1. "DEEPEST THOUGHTS"
2. "RAISE YOUR SPIRITS"
3. "PERFECT TIMING"
4. "Reality VS Fantasy"/ "PULLING ME"
5. "LADY OF MINE"
6. "SAFE WORDS"
7. "FEELS LIKE HOME"
9. "REASON FOR SIGHT TONIGHT"
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"Deepest Thoughts"
I took a moment to write you a sum of words just to illustrate my feelings, I'm not the best when it comes to communicating, so I used my gift to communicate my deepest thoughts to whom I see love with.
I'm not the type to leave you asking yourself unanswered questions about my intentions, I wanna be your nigga, I wanna have romance with you, I wanna hear about your day every evening, I wanna hear your voice every moment before I sleep and I wanna call you whenever I start to wishing you were right next to me.
If you have been waiting for real love, I promise to be worth the wait because I too have felt like a lonely star in the sky, for so long but now we're about to shine beautifully like the moon and it's closest star.
I know I must be crazy dwelling about love when this world doesn't display any acts of affection anymore but I'm my own person, so I will create something out of nothing, one day we'll look back at this moment and celebrate the experiences we had together.
These are my deepest thoughts about you, I've read it over and over just to make sure that I didn't miss a part, through every part of these thoughts, I kept your beautiful face and your healing energy in mind, I hope you find it special as I meant it to be.
******************************************************************************************************"Raise Your Spirit"
I was giving up, I was losing my mind and I was letting my childhood trauma create the monster in me, I even allowed the things I grew up seeing shape the young man I am today but that's not the case anymore.
I was losing myself into the dark side, I was giving up on myself and I was letting the past interrupt with my life, I even lost so much time just trying to find a place where I don't belong. I was too blind to see, I was too desperate to see the signs, I was too dark to follow the light and I couldn't even string a prayer together, simply because I was living a life that didn't have good intentions.
It was easier to fuck around than to be stable with one person, it was easy to be without love than having something meaningful, to protect and to have responsibility of something is the one thing that I was running away from. I'm trying to be a better person, I don't want to be a man with a long list of wrongdoings, I'm only trying to have something that will bring out the best in me and kill the evil in me, I've felt alone for so long and I wanna change that. Maybe it's time that I open up to love, maybe there's something better in love, maybe having a special person without other girls would bring me more light and peace, maybe that's what I need in my life right now.
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"Perfect Time"
GRAB a seat,
REST your hands on my hands,
DIRECT your eyes onto my eyes..
Night after night, day after day, I have been waiting for a moment like this, at some point I thought I wouldn't have the privilege of being the luckiest man to feel in love and a woman's warmth. A sight of your face brings me to my knees, a taste of your kisses is a body heavenly touch, a look into your eyes brings my heart peace, a warm embrace of your body is like a chair in heaven and a hearing of your voice is music to my soul.
I'll place my trust in your hands, I'll rest my love in your heart and I'll put my ego aside every time your self esteem feels forsaken. If love blinds my eyes, I'll follow the sound of your voice, if my fears get loud in my head, I will listen to the sound of your heartbeat and if the world brings me negative, I will keep your smile in mind, raise your spirit and cleanse mine with the love that comes from the bottom of your heart.
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"Reality VS Fantasy"
This is the moment I've been longing for, even though it's real, I feel it's some kinda fantasy because when I take a good look at you, your beauty only exist in the dreams of the night, my reality is full of challenges and pain but when you around me, I feel like I'm in fantasy. You came here just by yourself but it feels like there's a positive light shining over you and a aura surrounding your spirit, I feel it in the energy that you bring. I get a break from reality when you're in my presence, I get a break from my pain and my demons disappear when you're next to me, we should just turn off our phones and escape to the place our souls take us. This is the moment I've been longing for & even though it's real, I feel it's some kinda fantasy because when I take a good look at you, your beauty only exist in the dreams of the night, I'm going through some shit in my reality but when you around me, I feel like I'm in fantasy.
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"Pulling Me"
Pretty you are, I'd love to sit next to you once more, just so I could enjoy the moment of looking into your eyes while you speak your mind and I feel like your energy could be good for me.
I'm a long way from perfect, that I know but that doesn't change the intentions I carry, love comes with baggage, I'm aware but something about you keeps pulling me inner.
