Cherreads

Chapter 17 - 17: The Test of Minds

The following morning brought Lucius to a small rarely used room in the ludus administrative complex. Originally designed as secondary office, it had been adapted for the meeting with Metilius, offering adequate privacy while remaining accessible for occasional medical supervision.

Servius had performed admirable work during the night. Combination of genuinely therapeutic treatments and strategic cosmetic touches produced convincing appearance of initial recovery — Lucius looked significantly better than the previous day, but still clearly convalescent. Residual pallor, slight tension in posture suggesting persistent discomfort, occasional hand tremor carefully calibrated to indicate nervous system still affected.

Seated in simple chair, Lucius waited patiently, mind perfectly alert despite external appearance. He had used the morning's first hours for preparatory meditation, centering his mind for challenges to come.

The door opened without prior announcement, revealing Gaius Metilius. The man entered silently, moving with economical grace of experienced predator. His pale gray eyes immediately found Lucius's, without any pretense of social courtesy.

"Your recovery is remarkable," he commented without formal greeting, placing small leather bag on simple table separating them. "Exceptionally strong constitution or does Servius possess uncommon medical talents?"

"Perhaps both," replied Lucius, allowing slight hesitation in voice. "Servius seems to know more than a common provincial physician."

"Undoubtedly." Metilius sat, movement as fluid as it was silent. "Alexandria produces physicians with knowledge beyond the conventional."

The casual reference to Servius's specific education confirmed that Metilius possessed sophisticated information sources. Lucius registered the detail while maintaining expression of polite curiosity.

"I regret this misfortune delayed our planned training," he offered, maintaining respectful tone.

"Circumstances are rarely ideal," replied Metilius with indifference. "Capacity to adapt is fundamental for any true development." His eyes never left Lucius's face, without disguising his constant evaluation. "Today's session will be merely preliminary. A foundation for when you're physically recovered."

"I understand," agreed Lucius. "I'm at your disposal, within my current limitations."

Metilius opened his bag, removing apparently common objects — small wooden board with checkered pattern, set of simple pieces carved from diverse materials, and sealed parchment scroll.

"We'll begin with mind evaluation," he explained casually, positioning board between them. "Particularly appropriate during your recovery. Mind frequently reveals interesting aspects when body is weakened."

Lucius observed attentively while Metilius arranged pieces in apparently random configuration. Some seemed familiar — reminiscent of traditional strategic games — while others presented abstract forms without obvious reference.

"This is a system reflecting many layers of meaning," continued Metilius, completing arrangement. "Each piece carries different values depending on context and relationships. Capacity to perceive these patterns reveals much about observer's mind."

Lucius studied the board carefully, immediately perceiving this wasn't simple strategy game. The established pattern, apparently casual, demonstrated sophisticated underlying symmetries and complex spatial relationships.

"Fascinating," he commented politely. "Was this system created by you or does it come from some ancient tradition?"

A slight smile briefly touched Metilius's lips — first genuinely human expression demonstrated. "Revealing question. You simultaneously recognize its apparent singularity while correctly suspecting deeper origin."

It wasn't exactly answer to presented question, but indirectly confirmed non-conventional nature of proposed exercise.

"How should I proceed?" inquired Lucius, maintaining expression of polite curiosity.

"Simply observe for now," instructed Metilius. "Let patterns reveal themselves naturally to your perception. Then tell me what you see."

The request seemed innocent, but Lucius immediately recognized his interpretation would reveal much about his thinking form. Implementing carefully planned strategy, Lucius allowed his eyes to traverse board in deliberately structured pattern. Instead of permitting natural reaction, he applied systematic analytical approach — treating exercise as mathematical problem to be solved methodically.

"I see intertwined geometric patterns," he commented after appropriate observation period. "Reminds me of Pythagorean teachings, perhaps with influence from oriental philosophies."

The comment was calculated to demonstrate sophisticated cultural knowledge without revealing any uncommon perception. References to established philosophical traditions anchored his observations firmly in context of traditional human knowledge.

