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My Childhood Sweetheart Can't Possibly Be This Lewd - NTR

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Chen Yi and Lin Qingrou have been inseparable since childhood, neighbors, classmates, and best friends growing up together through every phase of school life. As they enter high school, the lines between friendship and romance blur, and Chen Yi realizes his feelings for the girl who’s always been by his side—a girl he thought he knew better than anyone. Lin Qingrou seems to embody every trait of the perfect schoolgirl: beautiful, intelligent, diligent, and modest—the archetypal campus goddess whom every boy admires from afar. Chen Yi, an average student with a penchant for games and little ambition, is shocked to realize the stirrings of young love for someone so close, and, with the encouragement of their friends, he finally confesses. To his amazement and joy, Lin Qingrou accepts, seemingly bringing his romantic dreams to life. But Chen Yi’s happiness is built on an illusion: Lin Qingrou, beneath her innocent, gentle exterior, harbors dark secrets and dangerous habits born of trauma and self-loathing. Pressured by an incident in her past—a rape at a party that left her body changed and her self-perception shattered—she falls into a spiral of sexual addiction and exploitation at the hands of men who see her as nothing more than a plaything. She presents the world with a flawless mask, but in reality, Lin Qingrou is trapped in cycles of shame, longing, and bodily betrayal, using sex as both punishment and escape. As Chen Yi experiences the innocence and sweetness of first love—the excitement of holding hands, shared laughter, and exploring gentle fetishes—he remains blissfully ignorant of Lin Qingrou’s double life. For her, each moment with Chen Yi is colored by guilt and confusion; she desperately wants to protect him from the truth of her depravity, even as she continues to be used and humiliated by others. The novel is a dark juxtaposition between youthful, wholesome romance and the ugly realities of trauma, addiction, and self-destruction. Alternating between sweet scenes of puppy love and explicit, shocking encounters, My Childhood Sweetheart Can't Possibly Be This Lewd explores the dichotomy of appearance versus reality, and the devastating lengths to which people go to conceal pain and find acceptance. As their relationship deepens, Lin Qingrou is torn between her growing affection for Chen Yi and her inability to break free from the chains of her own self-hatred. Can love heal a shattered heart, or will Lin Qingrou’s secrets destroy her final chance at happiness? NTR, Netorare, Adultery, Group Sex, BDSM, Humiliation, Sex Slave, Sex Toys, Incest, MTR, Married, Cheating Mother, Seduction, Objectification, Infidelity, Domination, Sexual corruption
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Chapter 1 - 1

Volume 1: First Love Section Chapter 1 Part 1

"Chen Yi! Get downstairs! You're about to be late!" 

A soft yet piercing shout accompanied by hurried footsteps approaching woke Chen Yi, who had stayed up all last night playing games. He opened his somewhat dazed eyes and gradually came to his senses, suddenly remembering he had to go to school today. His whole body jolted awake, and he shot up, fumbling to put on the clothes beside him... 

"Bang bang bang bang! Bang bang bang!" The sound of hurried footsteps grew closer, followed by frantic knocking at the door. 

"Ah! I... I'm getting up right now..." 

Chen Yi hurriedly finished dressing and quickly opened the door. Standing there was a girl, neatly dressed, petite, and cute-faced, but clearly worried. Chen Yi glanced at the time, dashed out of his room, grabbed the girl's arm, and ran downstairs. 

"You've kept everyone waiting downstairs for so long! We're almost late and I can't believe you're still sleeping!" 

"Sorry, sorry... let's hurry and get to school first..." 

Chen Yi rushed outside, snatched a piece of bread off the dining table and stuffed it in his mouth on the way out. His parents, sitting calmly at the table eating breakfast, showed no concern about their son possibly being late, instead they just smiled helplessly watching the two whirlwind children rush out the door. 

Fortunately, they reached school within minutes. Sitting at his desk, Chen Yi was reprimanded for staying up all night playing games. He was panting, looking at the girl sitting just beside him her name was Lin Qingrou. They had been childhood sweethearts, growing up together since elementary school, through middle school, and now high school. Their relationship had always been very close. Now, Chen Yi looked at her flushed face, still catching her breath from running, gently complaining as she tidied her desk. This girl who had been by his side so long, and whom he had never thought much about, suddenly stirred feelings in his youth-touched heart, a kind of unprecedented fluttering... 

"Ding ding ding ding..." 

The bell rang for class, and the teacher followed in, beginning the lesson as usual. Because of staying up too late last night and rushing to school in the early morning, Chen Yi felt a bit tired. The teacher's voice became muffled in his ears, his vision dimmed, and his body wobbled drowsily. In contrast, Lin Qingrou sat upright, focusing attentively on the blackboard with bright eyes and a serious posture, which caused a small heartbeat of emotion in Chen Yi's chest as he lay with his head tilted on his desk, watching her. 

Lin Qingrou was an academically excellent student and outstanding in both appearance and figure, naturally the school's goddess and adored by many boys. But everyone also knew that the boy dozing off beside her was no ordinary classmate. Even though they weren't officially a couple yet, few would dare to trouble them... 

"Hey! Wake up! Sleeping again?" Lin Qingrou's voice woke Chen Yi, who opened his eyes vaguely to see her face, both pretty and slightly annoyed. 

