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Living with my ex Girlfriend, All I wish is death.

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Chapter 1 - I'm done

"Please let me live with you."

"Huh?"

"I'll pay you whatever rent you demand me. Please."

"Again, Huh?"

...

"Soo... You... Are Vike? My... Ex, and you want to live with me? I'm sorry, this I stood much. What do you mean live with me? Are... You Drunk?'

"Please. Jinnie, I have nowhere left to go. Please. Let me live with you."

What am I doing right now? Begging this women... Who left me when I was 30...

She was probably 20 at the time. She had a child who was around 4 years old.

Yaa... She had a kid at 16.

I... Was a drifter.

I worked for the army. Due to cross border firing I... Was shot and fell in the ocean.

An American submarine found me and by than I was 26 and was in a coma for 2 Years.

When I came to at 28 I was in a hospital bed in America

I lived here, they supplied me with a lot of things.

I... Lived here... For 2 and a half years.

The time I spend with her... Was probably the last 5 Months.

When I turned 30 and proposed to her.

She accepted, which I wasn't really expecting.

She had a child, which I didn't know about until than.

Because she was a worker at a cafe. She worked various jobs to provide for her kid.

Which her boyfriend probably left.

In the end... We ended up going out for 5 Months.

And than abruptly she... Broke up with me.

I felt like... I did everything I possibly could but in the end we broke up.

It's been how many years? I'm 44 and have officially retired from the army.

And... I came here, because... I have nowhere else to go...

Wherever I go... I'd be alone.

That's why.

"If... You leave me like this, I'll... Be alone on the day I die."

"I... I'm sorry I can't do anything for you. I... Have 2 children. Even if I were to accept you, they wouldn't be very comfortable."

"Just tell them I'm taking one of your rooms. Please, I... I don't wanna live... In that... Dark, Damp, Place... Alone."

"No matter what you say... I... I'm sorry, please leave."

Now... What?

...

There was a women, beautiful blonde hair and a face that's make any man's heart race who was sitting on the dining table contempting something.

Than someone showed up from behind.

"What's up mom, you look... Very Sad?"

"... We'll you know money is very tight this month."

"We'll, we will manage somehow. We always have. No?"

"Aah, my beautiful Mature Georgie come here. Give your mommy a hug."

"Aah... You are smothering me mom."

She deeply contempted about a certain matter and than put up the courage to ask.

"Hey, Georgie, Clark."

"Yes... Mom."

"So, you finally gonna tell us... What's bothering you."

"Money's tight, and people are willing to rent out our house, the room in the corner is free you know. So..."

"Absolutely not."

"Mm... It'll be awkward to have people around. And, Isn't that the room for when you find a lover to marry?"

Clark Refused abruptly while Georgie had mix feelings.

"Mom... Tell me the truth, what's the real reason? Letting someone in like that when you know your engagement is a month away. Is... If a man?"

Georgie was very Sharp and she had hit the nail.

She panicked a bit but than calmed himself.

"He... Is my ex boyfriend. Remember Vike."

"VIKE? That guy? Seriously? VIKE?"

"Yes, that Vike."

The others gave weird reactions when they heard the name Vike.

...

I... Feel like I'll go insane, living in this damp place all alone.

But... That is my fate.

All I can do is wait for my day and go back to what I was doing when I was in Coma.

I don't know if those 2 years of dreams were real or not but... I'll wait patiently.

I'll wait for my death, because that's what... She said.

Even if it means living in this damp, dark place for until the day I die.

I'll... Wait for you all. That's the only purpose in Life.

It always has been and it always will be.

...

"The guy... Who always looked away from you? Yet treated you like you were the most precious things for him? He's... Pretty weird. So such a man actually exists."

"Haha, I never thought I'd see him again. And what do you mean he really exists? Ofcurse he does."

"So... What's the story?"

"Well, it was when I was 20. I used to work at a cafe and he was always a regular there. I... Knee he liked me, and I found him cute, so... I thought why not when he asked me out."

"I see... So, what happened after that?"

"Well, after quite a bit of hesitation I finally decided to show him .. you."

"So... Did he break up with you after knowing you had me? What a jerk."

She smiled a bit

"No... He accepted that... I had a 4 year old kid at 20. He... Was fine with it."

"Wasn't he just grooming you? For a 30 year old man to like a 20 year old one. That's pretty creepy."

"You... Know something, I've never felt more comfortable with anyone but him. He treated me like I was his entire world."

"What? Why does the story seem like a happily every after kind? What caused you to break up with him."

"I... I felt like he was... Looking somewhere, somewhere far away, I don't really understand. He always treated me like I was his everything but... I felt like, I'd only get hurt if I were with him. That's why I broke up with him."

"The fuck... Is that even supposed to mean? Are you serious mom? You... Are you telling me you liked him more than dad and Clark's father? So, why? I... Don't understand. So why? Why are you letting him come to your life after all this time."

"He... Seemed like... He was DONE."