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Chapter 83 - Chapter 83 Don't You Dare Play the Victim With Me

Elara stood her ground, a statue of cool defiance. Her

delicate face was pale, and beneath the striking clarity of her eyes, faint

shadows of a sleepless night were etched. Upon closer look, the delicate red

tracery of fatigue was visible in their corners.

 

"Did you sleep at all last night?" Silas's voice

was thick with concern. He ignored her question, his left hand—still hovering

in the air—shooting out to gently encircle her wrist, pulling her a step

closer.

 

The warmth of his palm, now blessedly normal, seeped into

her skin. Elara's eyelashes fluttered, but she held her ground, a stubborn set

to her jaw.

 

"Silas, don't you dare change the subject. Answer my

question."

 

"I'm not," he insisted, a wry, helpless smile

touching his lips. "I just didn't want to frighten you. You're carrying

our child. The last thing I want is for you to be sick with worry."

 

A bitter laugh escaped her, devoid of any real humour.

"Is that so? If you wanted to spare me anxiety, then why did you vanish in

Italy without a word? Did you think I wouldn't worry? A wound like that... you

might hide it from me for a day, or a week, but did you plan on never

undressing in front of me again?"

 

Her hand trembled slightly as she gestured toward the open

collar of his shirt, her finger pointing accusingly at the bandage beneath.

 

"Or did you hope this would just magically disappear,

leaving no trace for me to ever find?" Her voice rose, trembling with a

mix of fear and fury. "You might get away with it once, Silas, but can you

hide from me forever?"

 

Her eyes glistened, red-rimmed as she glared at him.

 

The sight of her unshed tears was a physical blow to his

chest. "I'm sorry..." The words felt pathetic, inadequate. He had no

right to ask for her forgiveness, but a desperate need to hold her, to feel her

solid and real in his arms, overwhelmed him. He shifted, moving to swing his

legs off the bed.

 

"Don't you dare move!" Her voice was a whip-crack,

stopping him instantly. "Do you actually want to recover?"

 

He looked at her—her face a mask of ice, but her heart so

obviously soft. He gestured slightly with his right arm, his tone turning

deliberately, almost comically, innocent. "But Elly, it's my arm that's

injured, not my leg. Sitting up is uncomfortable. I just want to hold

you."

 

Elara stared at him for a beat, then let out a sharp,

exasperated laugh. The sixteen-year age gap had never felt more pronounced. Was

this man, this formidable, dangerous man, actually trying to use puppy-dog eyes

on her while she was in the middle of a righteous fury?

 

Dream on.

 

"Uncle Thorne," she said, her voice dripping with

sarcasm as she shoved her hands deep into her trench coat pockets and took a

deliberate step back. "Don't try that stunt on me. We are not finished

here."

 

The word 'uncle' made him wince internally. He'd been

demoted from husband to a geriatric relative in one fell swoop.

 

"Elly..." He drew a steadying breath, his

expression shifting into one of deadly seriousness. "First, answer this

for me. When you saw the gunshot wound last night, were you afraid? Did you

want to run away from me?"

 

Elara's defiant gaze wavered. She looked down, studying the

pattern on the rug for a long moment before speaking, her voice barely a

whisper. "Of course I was afraid. It was bloody and violent, and it turned

my stomach." She lifted her eyes, and the raw fear in them stole his

breath. "But what terrified me more was that it was on you. And the

chilling certainty that it could happen again."

 

She took a shaky breath, her composure cracking. "In

that moment, I truly understood the world you live in. It's a world where a

phone call in the night could mean you're never coming home. Where a bullet

meant for your arm could just as easily find your heart..." A violent

shudder ran through her. "Can you even understand that kind of fear?"

 

The pain in Silas's chest was acute. This was exactly why he

had wanted to shield her.

 

"And part of me does want to run," she admitted,

the confession tearing from her. "But even if I did, you would still be

the father of my children. Would my leaving magically make your world any less

dangerous? Would the bullets suddenly stop flying?"

 

The pressure in Silas's chest was unbearable. She was right.

He had dragged her into his darkness without a warning, and now she was trapped

in it with him.

