Dear A
I am confused between loving you and letting go of you. The hurt is unbearable, I don't know if I will ever heal.
The words that were said not just from you but also from me, is what hurts me the most. This duration in time has showed the worst part of us.
I don't know where this is headed anymore but strangely enough, when I think of the future I always picture you.
I just wish we had an understanding of who we are and that you trusted me instead of doubting me.
My love for you, never came with conditions but now I am so apprehensive about everything. I gave you my heart and trust willingly but now I have to start all over again, just this time it's not as easy.
I don't know what the future holds anymore. I never thought we'll be here right now.
With Love
M