"What else could I do... I'm just tired..." 

"Who told you not to sleep earlier? You were almost late this morning and still look like you just rolled out of bed... Were you gaming again last night?" 

"It's the weekend, relaxing a bit is normal, right... huh..." Chen Yi stretched and rubbed his eyes, standing up, "Next is PE class, right?" 

"Come on! Everyone else is already changing!" 

They left the classroom and soon arrived at the locker room. When Lin Qingrou entered, the students changing inside gave a knowing smile. 

"Hey, Rou Rou, why so slow today? Did you drag your boyfriend here again?" 

"Uh... don't... don't say that... We're not like that..." 

Upon entering, Lin Qingrou heard the teasing and blushed deeply, looking like she might burst into tears. 

"You've known each other since childhood, you must understand each other so well! You're so close, it'd be a pity not to be together!" 

Since high school, being in the same class and sitting together had made such joking common. But whenever it came up, Lin Qingrou blushed painfully and whispered shy denials, "No... no... I don't really know him that well..." 

Her lowered head and reddened face caused the already changed classmates to burst into laughter, making Lin Qingrou even more embarrassed and speechless. 

"All right, all right, hurry and change. We're going out first!" 

The teasing classmates left discreetly after closing the door, and Lin Qingrou murmured somewhat sadly while changing, "He... doesn't know me very well either..." 

Soon the students had gathered in neat formation on the field. 

"Our recent physical activity seems low. Since the health check is coming up, this class will be a physical fitness test to assess your health condition..." 

Many students groaned; not everyone is good at sports just as not all excel academically. Chen Yi was average in athletics, not worrying about the test. Lin Qingrou, opposite her delicate appearance, was surprisingly very good in sports, possibly due to hanging around Chen Yi or her lively nature. Thus, she was confident about her physical test results. 

During the test, Chen Yi's attention involuntarily drifted to Lin Qingrou. Despite having grown up together, he wondered why recently he found it hard to look away from this familiar girl. She sat on a soft mat, legs together, stretching her back for the sit-and-reach test. Her slender arms raised high showed white delicate skin, and even as she lowered her head in effort, Chen Yi noticed her amazingly good figure for the first time. 

Her otherwise loose gym top was pulled up by the raised arms, revealing a slim waist faintly visible. Chen Yi clearly saw how Lin Qingrou's chest rose prominently under the loose top, forming a rounded silhouette beneath the shoulder the sight flushed his face as he tried to look away but couldn't. 

Lin Qingrou leaned forward, folding her upper body nearly parallel to her straight legs, stretching out her arms to the maximum, easily passing the test. Then it was the boys' turn, where many struggled with flexibility. Chen Yi, indifferent to flexibility, even got a negative score... 

Finally came the dreaded 1000/800 meter run boys naturally had an advantage in stamina. Chen Yi always compared himself to Lin Qingrou, assuming she couldn't run well. But when the starting gun shot, he saw her sprint well ahead, securing first place by a large margin. 

"Oh! You're so good at long distance running?" Chen Yi exclaimed. 

Panting, Lin Qingrou smiled proudly, "Heh, of course! You're a boy, you wouldn't find me impressive, but I never lose to the girls!" 

She closed her eyes, tilted her head back in delight, chest out and hands on hips, making her athletic wear hug her body tighter. The slight sweat from exercise accentuated her flawless figure, especially her slender yet powerful legs in the sports shorts. Chen Yi, feeling dizzy, quickly averted his gaze and took deep breaths, "Hurry, hurry! Run, don't walk!" 

After the last girl barely crossed the finish line exhausted, it was the boys' turn. 

"Go! Go!" Lin Qingrou cheered Chen Yi on, "Definitely! You've been sprinting so much, it must be paying off!" 

"Hah, easy for you to say!" 

At the starting line, Chen Yi prepared. Among all events, long-distance running was his best. Besides a few slips, he almost always got first. Still, standing on the track, some nervousness lingered. As he waited for the gunshot, his gaze wandered idly across the sports ground, and he caught sight of Lin Qingrou carrying an exercise mat toward the sports storage. Her graceful figure, delicate face, and healthy, beautiful legs in shorts made his heart skip a beat. 

"Bang!" 

The gunshot startled Chen Yi, who reacted late, then hurriedly started running to catch up with the others. 

Just over three minutes later... 

"Phew, it's gotta be me!" 

Chen Yi crossed the finish line first, eyes clear and spirit refreshed. After reporting his name and seeing his result recorded, he turned to look for the familiar figure usually so easy to spot, but she wasn't there. Chen Yi wiped sweat off his forehead, feeling an unprecedented, inexplicable loss. 

"She probably went to return the sports equipment, hasn't come back yet? Oh well, no rush, let's rest a bit." 

Chen Yi relaxed but planned to show off to Lin Qingrou once she returned, though he wasn't too anxious since running was his strong suit. 

Yet Lin Qingrou never came back throughout the morning. The teacher hadn't called roll after the start of class, so when school broke for lunch, no one noticed she was missing. Chen Yi, confused, wondered, "Did she go to the bathroom? Or was she feeling unwell and left early? I didn't expect her to skip class secretly..." 

Since this was the last class before lunch, Chen Yi waited briefly and, seeing no sign of her, decided to head to the cafeteria... 

