Li Hongmei only attended elementary school for two years, and she can't recognize all the characters. Her handwriting looks like a dog's scrawl, but it's clear she tried her best to write. Despite the many spelling errors, you can still guess the meaning.
The notebook records how she was harmed by dirty hands and threatened. In the diary, the girl treats Wang Xiu like her own mother and sees her second brother as her white moonlight. Before that, she always liked her second brother, but after such things happened, she felt she wasn't worthy of him. However, those two people kept threatening her, saying that if she didn't behave, they would go after her second brother, forcing her to compromise every time.
In the diary, the girl also wrote about where her savings book is kept. If anything happened to her, she wanted all her money to be used by her second brother to raise his children and for him to take care of Wang Xiu in old age.
