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Chapter 4 - Back To The City That Broke Me

The hospital lights were dim, but her baby's cry was piercing.

Avery Carter sat on the cold edge of the hospital bed, legs trembling, the weight of the world bundled in the soft blanket pressed against her chest. Her arms ached from exhaustion, her back sore from hours of labor, but none of that compared to the ache swelling in her heart. She was nineteen. And she was now a mother.

Her baby—her daughter—was quiet now, tiny and warm against her chest, her little fists curled like she was ready to fight the world that would never fight fair for her.

Avery looked down at the baby girl's round face, and for a moment, her chest squeezed tight. The little girl looked too much like him. The same nose. The same brows. And when those eyes opened—brown, soft, and full of quiet wonder—it felt like a cruel joke.

Avery pressed a kiss to the baby's forehead and whispered, "It's just you and me now, okay? I'll never let anyone hurt you. Not like they hurt me."

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Lexi sat beside her, eyes red, but smiling. "You did it," she whispered. "I'm so proud of you."

Avery blinked through tears, too tired to speak, too overwhelmed to smile.

But Lexi wasn't done. "I know it's not what you wanted. I know it's not what anyone expected. But that little girl—" she leaned forward and brushed her finger against the baby's cheek—"she's worth everything."

Avery nodded, her voice finally cracking through. "She is."

Then came the silence. Heavy. Real.

Lexi broke it gently. "You can't keep hiding forever, Ave. You need to go home. Tell your parents. The truth. All of it."

Avery flinched. "They'll never forgive me."

"Maybe. But you'll never know unless you try. And you're not just living for yourself anymore. She deserves to know her family too."

Avery turned to the window, watching the sun rise over the broken city skyline. Her old life waited out there—judgment, shame, consequences. But also, maybe… healing.

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It took Avery three more days to gather the courage.

Three days of diapers, night feeds, learning how to swaddle and soothe, and memorizing every inch of her daughter's face.

She named her Eden. Because even in chaos, she wanted her daughter to grow in something beautiful.

With Lexi by her side, Avery packed her things, bundled Eden into a baby carrier, and returned to the one place she had sworn she would never go back to—her parents' house.

Her heart pounded the moment she stood before their door. Her fingers trembled as she pressed the bell. Lexi gently touched her shoulder. "I'll wait in the car. But I'm proud of you. No matter what happens."

The door opened.

Her father's eyes widened. "Avery?"

She stood frozen. "Hi, Dad."

Then her mother appeared behind him. Her face changed when she saw the baby.

Her lips parted. "Is that…?"

Avery didn't lie. "This is Eden. She's mine."

The silence was brutal. Long. Chilling.

"I know I messed up," Avery said, her voice shaking. "But I'm not here to beg for approval. I just need… a chance. A roof. I'll work. I'll save. I'll fix things, just—please."

Her mother looked at the baby. Then at Avery. And then something cracked in her expression. "She looks like you," she whispered, reaching out and brushing Eden's tiny hand. "She's… beautiful."

Her father remained quiet. Tense. But her mother spoke again. "We'll take you back, Avery. But on one condition."

Avery nodded quickly. "Anything."

"You get a job. You save for your tuition. You go back to school. You don't waste your life."

Avery's lips quivered. "Deal."

Her mother pulled her in gently. And for the first time in a long time, Avery cried in her mother's arms—not because she was broken, but because she was finally healing.

And when Eden smiled that night, Avery felt hope again.

The next morning, Avery was up by dawn.

She left Eden in her mother's care, printed out a stack of CVs, and hit the streets. Lexi sent her lists of places hiring—offices, restaurants, retail stores, daycare centers, even receptionist jobs.

But one after the other, the answers came back the same.

"We're sorry, we're looking for someone with more flexibility."

"You're too young for this position."

"A new mother? You'll be distracted."

"You don't have enough experience."

Day after day, Avery returned home drained and defeated. She hated the way people looked at her. Like her child was a burden. Like her life was over.

Two weeks passed, and nothing.

Her savings were gone. Her pride was bruised. And her dreams of school, stability, and a future were fading fast.

She stared at Eden one night, asleep in her crib, clutching the edge of her blanket like she knew life wasn't going to be easy.

Tears slid down Avery's cheeks. "I'm trying, baby. I swear I'm trying."

Her mother came in quietly. "You've been strong. But don't let desperation lead you back to where you ran from."

Avery nodded. "I won't. Never again."

She slept beside Eden that night, whispering prayers into the dark, begging for just one open door.

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