Meanwhile 

"Ahhh... faster... finish already... class is over... huh..." In the dim, shuttered sports storage, soft, seductive female breathing echoed faintly. Unexpectedly, Lin Qingrou lay on a soft mat, her gym shorts torn off. A burly boy was mounted on her, thrusting hard... 

If anyone had seen this, they'd have recognized the boy as a notorious delinquent, a rich second-generation school bully, tall and muscular among peers, and used to getting away with bad behavior due to his father's influence even among teachers. He laughed scornfully, "What's the hurry? Lunch break is long. Forget class this afternoon! I'll take you out to eat loads!" 

His thick erection buried deeply inside Lin Qingrou's fair, tender vagina. The empty warehouse echoed with slap sounds and wet noises. 

"No... no... gotta have class... can't skip..." 

"Stop pretending! Who told you to be a good student? Fuck! Keep screaming, louder!" 

"Ahh... sorry... sorry... Master... please finish soon..." 

No one expected the pure, top student campus goddess to be laying in a dusty sports warehouse, ripped apart by a school bully's rod. Even more shocking was her reaction she didn't resist like a typical victim but half-shut her eyes in lustful mist, moaning with a charming sweetness contradicting her 'clean' image. 

Though her mouth begged for it to end, her body instinctively clung to him. Her delicate fingers gripped his neck, slender white legs wrapped his waist, her supple hips rocked in sync with his powerful thrusts. 

"Heh, you little slut, acting pure because you have good grades, but one hard thrust turns you into this haha! Keep pretending!" 

His brutal strokes grew more intense as the warehouse reverberated with lewd sounds, unheard by others due to the isolated corner and the lunchtime rush to the canteen. The barely concealed lust-filled sounds wouldn't be missed at the door, but no one was near... 

"No more pretending? I won't pretend anymore... Please be gentle, Master... slow down..." 

Under his vigorous assault, Lin Qingrou's body trembled violently as waves of pleasure shot through her spine, reaching climax. Yet the man wasn't satisfied, continuing rapid thrusts like a pile driver driving his thick rod into her. 

After a time, unable to ease her climax, Lin Qingrou's body ached, howling as she lost control... 

"Master... no more... please slow... too much... please be gentle..." 

She clung to him, face pressed against his ear, whimpering pleadings in a tender voice. Any man would melt hearing such pleas. Initially she was unskilled, but her quick learning allowed her to master winning men over. No one could resist such a girl's charm. 

His thrusts slowed but his voice was rough, "What? Slow? Didn't you want me to hurry before? What do you want, you little slut?" 

Then he thrust deeply once more, hitting her deepest spot. 

"Sorry, sorry! Master... not fast... just gentle... please..." 

"Oh? Gentle? So it's okay if your boyfriend waits outside longer, huh?" 

Mentioning Chen Yi made her body shiver, tightening her already narrow, tender passage. 

"Heh, lucky guy... stuck with a slut like you every day, probably gets to enjoy that wild pussy..." 

Despite no faster thrusts, her body trembled, climaxing again. 

"No... no... he and I... aren't like that... he wouldn't do that..." 

"Heh... the guy sure has no luck. Such a good pussy wasted on him..." 

With a strong thrust, he filled the condom to bursting, shooting deep into her womb, her inner flower hit with fierce pleasure, prompting another tremor and copious slickness. 

"Phew! So good! Didn't think your boring ass had such a good pussy... I'll let you off this time I'm heading to the internet cafe!" 

Pulling out, he put on his pants with a smug grin, tossing some bills at her still wet pussy with condom. 

"Th... thanks, Master..." 

He left through the door, shutting it behind, leaving Lin Qingrou sprawled, honeyed fluids dripping from the condom inside her. No one could guess this pure and admired campus goddess was so violated here... 

At the Cafeteria 

Chen Yi sat a long time but didn't see Lin Qingrou arrive, finding it strange. Just as he planned to get food himself, a tap on his back startled him. 

"Hm? Why haven't you shown up all this time?" Turning, he saw Lin Qingrou behind him. 

"Um... at lunch the teacher had us help return equipment, then count it again, so..." 

Her gaze was dodgy and her cheeks lightly flushed. Of course, Chen Yi noticed nothing and naturally believed her, turning back to get his food. 

Sitting opposite, Chen Yi watched his childhood sweetheart eat slowly, her delicate face soft as she chewed. Since his feelings started stirring, unpredictable waves of emotion hit him anytime he glanced her way, making him uneasy and guilty, so he averted his eyes, pretending nothing happened, but still sneaking peeks... 

Taken for granted before, only now did he realize the girl who had always been near him had grown into a graceful and alluring young lady. Not just taller, but her body had filled out beautifully with appealing curves. Although subtle due to her grade level, one could now see the charming silhouette of a woman. 

Her rosy cheeks and brows giving subtle flickers made Chen Yi sense something different today, though he couldn't quite place it. His mysterious heartbeat kept distracting him, preventing focus on anything else... 

After lunch, time passed quickly, and the afternoon classes were still their usual routine. Lin Qingrou attentively listened, while Chen Yi wandered mentally, as if nothing had changed, that peaceful monotony seeming eternal... 