 

"Elly, I am so sorry for pulling you into my world

without preparing you." He swung his legs off the bed and stood, this time

unchallenged. He took a step toward her, his gaze intense, pleading. "Give

me a chance now. Let me explain properly."

 

Their eyes remained locked in a silent battle of wills

before Elara finally relented, her voice stiff. "Fine. But lie back down

first."

 

"Can I hold you while I talk?" he murmured, the

request soft, almost vulnerable. "I'm a little afraid... of you walking

away."

 

He was afraid? The man who took bullets without a sound?

Elara narrowed her almond-shaped eyes, the urge to roll them almost

overwhelming. The audacity of this old man, playing the victim card. It was

shameless.

 

"On second thought, maybe you should keep it to

yourself. I'm not sure I want to hear it after all," she retorted, her

tone icy.

 

Seeing he had pushed too far, Silas conceded with a resigned

sigh. "Alright, alright. I've dug my own grave." His gaze swept the

sterile medical room. "But not here. Let's go back to our villa."

 

 

Back in the master suite of the main villa, the air was

still thick with unspoken words. Silas's eyes scanned the perfectly made bed,

noting the absence of her scent on the pillows.

 

"You didn't sleep here last night?" he asked, his

gaze settling on her as she perched on the sofa far from the bed.

 

"I slept in the guest room," she stated flatly.

 

Silas went completely still. Separate rooms? A dark,

possessive chill flickered in his eyes. He moved to sit beside her on the sofa,

but she was on her feet in an instant, moving to the opposite end.

 

"Stay on your side. Keep your distance," she

commanded, pointing to the vast expanse of sofa between them.

 

Pressing his tongue to his cheek, Silas obeyed, placing the

manila folder he'd carried in onto the coffee table. A no-man's-land now

separated them.

 

"Talk," Elara said, turning sideways to lean

against the armrest, tucking a cushion behind her back for support.

 

Watching her, a resigned smile touched his lips before he

began, his voice calm and measured. "The Winslow family's empire in

Oakhaven was built in the underworld. In their heyday, they were untouchable.

But you don't rise to that height without making powerful enemies, all waiting

for a chance to tear you down. When the political winds shifted and the city

cracked down on organised crime, many of those enemies saw their

opportunity..."

 

He paused, his eyes searching hers. "Do you know why

I'm so close to Ingrid, and why Arthur took the Winslow name?"

 

The sudden shift caught her off guard. "Why?"

 

"Because she was the last Winslow standing," Silas

said, his voice dropping. "After my grandfather, my two uncles, and my

mother were murdered by their rivals, Ingrid was all that was left. To avenge

them, she dropped out of university and took control of the crumbling Winslow

empire. She forced the underworld to take a young girl seriously."

 

Elara was frozen, her anger momentarily eclipsed by the

sheer weight of the story. The image of a young Ingrid, shouldering a blood

feud and a criminal dynasty, was staggering.

 

"Somehow, she held the family together, but it was a

shell of its former self. Ingrid saw it as a chance to rebrand, to legitimise

the business. It took years. Things only started to truly stabilise once I was

old enough to help." He leaned forward slightly. "The Winslows still

have influence, Elara, but we have rules. No trafficking. No drugs.

Never."

 

He spoke with a quiet conviction that was impossible to

disbelieve. Elara listened, her heart aching for the girl Ingrid had been, but

she knew this was only the preamble.

 

"Aren't you curious about why I was shot in

Italy?" Silas asked, a faint, grim smile on his lips. He saw the flicker

of anticipation in her eyes and continued, his tone gentle yet stark. "The

Winslows steer clear of vices, but we deal in one thing: arms. I've had a

fascination for the mechanics of them since I was a boy. I design them, refine

them, manufacture them. I sell them to governments and private

militaries."

 

Elara stared, her mind struggling to reconcile the man in

front of her with the world he was describing. It was like he was speaking a

different language, describing a planet she'd only ever seen in movies.

 

"The people who shot me were the Valenti family. A

powerful Mafia clan from Italy. Our business interests... conflict. They see me

as a threat to be eliminated. They found out I was in Italy and seized their

chance."

 

He finished, his dark eyes watching her, waiting for her

reaction, for the fear or disgust he dreaded to see. The silence in the room

was absolute.

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