Usually I choose to run away from love but with you, it's different, no matter what's happening around me, I keep drawing closer and closer to you, instead of running away from love, here I am looking for love in you.
Pretty you are, so pretty..
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"Lady Of Mine"
I sit on this chair with a purpose to write my truth, I pen these words together to make my point clear, I write this with clear intention to give you enough reasons to give me your hand in love, I hope these words enlighten you.
I'm nowhere near perfect but I can try my best to give you zero reasons to regret loving me, I don't wanna add onto the pain you already been through, I wanna pour my love onto you while you do onto me as I do onto you, with you I wanna build something real, I'm talking about real love and true intentions.
I'm here to be the one that holds you tight when you need to be held, I'm here to be the moon in your ocean, whenever you feel like something is missing, I am gonna be the flame for your fire, I'll pull you up when you feeling low, I'll love you healthy and treat you.
Cheating and playing games isn't my cup of tea, I'm not gonna be perfect when it comes to communication and understanding but I'll try, I'm not gonna be perfect when it comes to being calm and trusting but I can try to because all I want with you is love, genuine love.
I can withstand the challenges and the arguments because those are always gonna be a part of it but if we love each other through it, we're gonna move forward to be something to call our own, I'm here for a relationship and genuine ass love.
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"Safe Words"
Tell me if you'd love us to slow down, we'll ease into it with kisses, tell me if you want the room dark or bright, we'll be naked in sight, your body will be in my care, so tell me when you wanna feel something.
Tell me if you're feeling uncomfortable, we can watch a movie if you changed your mind, we'll cuddle and fall asleep, your ear will be on my chest and my heartbeat will lay your mind down to sleep, we'll be together as one, so tell me when you wanna make love to me.
I can go slow, I can go fast, I can go harder and I can also keep it gentle, it's really up to what your body enjoys the most.
Tell me if you'd love me to play music, we'll dance along to the music of our bodies, you'll fall in love with the part of me sucking your lips while you express your pleasure, in this moment of love, your satisfaction is my priority, so baby tell me if you'd love me to slow it down.
Safe Words.. press your thighs on me when you feeling like you're about to climax, I'll know how far you are through the shaking in your legs, hold my head down if I'm kissing it right and just tell me to keep it right there if I'm at the right spot.
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"Feels Like Home"
I've been.. I've been without peace, light, love, joy and good emotions, been caught up in a dark spirit, going out of my mind, feeling my soul getting darker bit by bit, doing wrong and handling it all wrong.
Feels like I've got the world on my shoulders and I hate the way I feel but it feels much better when you around me, whenever I'm next to you, hearing your voice, seeing your eyes, that's when I feel much better and the weight on my shoulders becomes less heavy and the pain in my eyes disappears.
It feels like I'm right where I belong when you talk to me, it feels like home when I'm in your presence, this cold heart of mine becomes so warm, you make it feel like home, this is where I wanna be. Trouble follows me everywhere I go but when I'm with you, I feel so safe and free, bad stuff chase after me constantly but when you around me, I escape all kinds of bad shit, somehow you feel so much like home, can I stay with you?
You calm my hothead down, your words kiss the scars on my heart, your smile reassures me and without you, I been going out of my mind, just all over the place, trapped in the dark but the moment you reach out to me, the light comes back on, everytime I'm with you, it feels like home.
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"Reason For Sight Tonight"
You're my reason for sight tonight..
I'd choose to watch your beauty any time of the day, there ain't nothing else I would rather do than to be caught up in your perfection, baby your body quality please my eyes.
I made a promise to give you nothing but the best of my love, pleasure and passion, that hasn't changed, I wanna take your body to it's favorite place as soon as we lay down in the middle of the bed. I wanna sit down on the couch while you step into the middle of my feet, I wanna put my hands on your body when you only got your panties left, I wanna pull them off slowly from them thick thighs until I reach your ankles, I love that part when you put your hands on my shoulders and put each of your feet up so that the panties come off right. I can't get enough of your sexy thighs, perfect breasts, cute face, pretty eyes and sweet lips.
I'm addicted to so many parts of your body, I get to kissing all over you as soon as those clothes come off 'cause I'm addicted to seeing you receive pleasure, I'm addicted to the way your eyes look when I'm in touch with your soul. I repeat, you're my reason for sight tonight, I wanna take your body to it's favorite place as soon as we lay down in the middle of the bed.
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