"Ding ding ding ding..." 

"When going home, be safe!" 

The school emptied, students wandering toward the gates amid their laughter and the teachers' serious warnings. 

"Hey, why aren't you two together? You've known each other from childhood, right?" 

Lin Qingrou, caught in a gossiping group of girls, nervously twisted her clothes. 

"Yeah, but... because we've known each other so long, there's no feeling..." 

She laughed awkwardly, deflecting the questions. 

"Pity. Ever thought about trying?" 

"Ha ha ha, we see each other every day. No chance for that!" 

On the other side, Chen Yi walked with his boy group facing similar remarks. 

"Yo, Yi brother... look over there... Lin Qingrou, you two know each other from childhood, right?" 

"Come on... I said no!" Chen Yi felt annoyed by the repetitive questions that made him restless. 

"Ah, okay, okay... really never thought about it?" 

"Damn you!" 

"Hey hey hey! Fine, fine, I was wrong... I was wrong, I was wrong!" Chen Yi threw his bag at a friend, who caught it single-handedly. Before it hit the ground, Chen Yi grabbed it back and sent the friend running away, while the girls' side was full of laughs, here the boys were in chaotic uproar... 

"Bye-bye!" 

"See ya!" 

"See you tomorrow!" 

Students parted ways; Chen Yi and Lin Qingrou naturally walked home together since their houses were nearby and others turned off elsewhere. This made fellow students whisper in awe and jealousy. 

"Do you think they're secretly together but hiding it from us?" 

"Pfft... childhood sweethearts, love blooms over time... so perfect together... pity they aren't!" 

"Yeah... having such a good 'girlfriend' nearby yet not cherishing her... so foolish..." 

Chen Yi and Lin Qingrou walked forward, unaware of the gossip but intuitively knowing what was said. Both looked back at the same time, grinning helplessly. 

"Hey! See? So in sync!" (whispered) 

"No worries, we didn't say a thing! Bye! Stay safe!" (loud) 

They shared a silent understanding, smiling resignedly, continuing home... 

"Bye~ Don't play games too late! Wake up earlier tomorrow!" 

"Yeah, yeah, if you don't wake me, I'll just run a bit..." 

"No! If you're late again, I won't call you!" 

"Okay, okay... you decide~" 

The usual banter continued, except no one noticed, not even Chen Yi, that despite the conversation, he never looked back at the familiar face; his gaze wandered elsewhere... 

"Phew... so tired!" 

Back home, Chen Yi threw his bag by the bed and collapsed onto it, burying his face in the blanket, limbs sprawled. Half the classes had been spent daydreaming, ignoring the lessons, yet this didn't stop him from feeling exhausted. Sitting in class itself was already a hardship for him. His eyes closed, minds blanking, but Chen Yi's thoughts returned repeatedly to his childhood sweetheart's image her body he had never noticed, her face he'd taken for granted, now haunting his mind, heart pounding... 

"Chen Yi! Time to eat!" 

His mother's voice outside, but Chen Yi preoccupied with the swirling thoughts, ignored it. 

"Come downstairs, time to eat!" 

"Chen Yi! Eat! Hurry!" 

"Ahhh! So annoying!" Chen Yi yelled while holding his head, lost in thought, when the door suddenly slammed open. 

"What are you yelling about? Didn't you hear me calling you? You and Rou Rou always together, when will you study properly?" 

"Ah, yeah, yeah, it's just... I don't know what's so good about her..." 

His mother's sudden intrusion startled him from his reverie. Hearing "Rou Rou" made Chen Yi roll his eyes, annoyed because of her, mumbling to himself and heading downstairs to eat. 

After dinner, Chen Yi went back to his room and lay on the bed. Just as he was about to sleep, a sudden jolt broke the haze. 

"Woc! Homework!" 

The next morning, Chen Yi was about to leave his room when the door opened just as Lin Qingrou came to knock. Her hand tapped his half-open, sleepy eyes. 

"Woc!" 

"Ah! Sorry, I thought you were still asleep..." 

Already awake but a bit foggy, Chen Yi suddenly became alert, rubbing his eyes and sighing helplessly. 

"Hey? Didn't you say if I'm late you wouldn't call me?" 

Lin Qingrou only glanced at him with a blank expression... 

The routine of school went on, classes, breaks, meals, and dismissals seemingly unchanged. Days passed, and Chen Yi gradually understood the cause of his heartbeat's flutter. Although reluctant at first to admit it, unwilling to believe he'd developed feelings for the seemingly boring old childhood companion, Chen Yi's mind filled more and more with thoughts of her. 

Even dozing during class, he would lean over, squinting at Lin Qingrou's sweet profile, heart stirring from her bright, earnest eyes and soft, lovely face. Soon, the weekend arrived. Unlike usual, Lin Qingrou parted from Chen Yi at the school gate and left in another direction, telling Chen Yi she had something urgent. Chen Yi didn't pay it much mind, continuing his walk home as usual without her... 

At home, after dinner, Chen Yi did homework in his room. Recently, he better understood what the strange feelings toward his childhood sweetheart meant. Doing homework, he couldn't help but think of Lin Qingrou, barely focusing and letting his mind wander to messages on his silent phone. Unable to resist, he sent her a message, "Are you there? Did you have something urgent after school?" 

