Being a female doctor pays well, but the stress builds up more than you'd imagine.
So naturally, after work, I'd head out into the city to hunt for men.
"Phew..."
I smoke a cigarette in bed.
Next to me lies a man who's already spent and fast asleep.
"...Seriously, don't fall asleep before making a woman come."
The reason I keep having so much sex despite my age is that I want to stay feminine forever.
To keep pumping out those female hormones by having great sex with great men.
But right now, I'm left unsatisfied, resorting to smoking after sex.
I might as well be some middle-aged guy.
"Sigh..."
As I absently watch the wavering purple smoke, his face floats into my mind.
Much younger than me, adorable, yet astonishingly monstrous down there.
Suddenly, my uterus throbs intensely.
Where this man barely grazed, he could effortlessly reach.
Hell, he might even tear right through with how magnificent he is...
"...I've decided."
Leaving the hotel fee and a brief note, I step out.
*****
Just ringing the doorbell makes me inexplicably nervous.
"...Ah, Ayako-san. Good evening."
"Good evening, Shin-chan."
"Please, come in."
His slightly bewildered expression soothes me as I enter.
"Would you like something to drink?"
"No, I'm fine."
We sit at the living room table.
"Sorry for barging in so late."
"Not at all, I just finished my assignments and was free."
"I see."
"So, about that important matter you mentioned..."
I kiss him without warning.
"Mmph?!"
As he clearly tenses in surprise, I slip my tongue between his lips, swirling it lewdly.
"Pwah... Ah, Ayako-san...?"
Without pause, I unzip his pants.
Already half-hard, yet far larger than the man from earlier.
I immediately take him into my mouth.
"Ngh... Ah..."
Enjoying his agonized expression, I torment him with practiced skill.
"Ah, Ayako-san, I'm gonna—"
"It's fine, give me all you've got."
Splurt!
Instantly, my mouth floods with thick, white liquid.
I swallow every drop with a gulp.
"...Amazing, still rock-hard right after."
Feverish, I remove my hair clip.
My prideful black hair—rivaling even my best friend's beauty—cascades down.
"Oh?"
I notice his hand reaching for my chest.
"My, do you love my breasts that much?"
Delighted, I bare my proud J-cup bust.
Only slightly smaller than my best friend's.
"Go ahead, suck... Nn, yes..."
His gentle suckling at my nipple is so endearing, I can't help patting his head.
What is this feeling?
After countless partners, I'm overwhelmed by emotions I've never felt before...
"...I'm putting it in, Shin-chan."
His massive penis enters my dripping pussy.
"Ah, haaaaaaaaan!"
That alone nearly makes me climax.
Such a cute face with such a vicious cock.
"Shin-chan, you're incredible!"
Riding him fiercely, my heavy breasts bounce with each thrust.
It hurts, but feels too good.
"Shin-chan, move your hips more!"
"Y-yes!"
He obliges eagerly.
His powerful upward thrusts don't just reach my cervix—they threaten to tear through it.
"Kah, hah...!"
Despite all my experience, I've rarely made such obscene faces.
Always composed, freely indulging in pleasure.
But with him, I feel utterly out of control—terrifying.
"Ayako-san, Ayako-san..."
Watching him strive to please me, my heart aches more than my womb.
"Shin-chan..."
I wanted to be the carefree type.
Casual encounters, mutual pleasure, easy goodbyes.
That lifestyle suited me—I planned to keep it forever.
Marriage? Never crossed my mind.
Yet...
(...I want him... all to myself.)
That's forbidden.
He belongs to my best friend.
Occasional play is one thing.
But serious involvement? Taboo.
It would hurt everyone—her, him, and especially me.
"Ayako-san, are you okay?"
His sudden question startles me.
"Huh? Why?"
"You're... crying."
I hastily wipe my eyes.
"Ah-ha, sorry. Your cock feels so good it brought tears."
"I see. Tell me if it hurts."
His gentle smile makes my chest, womb, and vagina clench simultaneously.
Ah... I see. It's far too late now.
"Hey, Shin-chan. Do me missionary?"
"Eh? You always prefer cowgirl then doggy..."
"I want to see your face."
"O-okay."
Guiding me onto the bed, his hands cradle my back.
"You've gotten quite skilled, Shin-chan."
"Wah, sorry!"
"Why apologize? Silly."
I giggle softly.
"Don't hold back—pound my pussy hard..."
His powerful thrusts resume.
"Hah! Nn... Ah! So deep...!"
Thud after thud.
His glans mercilessly batters my cervix.
It feels unbelievably good...
"...I love you."
"Eh?"
"I've... genuinely fallen for you, Shin-chan."
The truth spills out.
"Never felt this way before. Casual sex partners were enough. But... I desperately want you as mine."
"Ayako-san..."
"But you're Shizu-chan's... I have to accept that."
No—tears well again.
"...At first, I was devoted only to Shizuno-san."
"Eh?"
"But now... I love Yurina-chan and you just as much. Does that make me terrible?"
"Shin-chan..."
I wipe my tears.
"...Come here. Just focus on me now."
"Y-yes!"
His pistoning resumes fiercely.
"Ngh! Ahn ahn ahn ahn aaaaaaaah!"
Each thrust threatens to shatter my consciousness.
Is this youthful vigor...? No.
Perhaps it's the power of love.
"Shin-chan, I'm coming!"
"Let it all out!"
He drives into me relentlessly until—
"—IIIIIICK!"
My loudest scream yet echoes through the room.
Collapsing atop him, our bodies entwine.
"...Sorry, Shin-chan. That scream... neighbors probably heard."
"Ah-ha, can't be helped..."
His kindness knows no bounds.
"...Hey, Shin-chan. Earlier—did you mean it? Loving me and Yurina-chan like Shizuno-san?"
"...Yes. Every word."
Hearing that, I smile.
"Good. I've decided."
"Eh? What?"
"Fufu, secret for now."
I kiss the first man I've ever truly loved.
*****
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