ARIA
Usually, I call myself unlucky, a failure, a mistake, something that never should have happened and this was one of those times.
I thought I was hallucinating or the rain just covered my lashes and now I was just imagining shit in my fucked up brain but no, it wasn't an hallucination, it wasn't my lashes blocking my vision, it was my cousin banging my boyfriend and enjoying it.
Wow. Wow. Wow.
Not only are they banging each other and moaning like sexually starved creatures. They are banging themselves right there in my bedroom on my bed. My favourite spot for that matter.
I wasn't just pissed, I was heartbroken.
I know I'm not as hot as Cassie but I expected more from Cameron, I expected him to at least love me for me.
But I guess, I'm not worth it.
I guess I'm not worth being loved.
" Cammy." I whispered, my voice trembling. I didn't want to believe this but I had to, I was seeing it right there with my two eyes.
They didn't stop, they continued going at it. Fucking themselves as though I wasn't in the room.
" I'm about to climax baby." Cammy groaned, sinfulness dripping in his voice.
" Cum in me. Fucking cum in me."
" Cameron!!" I snapped, the sounds burning deep into my soul making my heart shatter even more than it did before.
The two of them instantly pulled apart staring at me— Cameron looked at me with fear and Cassie looked at me with disgust.
" Oh, it's you." Cassie scoffed and tapped on Cameron's chest— the one I used to rest my head on when I felt sad and miserable, the one which brought me comfort.
" Baby come on." She said.
Cameron's shocked eyes remained on me. " Ari…"
" Oh so now, I'm your Ari now? Weren't you moaning Cassie's name a second ago?" I spat in disgust, saying I felt hurt was an understatement.
Tears brimmed in my eyes. " Why??"
" Because he doesn't want you anymore!" Cassie sneered, I ignored her, facing Cameron hoping he would explain all of this.
" I-I I am so sorry Ari, please…you won't understand."
" I gave my body to you Cammy. I slept with you because you asked me too, I got a job to assist you in paying your mother's hospital bills, I did all that for you… and here you are banging my cousin? Why? Why are you so cruel?"
" Ari I…"
I couldn't take it anymore, I didn't want to break down in front of Cassie, I walked away…
" Ari wait."
I ran into the streets which was now covered with water— it had started raining again.
" How could he? How could he do this to me, after everything I'd done for him." I mumbled, my tears mixing with the rain droplets which rolled down my cheeks.
I heard footsteps behind me as he tried to catch up with me.
" Ari, wait. Please wait!" He yelled but i didn't want to see him. I didn't want to see anybody. I just wanted to be alone, to be away from everyone.
He finally caught up to me with shsky breaths and tapped me gently on the shoulder.
" Ari, please…" he rasped and I immediately turned, slapping him hard across the face.
" You think I'm stupid? You think I'm dumb Cammy? How could you fuck my cousin? One that I told you I hated one that I told you I despised with all my being? How could you?" I yelled and he blinked, still recovering from the slap I gave him.
He deserved it.
Don't feel guilty.
" Ari, everything I did I did for you."
" Cheating included?" I raised brows with a look of disbelief and disgust in my eyes.
He really was stupid.
I was just too blind to see it.
He reached for my hand to took it placing it on his lips, I immediately retracted and slapped him again.
" Listen to me Cameron. We're done and I never ever want to see you." I spat and he looked heartbroken for second then his eyes went back to normal, no far from normal, they became cold.
" You're breaking up with me?"
" Of course I am. It's over between us!" I spat again and was about to walk away when I felt something tight around my neck, it was Cameron.
And he was choking me.
He shoved my back again a cold walk at the back of the alley right behind my house. " What are you doing?"
" You can't break up with me. You have no right to break up with me!" He growled, his eyes dark, his toxicity choking me— even more than his hold around my neck.
" Let me go. Please." I cried, episodes of uncle Robert doing the same thing to me came back to me and my eyes stung. Not from the pain of being choked but the heart pain which burned in my chest.
This was the guy I loved with all my heart, the guy I have a chance when most people rejected him, I gave him a chance and he hurt me— he hurt me so badly.
His eyes softened but his grip did not, his eyes moved down to my lips and then reached for me, grabbing my lips into a rough kiss. Biting and chewing on my mouth.
I couldn't reciprocate the kiss, I felt so numb, so weak. So helpless.
Then, at moment when I thought this was it, this was how I was going to die, I saw someone.
A man, walking up to us.
He immediately, reached for Cameron and grabbed his neck, his hold weakened on my neck and I immediately fought for air, my throat burning as I breathed in.
The guy was a bright shade of red, just like what I'd seen earlier. He looked angry. No, I'm fact he looked furious as he looked down at Cameron.
He picked him from the ground as though he weighed nothing and kicked him, his body crashing to the wall beside me, I immediately covered my mouth to stop the gasp from escaping my lips.
He moved to him, his steps quick and precise, his shoes clicking on the wet roads, the rain drenching his shirt making it stick to his skin.
He looked so handsome, yet so terrifying.
I didn't know what he wanted but one thing I knew was that he was upset and it was with Cameron.
He picked Cameron again and this time. Straightened him, his eyes moved to the skin on his neck as though it was some fresh piece of meat then he did what I thought he couldn't.
He stabbed Cameron's neck
with his teeth, drawing his blood with an intense amount of speed.
My heart rate tripled.
What the actual fuck.