I tossed myself here and there but couldn't fall asleep. I wished the sun would rise right now, but it was impossible, as I glanced, it was half past 12.
I got up and walked out to the old-fashioned window at the side of my bed. I could feel myself covered with a light pink satin nighty gown, with full sleeves.
I walked near the window, looking at the moonlight shining and drawing all my attention towards it.
Just as I leaned on it and my eyes went down, I saw someone standing over the garden with flowers.
I was surprised to see that one here but I was so happy. He signalled me to come down and also used his lips.
I had to tell him I can't even because I have no way. I don't know why but I said it back to him.
He looked at me and then ran away. I cursed myself for saying this; I should have gone downstairs. I turned my head with guilt and sadness, feeling heartbroken about the fact that I chased him.
The next moment, I felt a soft tug on my back. I turned around and gasped. Thankfully, the hand covered my mouth.
He whispered, "Keep it down, My Beloved!" Gently releasing his hands, I helped him to slowly cross the window while his other leg stayed on the long, narrow ladder.
It was difficult to balance and also without making a noise, if we did, then this would create a problem for him.
I am okay if it comes under me, but it shouldn't be on me. Then he stood on the carpet, thankfully, he reached my floor.
"Thank you, my love!" He whispered while he took my hand and kissed it. I blushed while turning my face to the window side
Then he came forward and gave me his flowers, I accepted them and hugged him, knowing that this was the only thing I could return to him as my love.
We stared deep into each other's eyes, and I looked at him as we were about to kiss, but something powerful and loud interrupted everything.
I opened my eyes, the darkness didn't last, and the sky stayed blue, but not entirely. I stood by the window.
I looked at my reflection in the mirror, and I could see that my gown had not changed. I could see that nothing was removed aside from my sandals.
"You awake?" A soft voice startled me but I didn't turn back and focused on the view.
"Couldn't dream further!" I replied.
Through the window, I could see his youthful face reflected, his perfect body standing behind me, and his hands in his pockets.
I could feel him getting forward, and then he used his finger to trace my back. His soft hands are electrifying my body with a hot sensation.
"Is your back okay?" He asked me and then began to trace my naked back.
I don't know what happened to my mouth I couldn't even tell him to stop. My mouth opened for moaning and heavy breathing.
I wish I could just pull myself and kiss my pain away, but we can't. I don't know why.
I turned around him, and our lips were a few inches apart, but there was something else required, which wasn't just a kiss.
He began to hold my wrist, then he raised it up over my head locking it so that I won't move.
He bent forward and began to move his hand over my back, gently massaging it.
"Is it hurting you?"
"Hmm!" Then he released me and slowly moved his other hand on the back of my waist while the other one was behind my elbow.
He caught me in his arms and began to move towards the bed and gently he placed me on the bed.
He made me flip and I am sleeping on my stomach. Then he moved his hands to remove the straps of my dress and pulled it down.
He caught my spine area and then began to massage it with his warm hands. He knew that I was lying.
I moaned with the ache, and then I heard him whisper, "I am sorry!"
Slowly-slowly I can feel my pain vanishing in the thin hair and my body feeling the warmth.
Then he stopped and asked me "Better?". I nodded and then I turned around, getting up from the bed.
"What about....!" His hand pressed against my mouth, and then he bent to whisper, "Forget about it!"
I began to breathe while closing my eyes, and then he whispered, "Don't you ever do this, otherwise I will lose my control!"
Then he got up and sat on the sofa. I wish he could, but then there is something which doesn't want us.
Then I looked down and asked him in a low voice, "Can I use my room?"
"Sure but..."
He stopped me and I had to wait for him to continue his statement. I didn't turn back and felt him getting up walking towards me.
"I will be coming with you, he won't be there, but still just to ease my anxiety and fear."
I wish to ask why you ever care. But then I nodded and allowed him to follow me. Just then, he stopped me with his hand, and without any words being exchanged, I felt him rushing towards the cupboard and getting something.
Within seconds, I feel him covering me with his leather jacket. I released an air and felt his touch generating an electric current over my body.
"Let's go!" He said then I opened the door while he followed me and removed the card, then closed it.
It felt like he was following me, just like dark romance, but to be honest, he is just protecting me.
The silence continued, from the time we entered the elevator. If somebody entered the elevator, he held my hand with a grip.
Then we entered my room, which wasn't that big, yet he managed to respect me with some privacy.
Then I took a quick shower, shoot, I forgot to get clothes with me and just entered the bathroom.
I couldn't help but curse, shoot, I can't stay here forever.
"Hey!"
"Hey!"
"You there?" I whispered.
"Helloooo!" I had to scream, and within a second, I heard him rushing towards me, forcing the door to open.
"What happened wait lemme break it!" He began to pull the door
"Stop I want you to help me with clothes!" I had to stop him cause he cannot see me naked.
"Am I an accessorizer?" He asked me
"But I forgot my clothes please help me!" I pleaded even though I knew he would help me but still I felt.
"Where is it?"
"Inside the suitcase!" I told him.
Then he helped me to get the dress, my favourite yellow frock, from the suitcase. He used to pass it through the narrow gap. I kept it for him so that he could give it.
I don't have that habit of wearing inside the bathroom, but the situation is cruel, and then I came out.