No immediate reply came, and Chen Yi worried about meddling, given their childhood familiarity and minimal contact outside school. Suddenly, Lin Qingrou replied vaguely, not saying exactly what she had done: "I left early for some things~ Anything up?" 

Minutes later, just as Chen Yi regretted his question, she responded. He pretended not to mind, replying casually, "Oh, no worries... Just asking. Remember to get home early..." 

Opposite his message, Chen Yi secretly longed to know what she was doing. Since realizing his feelings, he tried drawing closer, seeing if intimacy would provoke a reaction. Yet while their relationship seemed closer somehow, Lin Qingrou did not show the expected shyness or heart flutters only calmness, as if accustomed all along. This disappointed Chen Yi. 

"Thanks for caring~" 

When the phone chimed again, Chen Yi was unusually quick to check it, showing an abnormal alertness even he didn't notice... 

"Speaking of... so much homework... it's too hard! I don't think I can finish..." 

"Difficult." Lin Qingrou corrected a typo over two messages. 

"What can I do, it's just unlearnable stuff~" 

"Excuses... you're probably just sleeping, haven't really studied?" 

"Not at all..." 

Chen Yi sensed something strange although they rarely chatted, he knew Lin Qingrou's meticulous character well. Why so many typos today? It was as if something urgent was on her mind... 

"Is something urgent? Should I stop bothering you?" 

"No, no... just the battery died occasionally..." 

"Hit the wrong key, hehe, got a new input method..." 

"Oh, I see~ Hey... have you noticed rumors spreading lately?" 

"Rumors? What rumors?" 

"About... me and you..." 

Sending the message, Chen Yi swallowed nervously. Lately, he had been testing Lin Qingrou, trying to get closer, feigning accidental touches, talking more, gazing into her eyes, fixing her hair, and even acting flirtatiously. Lin Qingrou never scolded but never showed much reaction, her expression always steady as if used to it... 

"Oh, those... can't help it, always thoughts pop up n%" 

"Yeah, so annoying... hey... do you feel angry?" 

"Hm? Annoyed... a little la... but not really angry..." 

Seeing Lin Qingrou's calm reply, Chen Yi's heart raced. After much typing and deleting, he sent finally written, "When did we... start knowing each other?" 

"Hm? About... Xiaocha?" 

[Message deleted] 

"Probably elementary school, why?" 

Chen Yi saw the fleeting message then its deletion, strange as it was. Lin Qingrou soon replied again, and Chen Yi continued nervously, "Oh, no reason... What do you think of me?" 

"Ah? Pretty good! Why? Can't be your grades hitting you so hard?" 

"No... that's not it... I mean..." 

"How about... trying to really be your boyfriend?" 

After sending, Chen Yi held his breath staring intently at the screen, anxiously waiting for the reply. Though time barely passed, it felt like an eternity, eagerly awaiting her acceptance, fearing rejection, and wondering how to face her afterward, regretting his impulsiveness. "What if she hates me now? What if..." 

"Ah? Boyfriend? You mean... like a romantic boyfriend?" 

Lin Qingrou's reply eased Chen Yi, though not an outright acceptance. Should he admit his feelings or back down? At this stage, it didn't make sense otherwise. Why ask? Chen Yi's eyes flickered nervously over the messages. 

"Do you... not like me?" 

He retreated mentally before receiving a reply: 

"No no no... I do like you, just surprised you'd say it..." 

Chen Yi, once resigned to rejection, revived. Grabbing the phone abruptly, he typed eagerly, "So you like me?" 

"Mm." 

"Then... can I be your boyfriend?" 

"Ke can~" 

With a confirmed reply, Chen Yi leapt up, wildly waving his arms in joy. That blooming first love promised a romantic story with the girl he had known forever... 

Unaware, while Chen Yi celebrated, Lin Qingrou was elsewhere, clearly not at her home but lying on a soft large bed, phone in hand. Her tender chin rested on a pillow, eyes half-closed, softly panting. Completely naked, her slender white legs knelt supporting her lower body, a middle-aged lecherous man in his thirties thrusting hard from behind... 

"Ahhh... uncle... slower~ I'm a bit overwhelmed... don't rush..." 

The man's thick cock spread her plump, pink folds, plunging repeatedly inside the tight, moist young vagina. 

During chatting with Chen Yi, Lin Qingrou's words were often mistyped due to body jolts and intoxicating pleasure. 

"Oh? So you agreed? Haha~ So Rou Rou doesn't have a boyfriend yet? Haha, I'm happy to have witnessed such a treasured scene~" 

The man teased as he fucked faster, playing with the girl's pretty body. Hearing him mention Chen Yi, Lin Qingrou's body tensed, her vagina tightened, trembling fiercely. 

"Oh! Ha ha, mentioning your boyfriend got you all excited? Haha, naughty little girl, getting fucked by me while accepting your boyfriend's confession. He really got played~" 

"Mm mmm... uncle... stop talking..." 

Feeling the vibrations and pressure from the cock, the man laughed lecherously, thrusting deeper into her exquisite pussy. Lin Qingrou's body became even more sensitive, trembling and moaning with fragile yet intense breathy sounds. 