Metilius observed attentively, his eyes registering each small facial reaction. "Interesting first impression. Do you perceive anything beyond basic geometric structures?"

"Numerical relationships between certain groupings," replied Lucius, deliberately focusing on concrete quantitative aspects. "Sequences suggesting mathematical progressions. Particularly notable in transition between edges and center."

Again, his interpretation was deliberately structured within conventional analytical parameters — mathematical, philosophical, culturally contextualized. Nothing suggesting fundamentally strange perception.

"Curious," commented Metilius, slightly tilting head. "Your approach is remarkably analytical. Structured, sequential, fundamentally rational."

There was something in observation suggesting slight surprise — as if response diverged from specific expectation. Lucius internally registered this reaction, subtly adapting his strategy.

"Perhaps result of military training," he offered, introducing element of calculated vulnerability through reference to possible past as soldier. "Certain habits remain even when we leave the legion."

Metilius didn't respond directly, instead reorganizing pieces in completely new configuration with fluid movements suggesting great familiarity with exercise.

"Second configuration," he announced simply. "Observe again, let impressions come naturally."

This iteration presented significantly more complex arrangement — less obvious spatial relationships, subtler symmetries, apparently random groupings resisting immediate categorization. Clearly designed to force observer beyond simple structured analysis.

Recognizing test intensification, Lucius adapted his approach. He allowed expression of slight confusion to briefly cross his face, followed by apparently more intense concentration. This time, when his eyes traversed board, he used less systematic pattern — occasionally returning to already observed elements, apparently seeking less obvious connections.

"This is more challenging," he commented after time. "Patterns aren't so evident." He made deliberate pause, as if organizing thoughts. "Perhaps it represents system in movement, not static? Elements suggesting transformation or flux instead of fixed relationships."

This interpretation calculatedly represented partial departure from his previous strictly mathematical-geometric approach, introducing more intuitive and dynamic elements. Still firmly anchored in conventional human understanding, but demonstrating cognitive flexibility.

"Elaborate," instructed Metilius, his attention visibly intensified.

"It's difficult to express precisely," replied Lucius, introducing element of appropriate uncertainty. "I have impression of potential movement between certain groupings. Like flux system captured at specific moment." He allowed slight brow furrow. "Perhaps poison effects are still affecting my perception? Sometimes I feel my thoughts still float."

Reference to recent poisoning provided convenient cover for any potentially strange behavior, while simultaneously establishing expectation of possibly altered perception attributable to temporary comprehensible causes.

Metilius observed him silently for several moments before speaking. "Remarkable how you adapt perception between configurations. Transition from strictly structured approach to more fluid interpretation. Significant mental flexibility."

"Just trying to compensate for greater challenge," explained Lucius modestly. "When one method fails, another must be tried."

"Precisely," agreed Metilius, something resembling approval briefly visible. "Fundamental principle many don't understand, even those accustomed to success."

While speaking, his hands moved again over board, this time producing drastically different configuration. Pieces now formed apparently chaotic arrangement — without obvious symmetries, groupings defying immediate categorization, spatial relationships seemingly deliberately contradictory.

"Final configuration," he announced, removing hands completely from board. "Observe carefully."

Lucius immediately recognized significant test intensification. This third iteration clearly designed to absolutely frustrate conventional analysis, forcing observer to abandon structured approaches in favor of more fundamental perception.

Critical moment, he recognized internally. Probably true purpose of this entire evaluation.

Implementing most sophisticated layer of his strategy, Lucius allowed genuine confusion to briefly manifest in his expression. This time, when eyes traversed board, movement was deliberately erratic — pausing at apparently random elements, repeatedly returning to certain areas, occasionally withdrawing completely as if seeking broader perspective.

After period of visibly challenging observation, he exhaled slowly. "This completely resists common interpretation," he admitted, allowing polite frustration in voice. "Traditional patterns seem deliberately subverted."

