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Chapter 57 - End your show.

I can feel you thinking about me.

How fucking dare you?

You could have just been honest with me

Why did that scare you?

It takes a special person to lie

About being married...

Tried to lure me in with your sweetened words

I should have buried

All of the emotions

And notions

All the explosions

And potions

I should have protected my heart.

Should have avoided her ocean...

I should have watched for the flags.

I should have seen through the drama....

You fucking met half my friends

Got introduced to my Mama...

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Whoa...

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Let me slow down

I can't let that stress get me.

I hope you feel the pain I did.

I hope you never forget me.

I hope you get what you wanted.

I hope this pain will reset me.

I had to cut off the exchange,

I don't care if you regret me.

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Lost woman...

I hate that things turned out how they did...

I was so ready to marry

I was ready for a kid...

I sometimes wake up thinking of you

You just run through my lid...

I mean my head,

All in my bed

I know you hate what you did...

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I can feel you dreaming of me.

You can't seem to let me go.

Far too late for that.

Too great for that.

You're blocked,

I'll never know.

It was never set in stone

The way you made me think it so.

You were hiding things

and lying,

So I had to end your show.

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Now, unfortunately,

I've got an extra exe on my record...

An extra strike against my worth.

Don't make my past look so checkered...

I should have looked a little closer

Should have listened to lectures...

Now I have another wound to tend

Before it can fester...

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