"Huh? Didn't you climax yet? Hey, you little slut, maybe you don't like that guy; you're just doing this for fun, huh? Ha ha! You're so mean, poor boyfriend's sincere love being toyed with!" 

"No! No! I... really... really like him..." 

Burying her face in the pillow, she couldn't hide the sultry moans mingled with tears. Her rosy face flushed deeply, like a frightened bird hiding its face, while her body was shaken relentlessly by the man behind... 

Though raised in the school as a model student, Lin Qingrou knew this was wrong. Her guilt intensified while her body became wildly sensitive, climaxing uncontrollably to the man's raids. 

The man reached climax too, thrusting hard to the deepest spot, then unleashed a heavy load, swelling the condom balloon-like, filling her womb with hot semen. 

"Phew... So good... Rourou, you're born to be a perfect piece~" 

After pulling out, he dressed and casually tossed a few bills at the sweaty, semen-soaked girl before leaving. 

Lin Qingrou lay exhausted, face and body drenched in fluids. No one would guess the pure, beloved campus goddess was abused this way... 

In the Cafeteria 

Chen Yi sat a long time without seeing Lin Qingrou and felt strange. Just as he planned to get food, a tap on his back turned him to see Lin Qingrou. 

"Um... after class, the teacher had us return equipment and count, so..." 

She looked away shyly, her cheeks faintly red. Chen Yi, clueless, believed her easily. 

Sitting opposite, Chen Yi watched his childhood sweetheart chew slowly, her delicate features stirring strange flutters in his heart. He tried to look away but found himself stealing glances... 

He realized she had grown into a graceful young lady, not only taller but with a curvy figure subtle but surely feminine and alluring. 

Though something about her seemed different today, he couldn't pinpoint what. His restless heart would not be calmed... 

After resting, the afternoon classes went on as usual. Lin Qingrou was attentive; Chen Yi let his mind wander, pretending nothing troubled them... 

"Ding ding ding ding..." 

"Be careful going home!" 

Student laughter filled the campus at dismissal. Lin Qingrou was teased by girls, awkwardly avoiding questions about their relationship. 

"Why don't you date? You know each other so well!" 

"Because we've known each other for so long, no feelings…" 

"Pity… ever thought about trying?" 

"Ha ha, we see each other daily. No chance for that." 

Boys teased Chen Yi similarly, annoying him with repetitive questions. 

"Come on, Yi! You're close to Lin Qingrou, right?" 

"Really, no!" 

Chen Yi's annoyance grew, "Okay okay… I never thought about it!" 

"Damn you!" 

"Alright, alright! I was wrong!" 

The noisy groups dispersed, Chen Yi and Lin Qingrou naturally walking home together due to proximity. Observers murmured, envying their closeness. 

They glanced back simultaneously and laughed, brushing off others' gossip... 

Their usual conversation continued, but no one noticed that Chen Yi never looked at Lin Qingrou's familiar face, eyes wandering elsewhere... 

"Tired out!" 

At home, Chen Yi threw his bag, flopped on his bed, and buried his face in the covers, tired from lost half-days spent daydreaming. Forgotten were lessons; his thoughts swirled uncontrollably around Lin Qingrou's figure and face, pounding his chest... 

"Chen Yi! Dinner!" 

His mother's call went unheard while his mind spun... 

"Down and eat!" 

"Chen Yi! Eat! Hurry!" 

"Ah! So annoying!" Chen Yi yelled, clutching his head as his door slammed open. 

"What's all the shouting? Don't you hear me? You kids just hang with Rou Rou and never study!" 

"Uh, yeah, yeah... I don't know what's so good about her..." 

Mom suddenly barged in while Chen Yi was still fully immersed in his own thoughts, and upon hearing the affectionate nickname "Rourou" from his mother, the already-irritated Chen Yi couldn't help but roll his eyes, muttering to himself as he followed her downstairs to eat dinner. 

After finishing dinner, Chen Yi returned to his bedroom, flopped onto his bed, and just as his consciousness was getting fuzzy and sleep was about to take him, he suddenly jerked awake like he'd had a nightmare "Woc! Homework!" 

The next morning, Chen Yi came downstairs ready to head out, and just as he opened the door, Lin Qingrou was about to knock, her gently bent fingers tapping on the face of the still-drowsy, freshly awoken Chen Yi right on the eye "Woc!" 

"Ah! Sorry, I thought you'd overslept again…" 

Chen Yi, who was genuinely still groggy, snapped out of it immediately. He sighed helplessly, wiping at his eyes as he stooped down. "Hey, didn't you say that if I was late today, you wouldn't call me anymore?" Hearing this, Lin Qingrou didn't reply she just glanced at him with an expression that clearly said, "You're an idiot." 

The same peaceful, ordinary school life continued. Classes, breaks, meals, dismissal everything seemed to move along without a change, and days passed much the same way. During this time, Chen Yi gradually came to realize the source of his fluttering heartbeat. Although at first he was unwilling to admit it and didn't think he could fall for such a plain, familiar girl, slowly, his mind became ever more filled with thoughts of her. 

