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Chapter 1 - infinite steps

He woke up with a jolt, his mind reeling in confusion. His body felt heavy, unresponsive, as if weighed down by an invisible force. Despite the sudden awakening, exhaustion seeped through his bones, making his limbs feel like lead. He tried to lift his arm, to grasp something, anything, but his body refused to cooperate. His brain was a jumbled mess, overwhelmed by the sheer volume of information flooding his senses.

Everything was visible, yet nothing was clear. It was as if his mind was trying to process an infinite amount of data, each piece fighting for attention. The sensation was dizzying, like being shown an endless, intricate drawing that shifted and morphed before his eyes. His thoughts were a tangled web, impossible to untangle.

And then, suddenly, he snapped back into focus. The world around him coalesced into sharp relief. He sat up, gasping, and looked around. A sea of green grass stretched out before him, swaying gently in the breeze. There were no buildings, no structures of any kind, just the endless expanse of grass.

He stumbled to his feet, his brain struggling to make sense of his surroundings. As he walked, his mind worked to piece together fragments of information. But the more he walked, the more he realized that something was terribly wrong. He didn't know where he was. He didn't know who he was. His memories seemed to be gone, replaced by a hollow feeling that echoed through his mind.

All he knew was movement. His brain seemed configured to respond to basic commands – walk, stand, sit – but anything beyond that was a mystery. Panic began to set in as he realized the extent of his amnesia. He looked down at his hands, foreign and unfamiliar, and wondered who he was, where he came from, and why he was here. The only certainty was the soft grass beneath his feet and the vast, empty landscape stretching out before him.

He opened his mouth, feeling the familiar sensation of his vocal cords vibrating, his throat releasing air, and sounds shaping into words. But as he listened, he realized that no sound was escaping his lips. The silence was jarring, a disconnect between the physical sensations in his throat and the absence of noise.

In his mind, however, he was conversing with himself, thoughts flowing freely. He was thinking in a language, but what language was it? He couldn't quite grasp the specifics, but the words and concepts felt familiar, like a distant memory. Yet, when he tried to translate those thoughts into spoken words, they remained trapped inside his mind.

The frustration was palpable. He knew what he wanted to say, but the words wouldn't emerge. It was as if his mind was speaking a language that his mouth couldn't articulate, or his voice couldn't produce. The disconnection between his thoughts and his ability to express them was maddening.

He wondered if he had ever known a language, or if this was some fundamental aspect of his identity that was lost to him. The more he thought about it, the more he felt like a stranger in his own mind, unable to communicate with the world outside. The silence was oppressive, a constant reminder of his disconnection from everything around him.

He walked, his feet carrying him forward with a sense of determination. But as he traversed the vast expanse of grass, he realized that nothing was changing. The same scene unfolded before him – endless green blades swaying gently in the breeze, a vast sky above, and an unsettling emptiness beyond that. No landmarks, no features, no signs of life. Just grass and sky, repeating infinitely.

He tried to change direction, to break the monotony of his walk. But as he stood still, attempting to get his bearings, he felt a strange disorientation. Everything seemed to centralize around him, as if he was the axis of a spinning wheel. There was no sense of left or right, no concept of north or south. The directions he'd always taken for granted seemed to melt away, leaving him with a sense of confusion.

The flow of information in his mind began to resemble the earlier sensation – a jumbled, overwhelming sense of possibilities and contradictions. He struggled to comprehend what was happening, his mind rebelling against the lack of reference points. Suddenly, he snapped out of his attempts to navigate. It dawned on him that there were no directions, not in the way he understood them. The grassy expanse stretched out before him like a paradox – a straight line that was also a vast, endless field with infinite possibilities.

He felt lost, suspended in a world without coordinates or boundaries. The only constant was his own movement, his footsteps sinking into the grass as he walked on, unsure of where he was going or what lay ahead.

As he gazed up at the sky, he felt a growing sense of unease. There was no sun, no clouds, no features of any kind. The sky was a perfect, unbroken expanse of... nothing. He stared, his mind struggling to comprehend what was happening. How was the field lit, if not by the sun? The thought sent a shiver down his spine.

He sat down, feeling the weight of hopelessness settle in. He'd been walking for what felt like hours, but when he thought about it, his mind insisted it was only two minutes. The discrepancy was jarring, making his head spin. He leapt to his feet, trying to shake off the feeling of disorientation.

Walking backwards, he tried to gauge the distance he'd covered. But as he looked back, he saw himself staring back at him. The figure was identical, mirror-like, and as he gazed deeper, he saw another version of himself, and another, and another. The reflections seemed to stretch on infinitely, a dizzying corridor of identical faces.

But then, the images began to shatter, like glass splintering into a thousand pieces. The fragments fell everywhere, and he felt a sense of disquiet as he realized that the version of himself he'd been staring at was looking straight back at him. It was never him to begin with.

The distance between them began to shrink, the other him moving closer with an unnerving slowness. Their eyes remained locked, a sense of foreboding building in his chest. He felt a presence closing in, a presence that was identical to him, yet fundamentally different.

And then, just as the other him was about to overlap with his own form, everything froze. The world seemed to hold its breath, poised on the brink of something momentous. He felt a sense of anticipation, a sense of dread, as he waited for... something. For someone to make a move. For the world to snap back into motion. But for now, everything was suspended, trapped in this eternal moment of uncertainty.

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