that, we need to let your cock know that we're lovers now. They say the head and the lower body are two different creatures."
I don't fully understand what she means, but it seems we won't be going straight for the kill. She'll tease me first.
Wondering what she's doing, I feel Shino's hand take hold of my shaft at my feet. Then, with a soft smack, her moist lips touch the glans.
She takes half the glans into her mouth, lips parting around it, and her tongue begins to lazily trace the underside.
"Leroo...♡ Lero, leroooo...♡ Chu, juru...♡ Nfuufu, the taste is... so rich♡"
Shino's usual composed demeanor had vanished, replaced by a wantonly relaxed expression as she continued her deep kisses on the glans. Her tongue tickled the underside, slithering across the surface like a caress.
The sight of her pushing back her long bangs would normally exude an air of cool detachment, but to me at that moment, it only fueled my masochistic desire to see her disheveled face.
"Mmm, pah... Do you understand now?"
"Maybe. It's so lewd, I can't tell if I'm just thinking of it as your usual service."
"Nnn, that's no good. I thought I was kissing like a proper lover."
With her faint smile, she doesn't look the least bit troubled.
I'm not entirely sure what a "lover-like kiss" is supposed to be like, but based on the words alone, I imagine something a little more cute and refreshing... just touching lips, perhaps. Tongue entanglement seems a bit too adult... I suspect she's speaking based on movie scenes—the kind of passionate kiss you often see in the final moments of Western films.
"Really erotic, you mean? Well, perhaps... something like this?"
Her smile is mischievous, like a child with a prank in mind. The moment I see it, I steel myself.
In the next instant, Shino opens her mouth wide and takes not just the glans, but half the shaft into her mouth.
"Mmph, gup! Nngh, gurgle, slurp, schuuuuuuuuuuuuu!"
"Whoa! Wait, stop!"
Tsurugi Shino wasn't the type to wait.
Her tongue relentlessly tormented my glans, vibrating with fine tremors as she sucked violently. Just when I thought she'd stop, she resumed with soft, rhythmic chuus, deliberately drawing out the sounds to make them even more lewd.
Whether consciously or not, her plump, firm buttocks writhed in a way that seemed almost desperate, the movement stirring an urge to seize that firm flesh right then and there. The impulse only intensified my arousal.
I wanted to grab her hips, plunge my cock into her love juice-slicked cleft, and pound into her with enough force to make it echo—but I suppressed that urge for now. There would be time later. For now, I should just enjoy Shino's fellatio.
I lowered my gaze.
"Mmmmmmm...♡ Even the pre-cum is so thick and intense...♡ Gouji-kun must want to come too, right?"
Her soft pink lips stretched wide in a perfect circle, her delicate features contorted as she took me as deep as possible, her nose wrinkling. The sight was unbearably lewd.
Her downcast eyes remained fixed on my face. Even as she performed such vigorous fellatio, Shino's focus wasn't on my cock, but on me. The visual information—the reality of it—was humiliating yet thrilling, making me want to unleash myself inside her—defile her.
I don't know what expression I wore, but perhaps mistaking my silence for consent, Shino smirked, one corner of her mouth curling upward.
"Suuuurrrr, suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!"
With unprecedented force, she pursed her lips so tightly her cheeks caved in, and she took my entire erect shaft deep into her mouth. Her saliva-soaked tongue relentlessly tormented my shaft until it was completely coated in her slick. Her lips were also pursed, but saliva overflowed from the gaps, trickling down her chin.
Unable to resist the intense suction, which seemed determined to draw not just the semen she craved but everything inside me, I released all the pent-up arousal that had been building through sight, sound, and touch.
Gush! Gush, gush, gush! Gurgle! Gush, gurgle, gurgle, gurgle!
"Mmph?! Nn, nnn, nnnnghhhhh!"
Unable to control it, I released the semen without any warning, and Shino groaned, her body shuddering violently as she took it all.
