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Chapter 6 - The moment of heaviness

She left the café without looking back.

The city air was cool, carrying the scent of autumn leaves and distant coffee.

Cars hummed.

People rushed.

But Evelyn walked slowly.

Not because she was lost.

But because she was here.

Present.

No longer running from her face.

No longer chasing approval.

No longer pretending.

She passed a boutique on the corner — glass walls, mannequins dressed in structured coats and bold silhouettes.

The kind of place where fashion wasn't worn — it was declared.

And then she remembered.

She had to shop here.

For orientation.

Not because she needed clothes.

But because she needed to show up — not as the girl who changed her face to be loved.

But as the woman who was finally learning to wear her truth.

She pushed the door open.

A soft chime rang.

And like always, the room noticed her.

Not with stares.

But with glances.

The kind that flicker — quick, curious — when someone doesn't fit the mold.

A woman in a silk jumpsuit tilted her head.

A girl whispered to her friend.

Another looked away too fast.

Evelyn didn't flinch.

She walked past them, to the rack of tailored blazers, her fingers brushing the fabric.

She wasn't here to impress.

She was here to claim.

Then a voice.

"Can I help you find something?"

Evelyn turned.

A young woman stood there — mid-twenties, dark curls pinned up, wearing a minimalist black dress with silver buttons.

Her eyes were warm.

Her smile, genuine.

And something about her felt… familiar.

Evelyn studied her.

Not her face.

But her kindness.

And then it hit her.

This was her.

The same assistant.

From the future.

In every life, in every season, this woman had always been kind to her.

When Evelyn came in after her first panic attack, eyes red, voice trembling — she had handed her tea.

When she came in with a new face, unsure, hesitant — she had said, "You don't need to change to belong here."

When she came in during her lowest days, wearing oversized coats to hide — she had remembered her name.

And now?

Now she was here.

Before the pain.

Before the betrayal.

Before Evelyn became someone even she didn't recognize.

And she smiled.

"You're shopping for orientation, right?" the assistant asked.

Evelyn blinked. "How did you know?"

"Parsons?" she said, nodding toward Evelyn's tote bag with the school's logo. "You're not the first student who's come in looking like they're about to face a battlefield."

Evelyn laughed — soft, surprised.

And for the first time in years, it wasn't forced.

"That's exactly how it feels."

"Then let's get you armor," she said, grinning. "Not literal. But close."

She led Evelyn to a rack of structured blazers, wide-shouldered, bold-lined.

"These," she said, pulling out a deep navy one, "make you feel like you own the room. Even when you don't."

Evelyn touched the fabric.

Heavy. Strong. Unapologetic.

"I'll take it," she said.

And then a coat — asymmetrical, one sleeve longer than the other, stitched with silver thread.

A dress with a high collar, like it could shield the heart.

Boots that clicked with purpose.

She wasn't buying for beauty.

She was buying for being seen.

And the assistant watched her with quiet approval.

"You've got a real eye," she said. "Most people come in looking for safe. You're looking for statement."

Evelyn met her eyes.

And in that moment, she wanted to say:

"You don't know how much your kindness saved me."

"You don't know how many times I came here just to feel seen by someone who didn't judge."

"Thank you. For remembering me before I remembered myself."

But she didn't.

She just smiled.

And said, "I think I'm finally dressing like the person I'm meant to be."

The assistant rang her up.

No rush.

No impatience.

Just calm, steady kindness.

And as Evelyn turned to leave, package in hand, she stepped toward the door — and bumped into someone.

She stumbled back.

A man.

Tall.

Well-dressed.

Wearing a tailored charcoal suit, his dark hair slightly tousled, eyes sharp, jaw defined.

For a heartbeat, she just… looked.

Not because he was handsome — though he was.

But because something in his stillness reminded her of something she couldn't name.

Like a song she'd forgotten.

Like a promise not yet made.

And then it hit her.

Julian Vale.

Her fiancé.

The man who had promised her forever.

The man who would one day stand beside Serena, holding her hand, smiling at the camera, while Evelyn lay in a hospital bed — forgotten, heartbroken, dying.

She had said yes to him.

She had worn his ring.

She had believed his vows.

And he had thrown it all away — not for love.

But for convenience.

For image.

For the woman who fit the mold.

And now?

Now he was here.

Ten years earlier.

Before the proposal.

Before the lies.

Before the betrayal.

Still a stranger.

Still untouchable.

Still him.

He looked down at her — not with annoyance, not with charm.

But with recognition.

Not of her face.

Not of her name.

But of her soul.

And Evelyn?

She felt it too.

Not love.

Not hate.

But memory.

A flash of pain.

A whisper of loss.

A lifetime of silence.

They didn't speak.

They didn't move.

They just stood there — frozen.

In the middle of the boutique.

In the middle of time.

Eyes locked.

Breath still.

The world around them blurred.

And for one impossible moment, it was as if the universe had paused — just to let them see each other.

Not as who they were.

But as who they had been.

And who they could still become.

They didn't smile.

They didn't look away.

They just… recognized.

And in that silence?

Everything changed.

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