Even during classes, when he was drowsy and nodding off, Chen Yi would rest his head on the desk and gaze at Lin Qingrou's adorable profile, feeling a thrill every now and then from her bright, earnest eyes or her soft, cute face. Soon, the weekend came again, and as school ended that evening, Lin Qingrou left the school gate and parted ways directly with others instead of walking home with Chen Yi, as was their usual routine. Chen Yi, thinking it was probably some urgent matter, didn't pay it much mind, and apart from Lin Qingrou's absence, it didn't feel much different. 

Back home, events unfolded much as they always did. After eating dinner, Chen Yi went up to his room and started doing homework, but over the last while, he'd started to truly understand the meaning of his peculiar feelings toward his childhood friend. While doing homework, he found himself constantly thinking about Lin Qingrou, distractedly scribbling things down while his mind floated elsewhere. 

Off to one side, his phone, which had sat silently all this time, suddenly caught Chen Yi's attention. Without realizing what he was doing, he picked it up, opened the messaging screen, and sent Lin Qingrou a message "Are you there? Was there some reason you rushed off after school?" 

He waited, but there was no immediate reply, making Chen Yi feel a bit jittery and worried that he'd overstepped. After all, ever since elementary school, their relationship had been so close that when they left school and went home, they really didn't have much contact. Now, suddenly sending a message like this felt very out of character for Chen Yi, unusual and uncertain. 

"Mm, something came up, so I left early. What's wrong?" 

A few minutes later, just as Chen Yi was starting to regret being nosy, a reply finally came from Lin Qingrou. The message was vague; she didn't say what she was up to. Chen Yi had already spent this time ruminating in his own head, so he felt it inappropriate to press her further. Pretending not to be bothered, he responded casually, "Oh, never mind… just asking. Get home soon." 

But despite what the message said, Chen Yi who was having a harder and harder time keeping his affection for his childhood friend in check actually wanted quite desperately to know what she was doing. Ever since he'd become aware of his feelings for Lin Qingrou, he'd tried getting closer, more intimate, physically, linguistically, even flirtatiously, just to see how she'd react. But what really happened was that although their relationship seemed to have grown closer in daily life, Lin Qingrou never showed the shyness or blushing Chen Yi anticipated; instead, she remained calm and natural, as if nothing had changed. It was surprisingly anticlimactic for Chen Yi. 

"Mm, thanks for asking~" 

When he heard the notification chime again, Chen Yi reflexively snatched up his phone, his urgency and attention the opposite of his usual nonchalance an unconscious habit he hadn't noticed in himself. 

"Honestly, we got so much homework, and it's so hard! I feel like it's impossible to finish…" He wasn't lying; ever since starting high school, the workload had surged like a rocket. For Chen Yi, who was never much for academic theory, the pace had grown increasingly hard to keep up with, and although he hadn't yet fallen far behind still scraping into the middle of the class his grades were slipping subtly but steadily. With things the way they were, even the normally insouciant Chen Yi started to feel a little anxious. 

But mostly, he'd brought this up simply because he didn't know what else to say. He didn't want their conversation to end awkwardly, so he forcibly picked a topic they could both relate to. 

"You never pay attention in class, so now you find your homework too difficult, don't you? ku5n nan la ba?" 

"Difficult," Chen Yi read the messages Lin Qingrou sent to correct her typo. "How am I supposed to learn that stuff? It's just not in my blood." 

"Excuse, clearly you were sleeping. Kenben didn't even try." 

"Actually," Chen Yi was correcting her, but suddenly noticed something odd: while the two of them didn't chat much, Chen Yi, who knew Lin Qingrou's personality inside and out, very much understood her meticulous, almost obsessive attention to detail, so even after only a few conversations via text, he could tell that she never made typos. Why so many mistakes this time? 

It was almost as if she was in a rush… 

"Is there some emergency? I shouldn't bother you, then." 

"No, it's nothing, sometimes the battery just runs down." 

"Typo, hehe, just installed a new keyboard method, still getting used to it." 

"Oh, I see~ Well, have you noticed a lot of rumors going around lately?" 

"Rumors? What kind?" 

"You know… the ones about you and me." 

As he sent the message, Chen Yi swallowed nervously, his throat dry with unease. Lately, when they were together, he'd tried to be a little bolder, closer, touching her arm, her hair, her face, each gesture veiled with plausible deniability, each conversation edged with ambiguity beyond flirty, but always short of inappropriate. Of course, Lin Qingrou never seemed displeased, but she never really reacted at all, always calm, as if such things were the most natural thing in the world. 

"Oh, those… can't help it, there's always gonna be this or that sort of thing." 

"Yeah, so annoying, right? Do you ever feel angry?" 

"Annoyed? Maybe a little… but not angry, really." 

Hearing from her that her feelings weren't so strongly negative, Chen Yi felt his heart pound a little faster. He typed, erased, hesitated; the cursor blinked. Half the day passed before, eyes and mind both exhausted by the struggle, he finally managed to force his hand to its destination a sentence that, once sent, carried with it all his hopes, dreams, and anxieties: 

"Hey… when did we first meet?" 

"Hm? About… xiaocha?" 

"Message deleted by user" 

"Probably elementary school, what's up?" 

Chen Yi had just barely glimpsed the first message misspelled though it was before it was recalled. He stared at the screen, unsure if he'd imagined it, but Lin Qingrou quickly sent another reply. Chen Yi didn't press for clarification. 

"Oh, nothing important. What do you think of me?" 