Semen overflowed from the corners of her mouth, dripping down Shino's chin, staining the bed sheets, and splattering onto the floor.
Chup...♡ Chuuu...♡
Even with her cheeks puffed out like a baby animal's from the semen, Shino didn't pull away until I finished climaxing. She gently sucked the remaining semen from my urethra, then withdrew her lips, clinging to my shaft as if wiping it clean.
"Gulp, gurgle... Pfft, haaah...♡ I thought I was going to drown in semen."
"...Sorry."
"It certainly startled me, but it just means you found me that arousing, right? I'm not upset."
Her scolding tone met my calm apology, tinged with genuine remorse.
But Shino quickly softened her expression, smiling as she always did. It seemed she wasn't truly angry, after all. Relieved.
Shino stuck out her tongue and slowly licked the semen dripping down her chin, as if deliberately showing me.
Her tongue couldn't reach the tip of her chin, so she wiped it with her index finger.
"Chup... chur, chupaa♡ Fufufu, thank you for the treat♡"
She put the white-flecked finger in her mouth and sucked noisily.
Watching this infantile act, I felt a strange... indescribable... peculiar excitement. As I stared at Shino sucking her finger, I felt the heat building again in my lower body.
"Fufufu... your cock is still so lively. In that case... let's introduce him to a lover too."
With that, Shino stood up, smoothly slipped out from under my body, and threw herself onto the bed.
Lying back, she slowly spread her legs into a wide M shape.
At the same time, she slowly rolled down her camisole, revealing her slender waist, the slight dip of her navel, and—beneath a thin layer of pubic hair—her slightly parted labia. Her pussy.
"See, Mr. Cock? This is your lover... my pussy. Hehe, we kissed just the other day, but our genitals kissed ages ago. And my pussy? Just a rough kiss deep inside and it goes weak at the waist, loosening my uterus... It's a little jealous, you know."
"You want me to kiss you until you're weak at the waist?"
I leaned over Shino, bracing my hand beside her face. But she seemed to trust me completely, not even glancing at my hand as she stared intently into my eyes.
"Will you do it?"
"...I'm a little worried about my technique."
"Heh, of course. But... we have all the time in the world from now on. You can use me as your practice dummy, so please, go ahead and learn."
Ah, that's right. Shino and I still have plenty of time.
Not because we cut our date short and now have a long night ahead of us, but because, as newlyweds, we can maintain this rotten relationship for as long as we both desire.
"It's... okay, right?"
"Yes. Of course."
Our first act as lovers. Well, what's the point of that? But I think we should at least make it seem somewhat romantic. I learned during our date that Tsurugi Shino is the type of person who feels a sense of romance or specialness in such things.
Leaning my tall, slender frame forward, I slightly lift my hips and position myself.
Even just touching her entrance, I feel how slick and warm it is. What will happen if I actually insert myself...?
Lost in thoughts of that exquisite pleasure, I slowly lowered myself onto her.
"Mmm... mmm... so hot... it feels like I'm burning..."
Shino groaned, clutching the sheets.
Despite having experienced this honey pot countless times before, it hadn't grown lax at all. Its slick walls, slick with her own arousal, tried to swallow me deep, yet also clamped down greedily around me.
The friction was intense, amplified by our close contact. Whether I was pushing in or pulling out, the pleasure was intense for both of us.
"If I were to say... this act, this position... I've felt it so many times before. But it's strange... just one word, one change in our relationship, and it's like everything feels different..."
Sweat beaded on her forehead. Her flushed cheeks were bathed in warm, moist breaths.
Alluring, I suppose. Shino murmured, radiating an almost overwhelming sensuality:
"How... how do you feel right now?"
"It still feels good, just as always. But there's something more—this warmth, this tenderness... It's welling up from deep inside me, from the depths of my chest and belly. A feeling that makes me want to hold you and kiss you... Could this be love? Love for you. Hehe."
