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And every time I think the planets are aligned—
all in my favor—
they fall out of place.
I try so hard to make even the smallest things work out for my own good.
If things don't go the way I hoped, I have to let them go.
Not because I'm being selfish,
but because I'm choosing me—
learning to value my self-respect and integrity.
I've always lived a life of endless pain,
and the struggle keeps getting harder every single day.
But sadly, I can't vent to anyone.
Even when I try,
I feel like no one truly understands me.
As the going gets tough, and the tough keep going,
I move day by day,
constantly asking myself:
When will the pain end?
I just want to be happy.
I just want to be loved.
And I just...
I want everyone to give me the same energy I give them.
I try not to get emotionally attached to anyone,
because I already know how it's going to end.
Still, regardless of everything,
I'm grateful for the few people who stay close—
the ones who always try to keep me happy.
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