"Non-conventional impressions?" pressed Metilius gently, eyes never leaving Lucius's face.

Here was decisive point — moment where test probably sought to reveal something fundamental about his mind. Lucius implemented final aspect of his strategy, carefully calibrated to suggest uncommon but fundamentally human mind.

"Almost like..." he allowed voice to diminish, expression transforming into intense concentration. "A representation of perceiving act itself, not external object. Map of understanding process instead of something to be understood." Calculated pause. "Or perhaps illustration of how different people could see same reality in distinct ways?"

Interpretation was deliberately sophisticated philosophically without being genuinely strange — suggesting exceptional mind still operating within comprehensible human parameters. It introduced deep reflection without revealing fundamentally non-human perception.

Silence extended for several moments while Metilius studied him with uncommon intensity. When he finally spoke, his voice carried different quality — less clinical, more personally engaged.

"Remarkably perceptive," he commented finally. "Few recognize auto-referential nature of final configuration."

"Mere speculation," replied Lucius modestly. "Perhaps too influenced by my previous philosophical studies."

"Perhaps." Metilius reorganized pieces methodically, returning them to bag with precision suggesting significance beyond simple arrangement. "Or perhaps indicative of mind naturally inclined toward deeper levels of understanding."

The observation, delivered casually, carried significant weight. Lucius recognized he had successfully navigated first phase of test, but clearly awakened genuine interest instead of merely avoiding detection.

"Second evaluation," announced Metilius, unrolling previously sealed parchment. "Much more direct. Series of dilemmas presented for immediate resolution. Responses generally reveal fundamental character when pressed by difficult decisions."

Lucius nodded in understanding, internally preparing for next phase. Format suggested moral test designed to reveal fundamental values and decision processes — potentially more revealing than previous visual exercise if not carefully approached.

"First scenario," began Metilius, reading directly from parchment. "Ship carrying twenty people approaches reefs during severe storm. Abandoning five specific passengers would guarantee others' survival. As captain, you..."

"I need more information," interrupted Lucius immediately. "What criteria for selecting the five? Are there volunteers? Is there possibility of alternative solution sacrificing cargo instead of lives?"

Metilius raised gaze from parchment, eyebrow slightly arched. "Interesting initial response. You refuse to accept scenario limits as presented."

"Limits are frequently artificial," replied Lucius. "Best solutions generally require rethinking the very question."

Minimal smile briefly touched evaluator's lips. "Uncommon perspective. Proceeding then: there aren't sufficient volunteers, selection would be based on survivors' future utility to society."

"Utility determined by whom?" continued Lucius, maintaining rigorous approach. "Immediate value? Special knowledge? Fertility? Contribution to arts?"

Metilius observed him attentively during this reverse interrogation. "You fundamentally reject scenario's moral premise, it seems."

"I reject idea that good decision can be made with insufficient information," replied Lucius with quiet firmness. "And question wisdom of accepting choices presented as inevitable when they rarely are."

Metilius studied him for long moment. "Most men would simply choose to save strongest, richest, or closest to them. Few question dilemma's very structure."

"Perhaps that's why so many end up in situations where there are no good choices," replied Lucius. "By not questioning paths that led them there."

Evaluator slightly inclined head, as if reconsidering his approach. "Let's try differently. If you could save great philosopher whose ideas could benefit future generations, or ten common slaves, what would be your choice?"

"Again, dilemma presumes knowledge we don't possess," replied Lucius without hesitation. "How know which slaves could, if freed from current circumstances, produce even more valuable ideas? Or what descendants they might generate? History is full of great men born from humble origins."

Metilius slowly closed parchment, slight smile curving his lips. "You have singular mind, Lucius Mordus. You refuse to be cornered into false choices. Rare and... potentially valuable quality."

"Or potentially problematic," replied Lucius with calculated self-ironic smile. "Depending on perspective of who judges."

More Chapters