"What? You're pretty great, aren't you? Seriously, is your homework getting to you that much?" 

"No, it's not that, I just…" 

"How about… we try being real-life boyfriend and girlfriend?" 

Silence. Chen Yi's fingers clasped his phone as if it were the holy grail, breathless, vision tunneling, every nerve focused on the little notification. The agonizing stretch of time really only a few minutes felt like eternity. Sweat beaded on his palms, his lungs constricted, and he could only hope for, and dread, the reply. 

Chen Yi's mind blanked, his internal monologue spiraled, "She must've realized what I meant, right? She's smart, she's got to know… She's just pretending, right? Or is she really that oblivious? Maybe she's even ignoring me…" But already, he felt his hope crumbling. 

"Oh! So you don't like me, then?" 

"No, no, no, it's not like that, I just never expected you to come straight out and say it…" 

Just as Chen Yi had given up, despondent, the reply came and with it, a jolt of energy crackled up Chen Yi's spine. He bolted upright, snatched his phone, and typed furiously "So you like me, then?!" 

"Mm." 

"So, can I, like, be your boyfriend for real?" 

"Yes." (A typo, but the meaning was clear.) 

Finally finally, finally! a real, confirmed answer. Chen Yi leapt from his chair, arms raised, punching the sky, his energy explosive. As he looked at the message, a grin split his face; he simply couldn't hide it. The first love of youth, the dream of a lifelong relationship it was here, now, with the girl he'd known forever, her face, her voice, her presence all woven into his earliest memories. 

What Chen Yi could never have guessed was that, at the very moment he was exulting in his success, Lin Qingrou was in a room he'd never seen before not her bedroom, but a lushly appointed hotel suite, sprawled facedown on a bed, her lithe, naked body stretched out, knees bent, her perfect, jade-white derriere presented to the world, while behind her, a burly, leering man in his thirties pumped ferociously into her exposed, vulnerable flesh. 

"Uncle… ah ah ah ah… slower… please… no, no, I can't really take it… don't be so fast…" 

The man's thick, rigid member spread her pink, plump "little buns" wide, ramming into the tight, soaked young passage, each violent stroke driving deeper, wet sounds echoing with every plunge, every withdrawal the kind of sight, and sound, that would drive any teenage boy wild with lust, but which, in this room, was witnessed by no one save the randy uncle and the acquiescent Lin Qingrou. 

And whenever Chen Yi received a reply, whenever Lin Qingrou typed or chose her words, her fingers, her attention, her full, gasping mouth, were all distracted, undercut, overwhelmed by the relentless assault upon her body, the thundering ecstasy of that thick erection inside her, the repeated, obscene thrusts sending ripples of pleasure through her limbs, her mind, her soul making every keystroke, every reply, a struggle against the tide of her own shattering senses, her own desperate, wanton moans. 

"Oh? So you agreed, did you? Oh ho ho ho… little Rou Rou, not actually dating anyone, eh? Ha ha ha… I get to see such a rare sight…" 

The man, laughing low and nastily, redoubled his pace, the massive manhood pistoning in and out of Lin Qingrou's delicate, trembling body, the lewd slap-slap-slap filling the air, punctuated by his taunts: "Heh, so, when that little boyfriend of yours spilled his heart out, did you really feel all fluttery? Did it make your pussy tighten up, hmm? Heh, tsk tsk… really a little bitch, aren't you? Just had to wait until you could get a real man inside you before answering the poor kid. He'd never guess, would he? Poor bastard fresh from his big love confession, and already wearing green. Ha ha ha…" 

"Uncle… no, please don't say such things… ah ah ah ah~" Lin Qingrou trembled, her body so sensitive after all these hours, days, months, years of experience, that just the reminder of Chen Yi just thinking of him tightened her up automatically, made her involuntarily clench around the intruding cock, so much so that the man actually grunted, surprised by the squeezing. 

"Ah? You came just from me mentioning him? Ho ho ho! Didn't expect you to be such a little slut! Really, poor boy, poor, poor little boyfriend never even touched the goods, never even shoved it in, but you say you love him, do you? Heh, love pales in comparison to real cock, doesn't it? You really are a piece of work, little Rou Rou. Don't you feel bad? No? Let's go deeper, harder, let's see how you sing for me see how you writhe for me see how much your squeals drown out your boyfriend's pathetic, lovesick fantasies…" 

"Unnnnnrrgh… no, no… I do, I do really, really like him… I'm not lying, I'm not pretending… ah ah ah ah~!" But Lin Qingrou's words, even as she cried out, were muffled, her face shoved deep into the pillow, her voice and body trembling, mind clouded and unfree, forced by biology, by conditioning, by the devilish, demonic skill of his dick, to arch and move and moan and quiver as he demanded, to shake and climax and shake and climax, each time the massive organ slammed home, each time the swollen, angry manhood pressed against her deepest recess, each time her "little flower" was hammered, squeezed, punched, bruised, and battered, until it blossomed, wet and glistening, under a stranger's brutal touch. 

And the worst of it, the true horror, was that despite her genuine, abiding love for Chen Yi Lin Qingrou could not control her body, could not help but react, respond, receive, and even, eventually, desire, the filthy, debased, animalistic coupling she'd become hopelessly addicted to.