I couldn't tell if it was deliberate or if her body was truly reacting.
But the moment Shino sang of love with a smile, my cock sensed her vagina gently pulsating.
"I feel like I want to stay connected to you like this forever... Our bodies joined as one, embracing each other... Occasionally rolling around on the bed, playfully teasing..."
"I, Shino, I never thought I'd be into all that... you know, being all lovey-dovey."
Shino wrapped her arms around my back and waist, saying something that made my stomach churn just hearing it.
"I thought the same. But now that we're actually doing it, it's not so bad. Ugh, I'm beat. I always hated those overly affectionate couples in public... but I can tell I'm turning into one myself."
"...Should we stop being so affectionate?"
"No way. We'll keep it up until we're both sick of it. You feel the same way, don't you?"
"...Yeah."
I never imagined I'd become this kind of person either. In fact, I used to inwardly tut at those overly affectionate couples I'd see in public.
But now, I understand that feeling. I want to show Shino to the people walking the streets. I want to brag that my girlfriend is the cutest girl in the world—even though I know I won't actually do it. Even I have days when I want to eat something sweet, even though I know it'll give me heartburn.
"Shino—"
At least today, I don't mind the heartburn.
I lean in toward Shino's lips, determined to savor this sweetness to the fullest.
"Wait. I just gave you a blowjob, remember?"
Shino's hand reaches out and presses against my lips.
"...It'd be a lie if I said it doesn't bother me. Even so, I want to kiss you, Shino."
"...I see. Heh heh, you always know how to make a girl feel good. Don't say I didn't warn you if you regret it later."
After a moment, Shino removes her hand and offers her lips to me.
I slowly press our lips together, then move to slide my tongue inside, only for hers to meet mine at the same moment.
We savored every breath, devouring each other hungrily. Tongues intertwined, lips were gently bitten, and saliva mingled.
With each touch of our tongues, Shino's inner muscles pulsed as if her heart were trembling, tightening rhythmically around my shaft.
Connected by two sets of mucous membranes—mouth and genitals—we felt an illusion of being completely joined, as if we had become one living creature.
"...It tastes strange."
"I told you, but I'm still glad."
The taste spreading in my mouth brought back my composure.
It was undeniably unpalatable. Yet Shino bravely, even lasciviously, took it into her mouth and swallowed. Her courage and depravity made my heart race.
We kissed once more, and I began to move my hips slowly back and forth.
"Chup, nnn... chum, nhaah... nnn, more..."
Squelch, squelch, gurgle...
Responding to Shino's demands, I gradually increased my force and sped up.
With each impact, Shino's sweat flew, spreading her scent. It was a mixture of her natural fragrance, the refreshing smell of sweat, and a thick, sour-sweet, feminine aroma rising from below. This intensified my arousal, driving away all calmness.
I wanted to devour Shino even more. To feel her even more. Driven by this desire, my hands naturally reached for her breasts.
"Shino... again... your breasts... they've gotten bigger, haven't they?"
"Mmm... maybe... because someone keeps massaging them without getting tired of it. Haa... if my bras stop fitting... hehe... I'll make you come shopping with me... Nn... ah...!"
"Anything you want, I'll go shopping with you!"
Shino trembled slightly even when I merely traced the outline of her areola, but her reaction intensified when I touched her nipple.
Her usually soft, silky skin, reminiscent of silk, had become moist and slick, likely because not much time had passed since her shower, and our bodies, pressed tightly together, were now covered in sweat.
Shino's sensitive body reacted quickly. After just a little teasing, her nipple swelled, and her areola grew more pronounced.
"Ah... Nngh... Hnn... Nnnngh...!"
"Shino... Shino... Shino!"
My desire for Shino felt like it was about to explode. I could do nothing but call her name over and over, thrusting wildly.
By now, each piston-like thrust of my hips was driving my cock deeper, stabbing relentlessly against her cervix. I couldn't stop myself. With every deep penetration, Shino's vaginal walls quivered and rippled.
