"I-It's just, I don't feel comfortable..." I say to Esther, feeling suffocated and trapped, literally trapped in this case. My new tail twitches a bit, clearly just as uncomfortable as I am.
"And what makes you uncomfortable, Evelyn?"
"E-Everything... BDSM itself... I-I don't get it..." I even found it interesting to watch the scenes with Esther when it was just a game, but now that I'm the one experiencing it, I feel uneasy, and being naked like this makes me feel exposed.
"...Evelyn, I like BDSM very much, and do you want to know why?"
"...Y-Yes..." I never really knew exactly why.
"Because in BDSM is when I can be sadistic, in an acceptable, appropriate way, and by defining exactly how much I'm going to hurt the other party. In torture, I don't define any of that; in torture, I'm supposed to hurt the other person as much as possible."
"But in BDSM, I set the pace..."
"In short, you have control?" I say, somewhat annoyed. So that's it.
