Everything is predestined, whether it's inanimate or living.
When I first woke up in this world, I immediately understood that I was abandoned.
I didn't know who I was, what my name was, why I was alive, or what I was living for. I always felt sick to my stomach, and I realized it was hunger.
I tried to steal from other people or merchants, but when I was caught, I always felt like dying from the pain. No one cared. I lived alone in a deserted place because I was always seen as less than human and hated for no reason. But there was still one person who cared about me, and that was an old grandmother.
She taught me how to survive by trading. She fed me. I felt safe for the first time, but again, this world was cruel to me. The grandmother was killed by robbers. No one cared about her. I didn't know what to feel or what to do. At that moment, I remembered her words, "Be a good person and don't do bad things." So, thanks to her teachings, I decided to change my life and become a street vendor selling homemade matches because the cold has arrived.
At first, everything went well. I was able to buy food, even if it was just a little, and I could buy clothes to keep warm, even though I was still sleeping in a slum. I began to feel like my life was changing. But then again, this world is cruel. I was beaten by thugs because I didn't give them the money I made from selling, and they took everything I owned. I had nothing left, but suddenly, war was declared between countries. I was forced to become a soldier. I was trained to shoot, aim, and kill.
I was placed in the front lines and ended up dying again. At that moment, I was taken by a group of people. I was taken to a dark place with many people, and I was still in extreme pain. Suddenly, I was taken to a place where people dressed in white were removing something from another body. The first person said, "His body is so small and badly injured, he'll die soon." The second person said, "So what should we do with him?" The first person said, "Let's just take his internal organs and throw them away." Then they took the parts of my body that still looked good. When they took them, I felt excruciating pain. Then, after that, I was thrown somewhere in the middle of a snowy forest. I felt like I couldn't do anything anymore, in my last moments I asked myself what I was living for, until i finally dead.