"Ugh, ah... No! No, no, no, no! I don't know if I'm already coming or about to come!"
Shino writhed her entire body as if trying to escape the pleasure, shaking her head back and forth in denial.
But her limbs remained firmly entwined around me. Her arms clung to my back, her legs locked around my waist.
This was a clear demonstration of her unwavering determination not to let go.
It was proof that the pleasure had overwhelmed her to the point of instinctively rejecting it.
Her eyes and lips melted in ecstasy, tears and saliva trailing down her cheeks.
"Shino... I want to come inside you...! Come inside me! Let me feel your love for me in my womb!"
Shino's cries came in ragged gasps, her bangs plastered to her forehead with sweat.
This was a disheveled, unguarded side of her she never showed in public.
A sight reserved only for me, something only I could witness.
Ah... my lover is the best.
The most adorable, the most erotic, the most—
Shino tensed her limbs, embracing me with a strength her slender frame seemed incapable of.
The tip of my cock thrust deeper into her cervix than ever before, perhaps even slightly penetrating it. That's how intimately we were connected. Just as Shino was holding me now, her contracting cervix and vaginal muscles clamped down tightly around my shaft.
With each lewd squelch—schlick, schloop, schlick—my resolve crumbled further. Sensing my impending climax, I leaned forward and kissed her lips with all my might, and then erupted.
"Mmmuuuuuuuuuuunnnn! Mmmu! Ahah! Achtu! Iii! I'm coming! Kuuuuuuuuuuun!"
Bjuuuuuuuuuuuu! Dobiu! Bjuu! Bjuuuuuuuuuuuu!
It was the most intense pleasure I'd ever experienced—and undoubtedly the most semen I'd ever ejaculated. A massive gush of white fluid erupted onto the sacred entrance of Shino's uterus.
The novelty of being lovers, the overwhelming sweetness that made my chest ache, my feelings for Shino—all of it combined to drive me to this point. The contractions of her vaginal muscles were more painful than ever before, squeezing every last drop of semen from me. Shino might have been in a similar state.
"Nchuuu! Haa! It's coming! I can feel it! My orgasm, it won't stop! Dpuf, dpuf, I can't stop it!"
"Ugh... Ugh... Haaah...! I'm sorry... I'm still coming...! It feels so... so good...!"
"I'm... I'm... This is the best... the most intense... feeling... ever... ♡"
Squelch... Squirt...
Even after the final spurt ended, Shino's vaginal muscles continued to contract rhythmically for several moments.
Release it all... squeeze every last drop... Amidst the wave of fatigue that washed over him, he saw Shino's smile—contented and serene, as if she were drifting in a blissful half-dream.
*****
"Heh heh heh. I almost burned myself. Does that mean your feelings for me burn that fiercely?"
After finishing, as they lay side by side on the bed, Shino rubbed her lower abdomen and spoke.
"That's fine. I love Tsurugi Shino."
It's embarrassing to say it aloud, but I feel like dodging the question would be wrong. When I answer honestly, Shino's smile widens.
"What a coincidence. I love you too. Heh heh heh, so it's true—a romance that starts with sex. Sometimes, even pure love isn't so bad."
Come to think of it, she said something like that before.
Back then, I brushed it off as a joke, but now Shino and I are lovers—in a romantic relationship, I should say.
"Let's look forward to a long and happy future, then?"
"...And likewise. I'll do my best not to let you throw me away."
An angelic smile.
It's a clichéd expression, a little cheesy, but there's no other way to describe Shino's smile right now.
She heals all she beholds, fills hearts with exhilaration, and ensnares them in love—
"I suppose I have to work hard not to be the one abandoned," she said.
"You're serious?"
"I'm quite serious. I have no one else but you, but you have Kotoha besides me."
Oh.
Now that I think about it, how am I supposed to explain this situation to Kotoha? And how should I treat her from now on?